I AM POOR!

I AM POOR!
Pov.Rein's



"Plakkk."


Mas harris threw a few sheets of paper at the table where I sat.Without talk and a cold face.


"What is this mas?"ask me when I see the paper and immediately take it.


"Decoration Letters?"


I scrunched my forehead feeling confused.Then look at him after reading the contents of the paper.


With a thousand questions, I did not understand why Mas Haris gave this paper to me.But I began to be uncomfortable.


"Can't you read?"answer with a sharp tone.


"Your gas....Want to divorce me?"the question that made my heart beat was not because of happiness, but the sadness that enveloped my feelings.


"Yes, I will divorce you!"the answer is that I don't like it.


I was still stunned by the sentence that had just come out of my husband's mouth.I couldn't say anything other than suppressing the pain so that these tears wouldn't come out.


Silence drifts in the mind.


Mas Haris turned around but I pulled his arm.


"Why did you divorce me?"


Mas Haris twisted his body and then looked at me sharply


"Look! I don't want to have a wife like you! Choose treasure over children!"he said pointing at me.He said that with a fiery anger.


"So you still think I killed Haryan, our son?"I just can't believe it.


I shook my head not understanding with the thought of Mas Haris.


"Don't act plain in front of me!"continued.


I saw the sweetness of the eyes that used to be shady.Finding love there.But I did not find it.Now there is no more love there, only hatred.


Yes, the hatred that filled his heart.


Tears and pulls a little lip.


"Mas....I do not understand your thoughts at this time.But obviously I NEVER KILLED OUR SON, HARYAN" answered affirming.


"Enough Rein!If you ever say that name with your dirty mouth, you don't deserve to be a mother!"emotion response.


"He is my son.I was pregnant with him for 9 months.I take care of him affectionately.I love him.Then, how could I kill him? Even when you're giving birth?"


I tried to explain back that I didn't do that.


"Everything can be lost in an instant by treasure!Don't you want wealth and wealth?You poor people thirst for money, for treasure.So, don't pretend anymore!"the answer is looking at me ******.


"Ooo yes, I forgot.It's worth mommy does not approve of our marriage.Because Mommy knows what kind of woman I've married!"continued again.


The words that had just spoken from his lips managed to make me collapse.Make my heart break.


Is that as bad as me?


This chest can no longer bear the burden of wounds, wounds incised my own saum.Sick that pierced the head of the heart is really I can not hold it.


Mas Haris put his foot out of the room.But I stopped that step.


"If you think I'm after a treasure.Mas is wrong!!"


"Remember, I'm here because of Deddy. Deddy asked me to be his wife I accepted because I was guilty, guilty of lying to you!But here's the payoff, accusing me of things I didn't do.... If you want a divorce from me, Ok...!I gladly accept!"my answer is full of anger.


I replied with a fiery emotion.Then walking towards the closet picked up the items and put them in the suitcase then walked up to Mas Haris.


"I'm going to leave this house. Remember, I NEVER KILLED HIM!"I decided to give you the ring I've been wearing for a year.


Then walk down the stairs to the terrace.Disini tears can no longer be dammed.


Seeing me coming out of the mension, Pak Anam approached me.


"Where do I go to deliver it."


I raised my palm indicating no need.Seeing that sir Anam can only pay attention to me without saying much.


I hastened these footsteps to leave the palace. I headed for the highway that was not too far from Mension.Once wiping these tears that continued to flow incessantly.


How could I accept this divorce so soon?Am I not going to keep this marriage?


Let me explain.


I accepted this divorce because of the attitude of Haris.During my hospital stay in Haris rarely visit me. Despite his arrival, he is more busy with his device and leptop.


I still understand him as the CEO of the company.But the more days the change is clearly visible.Especially after I returned to Mension.Not fix the problem but instead add to the problem.


He rarely asked me questions, often not coming home . Even his attitude was cold indifferent, different when there was Deddy.


Pretend friendly.


I'm caught off guard, but I can't do anything.


Every day I waited for an apology from him, but it was not an apology that I could instead he accused me of killing Haryan, our son.


Not only that, he also accused me of having an affair with Mas Zain.


I do not understand why he can think like that.During this I am still trying to be patient and close my ears.Effort to correct misunderstandings but all just in vain.


Now I can't survive in a household that's not okay.


