I AM POOR!

follow-through

Arrived at our destination, we got off the car.

Because, since I was healthy from a time of trauma, I recently joined the crowd, and they were all strangers.

I trembled and hesitated, suddenly there was a hand holding my hand as if giving strength.

I turned to the doctor Miran.Ia looked at me and smiled.

"Just hold my hand, if you're afraid" she said to make me a little relieved.

I also held her hand, maybe people thought we were lovers.

We walked to the reception location.There we were greeted by some well-dressed people.But not guests, welcome the employees who served the invited guests.

I didn't expect, to be in a place of such an extraordinarily luxurious event.

Occasionally passing a glance.Seems, the invited guests of this event come from the upper class.Guman I'm different from them.

But, from the looks of me saying that I am as good as them.In addition, always be near the doctor Miran.Suggests that I am an important person as well.

We walked towards the bride who was the younger sister of Doctor Miran.

I congratulate them with the language they heard so funny.

Yes, just like the bule came to Indonesia who is new to language.Such as I was there.

But I will learn to speak their language.

After congratulating, doctor Miran invited me to join his relatives.Disana also there are Zain and Zehra mas.

We were welcomed by the family, and if I knew, there were those who did not like my presence, but Miran's doctor kept giving me strength, so that I would not care about them.

Brother Zehra introduced me to them, and was greeted kindly by those people.

After the introduction, they chatted about many things.Once I enrich, which I answered just.

A few hours later, though,

I started to feel nervous and uncomfortable after they questioned my life, about the problem of why I was traumatized.

But I must be here until Zain and Brother Zehra come home.

However, until now Brother Zehra and mas Zain did not also go home.Finally I have to be there until the event is over.

"That hand was taken off donk" said a woman named Haniah.

The sentence managed to make me flutter and make my face reddened.While, the man who held my hand just relaxed.

I tried to let go, but Miran kept holding my hand so tightly that I could do nothing but let people tease me and the man.

"Miran, aren't you hot to see your brother ahead of you?"said Erena's aunt glanced at Miran's doctor.

Doctor Miran was silent without answering their words.

"Oh, they're very compatible yes bi," said a woman named Hana praising doctor Miran's sister.

Many more of their sayings that make doctors Miran feel embarrassed to linger there.

Finally, Doctor Miran brought me to the apartment, said Brother Zehra who told him to bring me here.

For, Brother Zehra knew that I had been uncomfortable with the questions they had been asking.

We entered the room, and I thought Dr. Miran would do something to me, when my foot stumbled over the corner of the table that made me fall in her arms.

We had a chance to see him, he started to move his head closer to my face, I thought he would kiss me.

He held the leg of the table so he could stand.Then he helped me to stand.

I feel ashamed and misbehaved.

"Let's rest, I know you're so tired that I brought you here" Miran said.

I still stand sculpting.Actually want to ask, but afraid he was offended.Finally I chose silence.

Aware of what I was thinking, she approached me and held my chin.

"Don't worry, I won't do anything to you.So rest it.Later at night, I'll take you somewhere" he assured me.

Then Miran's doctor walked to the balcony of the room, carrying her leptop.She was busy with leptops to do her tasks that might not have been completed.

I walked into the bathroom dousing my face with water and tried to sleep.

Until I didn't realize it was night.

Because, when I woke up, I looked out dark.And where did Dr. Miran go?

Honestly, I'm afraid if he leaves me here.Especially I'm new here, obviously this place is foreign to me.

I sat on the bed moving my feet, I was very anxious and started to think of others.

Tired of sitting down, I walked back and forth like people were thinking about something.

Ting..the sound of the door is open.

Doctor Miran entered this room with clothes that had been replaced.Himself looks fresher than before.

I ran and hugged the man's body.I don't care, right now I feel scared and worried if he dumped me in this country.

At first I did not feel a reply from him, maybe at that time he was confused why suddenly I cried and hugged him.Padahat, before I had never come into contact with him other than medication.

Before long, I felt Miran return my embrace.It was like knowing what was going on in mind.

"Doctor where have you been?I'm very afraid here.I think the doctor will dump me in this place.huuuuuhuuuuuu.

"Who said I threw you away.I was just out for a minute" she said, making me stop crying.

I don't know, lately I've been very whiny and easily forgetful.

Miran wiped away these tears then asked me to take a shower immediately.

I took a shower after asking him not to go again.Although not to tell me at all.

I took a bath and put on the change of clothes that Miran had given me.After that, I went out to visit Miran who was standing straight facing out the window.

