I AM POOR!

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The rain is pouring down the whole city. Cleaning the leaves and trees filled with city dust.Burung who was singing now the sound was lost somewhere.

Just like myself.The man who is struggling with wealth and wealth, but lonely in life.Life of love and affection from a father and wife.

Every day play a video sent by Sony from abroad and far away.Seems, the woman who used to be my wife with the man who worked as the doctor.They look very close, they look very close,but I wish if she didn't have any taste for that man.

Sitting pensively remembering memories of the past.

I cursed myself, why am I so careless in this marriage?

So as to release the woman that I once hated and loved, when she was a good woman was able to survive in this complicated household.

I still remember him, as he tried to make me feel his existence.Make something I like, ' he said,although I ignored him.Hard words that might offend his heart.Even often leave him alone on a lonely night.Maybe at that time he always hoped for my return.But I was busy with women out there.

Honestly, at that time I was devastated by the loss of my son.The child I wanted, took great pains to take care of him.But he left before breathing the air of the world.

With my stupidity and sense of emotion filling the brain. I just trusted Momy who said.

"There's no way she doesn't know that her baby is dead."

That sentence that always ringing every second of time and my days.Shadows his face, a stiff body paled makes me unable to think clearly.

So that the matter made the woman who used to be my wife the victim of the accusation.I accused her of murdering our baby.Even I had the heart to divorce her.

Hoping after the divorce was a problem and my mind was slightly improved.But the opposite happened.I was devastated by the selfishness I made myself.

Now that woman is my ex-wife.And I again destroy her with unbearable lust.I make her to end her life.Even I also made her traumatized.

Trauma to men.

Now he's out of the country for treatment and I can't guess if he's gonna turn his back on me.

Even though I've been trying to notice her condition remotely.

But I'm not sure, if he's conscious in those days, he'll forgive me or vice versa.

"Sir....?"

I woke up from a long daydream.Look at the voice that had called me.

"Sir, someone wants to see you."

"Who?"many confused.

"His name is Sherif.She already has an appointment with the father," said Rere who was also confused to see I was not konsen.

"Oh yeah, I forgot," I said, recalling.

Rere replaced Adam for a while, because Adam was on leave for a few days, there was a very important family need.

A few hours passed, I decided to return to Mension which I had not visited in a long time.

Arriving there, I went straight to the small tomb next to the Missions.I sat down and stared at the tombstone.

I cried bitterly as I told of all the journeys of life with my ex-wife, the mother of my son.

Even so, I will continue to pursue love.Love that may be too late.

I walked into the Mession.Feeling memories first, memories of when me and Rein.Memories when happy, both Rein and Deddy.

I walked up the stairs to the upper room.Tiba there, I turned my body looking down.I felt the memories of a few years ago, I,when the matchmaking that I did not want.But the marriage still happened.Today the marriage that makes me want to return with the woman,Rein Hasbi Asyifa.

Then step foot into the room, bathroom and balcony.Where, those places stored unforgettable sweet memories.

I sat on the bed we had once occupied.The idea just popped up, everything felt new last night.I threw myself together and enjoyed the memories until I fell asleep.

Trings....

The voice of the device woke me up.I roared hp and raised the call with not yet fully aware.This eye is so sleepy that I did not realize that was calling.I say the words of the other person there.Then go back to sleep until tomorrow morning.

Early in the morning I woke up and looked around the room.A few minutes I just realized that I was asleep at Mension.At a moment, I was,I saw a clock that showed at 5am.I walked to the bathroom and did the morning shower.As for the bath I saw the phone and saw some calls from Adam and Vania.Then switched to the WhatsApp application.I saw a message from It was Vania who asked me where I was, and the message from Adam who also asked me where I was.

I'm hot, why are they all looking for me. I feel like a lost little kid last night.

I put the phone down and opened the curtain that covered the window.My eyes looked out there,without the atmosphere of the morning that seemed to be raining.Then I walked back inside to pick up the leptop and bring it to the balcony of the room.I sat down and opened some files, then opened the video sent Sony.

There it appears that Rein went with a man named Miran.They were walking around the hospital park.The man was seen chatting a lot of things with Rein.But, Rein did not respond too much, he was not too,he looks a lot of daydreaming.Walau occasionally answer the man's words.

I know his mind is not with his body.From his eyes it is clear if he is daydreaming.But I can not guess what the woman is thinking.

I stroked the face that was plastered on that screen.

"Rein, lately you look very sweet.If you are in a time of trauma.But the light of your body still shines through my heart.Rein forgive me for making you miserable.To be honest I envy seeing you happy with our separation."

I watched the video until it ran out.Tak long entered bi Inah brought milk and snacks.

"This is the milk, sir, please drink it." said the woman who was in her 50s.

I glanced at her glance, then the woman went out to do her work.

Soon, the rain began to fall accompanied by lightning striking here and there.Making anyone feel afraid including me.I went into the room and locked the door and closed it with curtains.

The feathers in my hand stood up and I began to tremble, my face paled in fear.Honestly I was so afraid of lightning, I was afraid of lightning,because of it every rain I do not want to go anywhere.If in the car I prefer to sleep on the handset and turn on my favorite music.

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