I AM POOR!

Continuance

Every day lying in this room with a medical device that is still attached to the body.I have quite a lot of injuries, in the hands, feet and head.Nearly 30% scratches around my body.And some stitches in the temples and legs.

Ahhh.. Just seeing it makes me not strong.But, I have to accept it.

I did not expect if this would happen to me.I also do not believe in the accident that thank God he still gave me life.Padahat if you look at the car alone, if you look at the car, it could be said that the person inside must also be destroyed.At least must have suffered quite serious fractures.

Thank goodness I only get a decent scratch stitches.Hehehehe...

She said she was going home to Indonesia this morning.I heard a worried voice from that voice.

Momy really loves me.It is true people say, if the love of the mother is second to none.

After talking to Momy, I told Adam to take care of all the work in the office.Sedika Vania went to take care of some of her work while stopping at home to take my clothes and other items.

I'm here alone.

Hhaaah.if only I were still with Rein, maybe he was still with me here.Maring for me, accompanying me,butii..

I was thinking and hoping for memories to come again.Namum, suddenly I remembered with my ex-wife.

How's it going there?Is he better yet?

I haven't heard from him all day. Then I took the device and called Alex.

"Hallo boss..."

"How is he doing now? Is he better?"tananyaku.

"She's already aware of the boss, but." she answered like thinking of something.

"But what?"I'm getting curious.

"She had a boss's Chronic Trauma.Even now she's very scared. She was afraid of the people who met her, especially the men." Alex answered making me think.

"It looks like he's traumatized by the boss' abuse, but I don't know who did it...His sister is investigating the case, boss." Alex made me hold my breath.

"Boss want me to help you find out who did it?"alex's asking pisses me off.

"No need.You just monitor him.This matter let me take care of it."I replied forbid it.

"Good boss."

Hah... really the Alex.Obviously the culprit was me.Why he wanted to investigate everything.Had been given the task instead of looking for another task, really this is a child!diligence ketulungan.

When I finished talking to Alex, I closed my eyes to sleep again.

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Heavy rain drenched trees and towering buildings.

I stared at the rain that kept falling out there.Sit alone in this room, daydreaming and thinking about the woman I love so much now lying there just like me.

I did not expect that all my treatment was fatal.Making my loved ones to be traumatized.Even he was desperate to kill himself.

I wondered if it was so painful for him to make him do that.

I was confused with myself.When I was nearby, I felt like I wanted to get angry, especially when I failed to give birth to my son. I feel like she's no longer worthy of my wife.

But after divorcing him, I feel lost, feel uncomfortable with my life at this time.Biayaknya already a beautiful wife like Vania.Tetap I feel less, lost half a soul.

I was confused by my chaotic feelings.Amongst love, hate, anger and revenge.

I don't understand this.I really don't understand why it's like this.When I used to do it to make Rein pregnant and be able to come back with her, at least she and I still meet.

But.... After he killed himself especially in the stomach.I think all that is just a waste.

Sitting looking at the cold and cool atmosphere.The voices of nurses out there.

Rein, forgive me dear.I don't understand if I still have love and affection for you or just a grudge that covers the heart.So, I accidentally hurt you to experience trauma.

Honestly, I want to come back with you.But I don't think it's possible.Because you must hate me because it was me who made you that way.

But Rein, I don't want you to have a partner other than me.I want you to stay mine.If we're divorced, but we can go back to what we used to be.And Deddy will come home and love me again like before.

Rein, as you know.I'm here to lose a lot.Your loss that I intentionally, I lost a father that I love and now I lost half my soul because you left.

You know Rein,deddy didn't come back here, even when I had an accident that almost took the life of his own son.

Rein, you know, for the past few weeks I've been cared for, during that time the woman who is now my wife is indifferent to me. She's been busy with her work and her affairs.

I'm here alone.

I was thinking about divorcing Vania, but I was confused where to start.

Rei's...Should I let go or hold on? But, if we survive we are both not interested in each other.Then, I have to how?If I let go, do you want to come back with me?

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Pov.Zaine

On my way to Australia, I took a photo of Rein and put it on Instagram.

"Travel to Australia for treatment."

A few hours away, we arrived at Xx.Yang airport is one in Australia that is adjacent to the Miran hospital.

We were expected by several nurses and also Doctor Miran.She checked Hasbi who was still asleep then went straight to her hospital for treatment.

At first Hasbi was frightened and went back hysterically like the one before when she approached Miran.

Seeing that, I approached her and tried to calm her down.I closed her eyes with my palm.I did that so that she would not see the people who were there waiting for us and came back scared.

After a few minutes of calming, Hasbi finally began to calm down and sleep.Although already asleep, he was still delirious with sweat pouring on his forehead.

Some doctors took her to the treatment room where I found Miran and asked her to treat Hasbi to return to her normal state.

Miran answered him.She said that this is a little difficult but she will try to make the Trauma she experienced disappear.

I handed Hasbi over to Miran and asked her to contact me immediately if anything happened.

Then we went home to take a shower and rest for a while.

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Every day I come to visit Hasbi.Sometimes when the work is very crowded I still take the time to meet him.Therefore, Zahra my wife sent a bodyguard to keep Hasbi.She asked me to rest enough.

Yes it is also true, during Hasbi here I was indeed lacking rest.Padahat here many workers who can accompany and keep Hasbi in the hospital.Why do I not tell them?

Not unwilling to tell them but I was worried about leaving Hasbi there alone.Yes even though there are still doctors and nurses, but still I was worried.Apalgi if later he returned hysterical as before.

I don't want that to happen.

I hope, hopefully, that Hasbi's trauma can be restored and she'll be back to what she was.

Too bad, he is young, has a thriving business and has lived beyond simple.But, it must be like this.

Surely, if the treasure does not guarantee happiness and tranquility in us.Sekaya any but life is still miserable, this is set it should not.Sama like prison only.

Not free, but that's the life of the rich man I saw.

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