I Give My Husband to the Perakor

Refreshing Or Remembrance the Past?

Azan zuhur reverberated to make me wake up from my daydream. Instantly making longs to be present, I long to be worthy of the Almighty, longing to complain to Him in one third of the night. Yes, now I am in the midst of the arrival of guests, so I cannot carry out the obligations of the four Raka’at.

‘’Alhamdulillah O Allah. I'm still alive until now,’’ lirihku while wiping my face.

Yes, I am so grateful to still be able to breathe air today, to still be able to open my eyes. Though I was in an accident yesterday and was also held captive by criminals in a weak state of helplessness, but Alhamdulillah Allah still gives me a chance of life, He still gives me the opportunity to multiply worship and good charity. Moreover, I still have Naisya who is still a child, certainly need guidance and upbringing from me.

I stepped out of the room towards the terrace. Sometimes I can sit on the terrace while waiting for a fresh breeze from the trees in front of the house. I was sad because lately I prefer not to play social media first, because I am saturated with netizen questions.

‘’Bu, I think you should refresh first deh.’’ Making me blink slowly and then laugh at the man in uniform who was beside me.

‘’Why do you laugh? I'm serious, you know. Especially lately I have never gone refreshing.’’

‘’Umm, I mean more often at home I noticed. So I have to refresh first,’’ he continued which makes me a little amazed by this man's attitude.

But in my heart I also confirmed the words and suggestions of this man who is already my security status. Yeah, looks like I really need some refreshing. Moreover, it has been locked up in the hospital for a long time, which makes me more tired. Plus some of the conflicts that have been afflicting my household lately.

‘’Hem, you were right too anyway, Do.’’

‘’Only do you want to accompany me?’’

‘’You are so happy, Mom. In fact, I already intend to accompany Mom and the place I already know, Mother would love so much.’’ I was just joking. Uh, he was serious. Fine, it's okay.

‘’Maybe I better refresh first for a while,’’ my mumbling in heart.

‘’Oh, yes? Where is it, Do?’’

‘’I can't tell you now, Mom. I want to give a surprise to Mom. If you are told not to be surprised again his name is dong.’’

Made my laughter break for a moment. I shook my head. The Dodo can only and he was able to joke as well, a lot of talent this person.

‘’Dodo you are-there aja.’’

‘’Ya already, I want to get ready first. Are you sure you wear this security shirt?’’

I looked at the uniform worn by the man. He even laughed.

‘’Ya, ma'am. I'm changing it. I happened to bring a change of clothes today. Wouldn't it be okay if I changed this shirt?’’

‘’Ya nothing, Do. You want to go outside with me. Dress time duty.’’ He came back laughing. I hurried to enter the house.

‘’Bi, I'm going outside first. Naisya again in her playroom. Later Aunty friends Naisya well,’’ said I who rushed to the aunt who was in the middle of a few.

‘’Eh, Mom? Where to, Mom? Hem, ma’af Aunt kepo.’’ The woman stopped her hand that was busy in the kitchen.

‘’I want to go refreshing for a while, Bi. I need refreshing like,’’ I said as I was.

‘’Bibi agrees, Mom. Mom really needs refreshing. About Naisya just calm down and leave everything to Auntie,’’ he said with a smile.

‘’Eh, but briefly, Mom. Whose mother went it?’’

‘’I'm the same Dodo.’’

His expression changed. I'm sure the aunt wouldn't like it, as she usually doesn't like the guy. He said there was something hidden by a man named Dodo.

I just rushed to the bedroom. I changed clothes instantly. Modern long-sleeved shirts, leather pants and equipped with a pashmina hijab. He looked younger than Nelda. Yeah, because the old Nelda doesn't exist anymore.

I hurried out of the house. It looked like the man was neat in his free clothes. I held out the car keys that the man had immediately taken.

‘’We're on the road now, Mom? Is anyone missing?’’

I nodded,’’Live footprints, Do,’’ my mouth that made him laugh off.

‘’Ya we've walked now aja.’’ I rushed up the four wheel.

***

‘’Do, I'm curious. You can not memgebocorin a little of the features of the place?’’ I broke the silence between me and Dodo. Making him look over for a moment, a wide smile rose on his lips.

‘’Ngot able to do dong, Mom. Patience first napa anyway,’’ he said while chuckling softly.

‘’Ya already so you say,’’ sukutku. I finally gave up. The important thing is that this man has been willing to accompany me on refreshing.

‘’But wait, why am I a stranger to this road? Have I ever been here? But when? Where am I taken with this Dodo?’’ I murmured in my heart.

***

The man had opened the car door for me, but I was still unmoved.

‘’Bu, let's get down! We have arrived,’’ he said because I have not come down since. My two neutrals are still busy staring at this parking lot, which is no stranger to me.

‘’Ah, Yes, Do. Thanks.’’ I rushed down for a moment.

‘’We walk a little to enter his place huh, Mom. It's okay, right?’’

I sighed softly,’’ Yes it's okay, Do. I used to walk as a child,’’.

‘’It was a small time mah, Mom. Now it's another. Mom is happy now,’’ he said with a chuckle.

I just smiled blandly,’’ Happy what, Do? Do you think I'm happy because I have a lot of money? A lot of money but have a domestic conflict, it would be useless, Do. It is better not to have anything, but no conflict whatsoever,’’ muttered in my heart who followed in his footsteps.

My eyes were busy staring at the scenery around him, the green trees around me made me breathe fresh air and the wind made my body feel comfortable. But I still feel sad.

A few steps later.

The man stopped and approached me.

‘’Tadaaa! This is my surprise for Mom. How's it? Do you like it?’’

I was silent looking at the surrounding scenery. There are several wooden boats perched on the lake. This place holds a lot of good memories.

‘’Ayo up, Mom!’’ He rushed up to the boat and grabbed the paddle to pedal. I was still pensive, silent. My mind drifted away.

This place is a silent witness that Deno and I once painted our romantic memories here a few years ago. Me and the guy spent time together. We boarded the boat and he sat looking me in the eye, as well as me looking into his beautiful eyes.

Seriate.