I AM POOR!

Continuance

As usual, doctor Miran came to my place and did a check.After making sure that I started to get a little better, she invited me to go for a walk out of the hospital.

He said, so that I don't get dizzy on the porch in the room.This is one way that I no longer feel that the people I've met are not my ex-husband.

Various ways were done for my recovery.I always remember one thing that he said every day, namely,

"If you want to recover from this trauma, then you have to do this by making peace with the past.Then you can accept that past events are as part of the experience or journey of life or self."

Every time I do therapy, Miran's doctor will say that sentence to make me dare to accept the painful past.

Even though I tried to recover, but,I have not been able to talk more fluently about the story or discuss the events that traumatized me.Akupun also can not be more open when telling the traumatic events that I had experienced to Dr. Miran or mas Zain.

Even so, said Dr. Miran it is a process that does take time.And that time has not been able to determine that we really have received or not.

What is important now is that we are trying to go through long processes, sure that the effort will succeed.

Every time I do something like therapy, walks and wherever I want there must be a doctor Miran,me and Dr. Miran are not like doctors and patients.Many say that we are a compatible couple.

Obviously this is not a happy thing for me.I am still traumatized in a relationship with a man.Especially Dr. Miran.

All I know, doctor Miran is a doctor and still a bachelor.Yes, that's all I know, then how we can live the relationship.Even I just don't know where the seeds of weight from.

Indeed, we are always close but it is just a patient and a doctor.I feel like it.

If you say comfortable, I am comfortable being near him.Especially at every time Miran doctor is beside me.If I am not sick like this then, then, if I am not sick like this,I'll be a very, very happy person because we're always together and maybe grow seeds of love and then blossom into flowers of love.

Even if Dr. Miran is still a bachelor, I feel nothing at all.

It's just comfortable, nothing less.

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Two years later.

I sat in a room, but not a hospital room anymore.For, I am now in the palace of the Zehra family, the wife of Zain.

Mas Zain and Brother Zehra brought me here, so that I would not be lonely in Australia when they returned to Turkey.

I really can't believe it. Apparently mas Zain had a very rich wife.Usumption is a family brother Zehra.They accept mas Zain so his son-in-law whose life is simple.

I salute the Zehra family, they are very rich people. The distinguished man.

But they are not choosy to determine the prospective daughter-in-law.As long as they are educated, even not rich like Zain mas.

Unexpectedly, I was accepted into this family who were nobody to Zain.In fact, they considered me one of their families.Of course I am very grateful for their kindness.

I feel happy.

"Czechkkkk..."

I turned towards the door of my room.Disana Brother Zehra and Efren walked towards me with a fluffy smile.

"Rein you're dumbass, huh?Though we've been waiting for you since,eehhh turned out to be dumb here." said brother Zehra patted me on the shoulder.

"Rein, you do not often daydream.Later relapse again, mending you tell us if there is a problem.Kan we are family." continued brother Efren develop his smile.

"I don't daydream, this again breathes the cool and fresh morning air," I replied reasoned.

The two women were beards of understanding.

"Ok.Then let's go down.It's been expected the same doctor Miran."ajak Efren was given a nod from Brother Zehra.

"Doctor Miran is here too?"my question was astonished, the doctor came so early in the morning.What the hell is it?

I wondered in my heart without asking the two women at length.

"Yes,ayo, they've been waiting a long time to find out," replied Efren pulling my hand.

"Eets.... wait a minute, cook want to go wear a gini nightgown?"cut off Brother Zehra when we arrived at the door, he noticed my clothes, which were still in sleeping clothes.

"Yes aampuuun Rein...Why are you still wearing your nightgown?we're you going."oceh Efren panicked.

"Where are you taking a bath" he asked me to take a bath.

With a horse's grin, I ran into a very spacious bathroom.

I immediately took a quick shower and went out of the room.I was greeted by some people who worked as makeup, putting on dresses and arranging all my necessities.I was like a queen being served.

While Zehra and Efren stood watching everything I was wearing, there was nothing wrong or abrasions.

This morning I completely forgot.Forgotten with the promise I made yesterday.Go to the party doctor's sister Miran who is also Zehra's brother.

Last night it was fun.But why did I forget the purpose of coming to Turkey.

It is fitting that early in the morning they are getting ready to go to attend the wedding of Doctor Miran's sister.

Why should it be morning?Yes, because the distance of this city to the city of B is quite time-consuming.So you have to leave early in the morning.

"It's ready, let's go down" Efren said after making sure my clothes were neat and complete.

The three of us went out to the main room and I saw Zain talking to Miran and Achmad. They were so serious that they were not aware of our arrival.

"Ehhem...."

Zehra's sister dehemed so the three men would notice our arrival.

Honestly, I was very nervous and embarrassed because it was too late from the promised time yesterday.

They turned their heads towards us.I looked down, unable to look at them.

To be honest, even if I have accepted the events and traumas that I experienced, but I still do not dare to look at people around.

I could only catch a glimpse of them.Of course, I still had doubts as to whether I was fully healed or not.

But, let me try to accept everything and try to be brave.

"Laahh,Rein kok bengong again anyway.Lyo we want to go.Don't stand there continue." said Efren made me realize and look ahead it was only me and Efren who were in that room.

Brother Zehra and the three men had already gone out.

I stepped out.Diteras, I saw 4 black sedan cars of the same color.

Sister Zehra was already in the first car with Zain.Mobil two, I saw doctor Miran.And the third car filled by Efren and Achmad.With the fourth car filled with several people.Perhaps the family bodyguard.

As I was confused, Efren shouted from the front door of his car.

"Rein, you're with Dr. Miran" he said, then got into the car.

I turned my eyes towards Dr. Miran.She came out wearing sunglasses and wearing a suit that was commensurate with her appearance.

I saw it was stunned.Today he looked handsome in my eyes.Without realizing I pulled a little lips, smiling.

Doctor Miran circled the car, she opened the door for me.Honestly, I feel bad about the treatment.

Moreover, he has sacrificed a lot to make me come back like the old me.

"Come on.." he said let me in.

I walked into the car and Miran's doctor came in, he was sitting next to me.

Cars began to move away from the luxurious palace that split the urban road towards the city of B.

In this car, why, suddenly Miran doctor became a very irritable talk.Typically she always talk this to comfort me.But, today she looks a bit different than usual.

I also did not want to ask, fear of mispronouncing.I eventually decided to shut up and switch my eyes out the window.

A few moments later,

"Rein.."Call Dr. Miran to see me.

"Yes..?"my answer is to look towards him.

"You're so different today.You look so graceful wearing these clothes." said Dr. Miran made me misbehave.

"Did doc?"I just can't believe it.

"Don't call the doctor anyway.And I have a name," replied Dr. Miran did not accept.

I feel ashamed.Since, every time I talk to him, I always call him a doctor.And he has repeatedly reminded me to call only Miran.But, still I call him a doctor.

"Ma.ma.maaf Miran.I, may not be used to call the name of the doctor,eeeehhhhh...Miran means."i replied stammeringly.

Doctor Miran pulled her lips a little, she felt funny with the same behavior as my grandmother.

"It's okay, I understand" he answered stroking my head.

This time I looked into the eyes of Doctor Miran.She smiled and her gaze was very shady.Makes me feel calm near her.

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