"I'm sorry mas, these tears have already passed a lot of falling just to cry for you.This time I promise to no longer drip it for you."


Continue now.


Right now I'm at Deddy's apartment that's been given to me.


Walk into the room and spread the view all over the direction.The room is so spacious with several interiors that make anyone comfortable to be there.


I put the suitcase into the corner of the mattress and walked towards the glass window.From here I could see the amazing scenery.


But, the mood that was not okay made me take a rough breath.I was pensive in silence.


Zain?


I pressed the green button on the screen device.Byet had time to talk already heard the sound of mas Zain from across there.


"Assalamualaikum."from across there.


"Waalaikumsalam."I replied hoarsely.


"Hasbi..."


"Yes mas?"


"Can we meet today?Mas want to talk to you.But, permission first with your husband.Later he misunderstood me again." said mas Zain to.


"Yes" I answered briefly.


"Ordinary place" she then hung up.


I sat beside the bed remembering Zain's mas.During this time Zain mas was too good to me, he was like my brother who took care of me accompanied me when I was alone.


He repaired it, but again mas Haris act even he accused us of cheating.


Although he has explained several times.Efforting to prove that we are not in another relationship still he did not listen.


I wonder if those who are like Haris also think that way.


Accusing a man who is clearly his partner, cheating with a man who has been keeping and accompanying him when a husband is busy with his own world.


I know Haris is jealous when I'm close to another man.But what about him?He's playing games with other women out there. Am I not jealous?Not hurt?


While I with mas Zain just friends no more no less.


Soon Zain will be engaged to a Turkish woman.


Obviously I got this news from Zain's mas directly.


How can we cheat?


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At 4 pm I went to visit the park, where we often met.


There I looked for the man who had promised to meet me.


Yes, I've found the man.He looks happy.Either what makes the man always smile all day I'm also confused.


"Mas.." I patted Zain's shoulder from behind.


Mas Zain looked at me who was sitting next to him with a smile that was still expanding.


"Mas....I've been watching since, smile, why?"tananyaku.


"Hasbi...I'm back in Australia tomorrow." he looked at me.


"Mas will be engaged to the woman you tell me so much about." she said.


I was silent to the face of the man who was about to become engaged to the woman he had chosen.


"Hasbi?"


Mas Zain waved his hand in front of my face, feeling astonished.


"Yes mas?"


"Why are you dumb?"


"Bag.."


"Hmmmm?"


"If you go to Australia, then who am I here with?Who will accompany me again?"ask her.


Inexplicably suddenly the shard of my eyes fell off.Mas Zain looked at me and rubbed my cheeks that began to get wet.


"Hasbi, do you have a problem?"asked Zain to look at me.


I hugged her. Can't stand the sadness that hit life, through my household that is now destroyed is not left.


Mas Zain rubbed my back as if he understood how I was feeling right now.


"Mas Haris divorced me. maaas..huaaa.." I roared.


"Hasbi, you're not kidding, are you?"ask Zain not to believe it.


I nodded while sobbing.


Mas Zain rubbed my head.


"Did he divorce you because of me?if so, let me meet him.Let me finish and explain to him." replied Zain standing but I pulled his hand.


He looked at me.I shook my head, and then Zain sat back down.


I wiped away the tears that were left.


"He will not hear anyone's explanation, even I am his wife.Let him divorce me, because all this time he has been outrageous to me mas.I no longer want to go back with him.I want to live alone."I replied sadly then wiping away the tears that were still left on my cheeks.


"If you're back in Australia, don't forget us. Later after marriage invite the wife mas here.Include us.I'm definitely here mas, just a little I moved the city.Thus we will not meet again."I replied to spread a smile.If these eyes are still moist and reddened.


"Hasbi...how about you come with me to Australia?"asking him makes me want to laugh.


"But take me to Australia?Is it not wrong?I am where can speak English mas, especially later meet the future wife Zain Turkish.How can I talk to him while I do not understand the language?Mas-anya deh."iksi I am amused by the invitation of Zain mas.


"If you don't speak English, you'll study this year. Later if you want to go to Australia you are fluent in the language." replied Zain seriously.


"Ok. Mm mm...Do you all learn Turkish so that tomorrow can chat with my wife Mas Zain."i replied yes.


Even though I have no thoughts there.But if you think about it well, how do you know I am there also tomorrow, hehheheheeh....


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