It seems like he thought of something.

Miran looked at me."Ready already?"tanyanya noticed my appearance.

"Already.."i replied.

Then we went to the palace building where his sister's wedding, Miran, tonight's ceremony is a meal with large families and relatives in the event of strengthening the silahturahmi between brothers.

Of course I was invited to the event.We both came after everyone sat neatly at their eating table.

They all looked at us, making me feel clumsy and misbehaved.

"Don't pay attention to us like that, your views make it uncomfortable." Miran said to them.

"Let's join Rein," said Zehra's brother.

I walked over to the chair that was still not filled, as well as the doctor Miran.She was sitting next to me which happened to be an empty chair.

Actually I'm panatara, why is this chair emptied and not filled them.

We ate the food that had been served after being invited by the most powerful family head here.

On the sidelines of eating, I choked, and unexpectedly, Doctor Miran was so quick to take water and give it to me.Not only that, she also stomped my shoulder.

It was clear that the view made the people who were there gape.

They looked at both of us, maybe wondering or thinking that we had a relationship.Will be aware of that, Dr. Miran explained, that he reflexively does that.He often does that when doing treatment if treating patients.And carried over to the house.

Honestly, that's a less convincing reason, but.Yes.

After hearing that explanation, they all went back to eating what was left.

Pak Bahadir, Miran's doctor's father, asked one of his workers to take me to the guest room.

The woman took me to a room and told me to rest there.

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The next day, the great family of Brother Zehra had returned to the city of A. But I stayed in this city for the eighth few days, said Dr. Miran,he will take me to visit the tourist attractions in this city before returning to Australia.For I know, how the beauty of this city and this country.

As promised, Miran took me to several places.And do not forget, we immortalized it.

I was very happy and satisfied after touring several tours.

A few days later, Miran took me to her apartment because the location of her family palace was very far from where we are today.

But, we're definitely not roomy huh guys...

At 8 p.m., doctor Miran took me somewhere.

I didn't ask, because I knew he was going to take me to a place that would make me happy.

I followed his footsteps leaving the room.We walked to the elevator, then arrived at the destination.

We are currently on top of the apartment building.

I was stunned by the view presented by the city.Especially accompanied by decorative lights and some food and seating.

"Waaaahhh.beautiful."I looked at the twinkling lights down there.

Miran approached me while putting her pockets into her pants pocket.

"You likey?"he said looking at me.

"I love it, Miran." I'm happy.

A few minutes enjoying the atmosphere, Miran suddenly called out to me.I turned towards her.

"Rein...."

"He-em?"

I dehemed and turned to look at the man.I saw him looking at me.

"Rein's....Will you marry me, "he said as he handed me the ring he had in his box.

I was so surprised that suddenly Dr. Miran proposed to me this evening.

"Miran?"I can't believe it.

He looked at me deeply, hoping I would take it.

For a moment we were silent to each other.

I ventured to look at the man's face and then held his hand and closed the box again.

"I....I can't accept this." I'm honest.

"Why?"doctor Miran Panataran asked with my refusal.

"I'm not ready for a relationship let alone having to get married" I answered short turning the body towards the view that presented the lights that adorned the night.

"You don't like me?or is there another guy you like?"ask again.

I'm shaking.

"I like it, I'm comfortable near you, Miran.But I'm afraid, I'm afraid something similar happened to me.You know what I mean." I answered without seeing it.

It's true, I'm not ready for the relationship.I'm afraid of similar events repeated again.I don't want to anymore.Let me alone live this life as long as I'm happy.

"I understand.But, at least allow me to fill your days,Rein.I will never do that to you.You know, I love you so much.Even I fell in love while you were still in pain.Therefore, I know that,I'm trying to heal that wound and try to fill your void" she replied, making me feel bad.

"But...."

"Give me time to prove it,Rein.But don't ask me to stop loving you.Let's turn it down." continued Miran made me feel sad, so that not to realize these tears came out wetting my cheeks.

Understanding that, Doctor Miran pulled me into her arms.

"I'm afraid, Miran.I'm afraid of failing again.I don't want it to happen again to me.You know, everything that happened made me have to experience Trauma.I'm not ready for a relationship, Miran.I can't....."my connection on the sidelines crying.

"I understand your feelings,Rein.I'm sorry I made you cry and reminded you of that past.But, I promise.If you want to marry me, I will make you happy.But, I will make you happy,if you have any doubts about this, present it to me always near you to take care of you." replied Dr. Miran making me roar even more.

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