I AM POOR!

Pov.Harris

It has been two months since Rai left home. During that time I felt lonely, usually he comforted me with his cry but now everything feels empty.

I am currently standing in front of the porch of the room inhaling a cigarette with the thought of the existence of the woman who has become my wife.

I reached into the pants pocket to contact Alex.

"Have you found it?"

"Not yet, sir, in the search for the boss." replied Alex from across the street.

I smoked a cigarette while sitting in the chair staring at my wedding photo with Rain.

My heart asked why I was not aware that Rai and Rain were the same.And why after the people around me said that Rain was similar to Rai I ignored the words.

At that time, I felt Rain was Rain.He wasn't Rai my lover.

What Rain said at the time. That all this was my fault.

But why would she want to be a woman who is not really herself.Why is she not being herself.Thus, maybe I will consider it and it will not be like this.

I kept thinking.Finding the direction where then he was.

Ah yes, Rania.She is Rain's only friend.I'm sure she knows where the woman is.

I went to the car and walked down the road to Rania's parents' restaurant, my former employee.

Arriving there, I saw Rania sitting at the very end of the table playing her leptop.

I approached him. He seemed surprised to see me coming.

"There's something I want to talk to you about..!"

He glanced at me, then fokos to the item in front of him without answering me.Feeling neglected, I closed the leptop.

He looked at me with a face he didn't like.

"Please say what you want to say."

Whatttts.... Since when did this woman become this thin and cold. Is it because I've been fired, that makes him angry and upset.

Oh, come on, it's too late.

"I want to know the reason behind the lies you're playing." I started talking.

"Heh....So long ago this problem occurred, only now appears your desire to ask and find out the truth what really happened.I wonder with You.Why not ask directly to Your wife it?Oowh, I know.Maybe because Rain is gone, so you look for him and you'll lock him up again like you did to him!"

"I don't have time to hear a pointless chatter!"I felt annoyed.

"Sir, if you knew how Rain felt being the one you loved, maybe you wouldn't torture him." explains Rania sadly.

I'm confused, I'm confused,

"She.. actually does not want to be the woman you want.But, because you are my boss, and you keep forcing to meet her.So I ask her to be Rai.I thought your relationship will end quickly.However, you will be able to,my calculations are wrong."

"I'm wrong here.I force Rein to be like that.I'm really sorry.Because of me, he has to accept rude treatment from you.As long as you know, as long as that feeling of guilt haunts Rein's life. Did you feel like something was different about him for two years? No. gabe.... All you know is how you feel."give it up again.

Even when she was young pregnant." continued Rania crying.

Of course it surprised me.

Pregnant young?So Rein's been pregnant all along, but why didn't she tell me that?

"Even now I don't know where he is." he added.

I left that place for Mension. I arrived there looking for things, knowing that something was left behind when he left.

Eventually I found a piece of paper that fell under Rein's closet.

Sahan opened the letter.Disana stated that Rein was positively pregnant.I cried touched.I am happy but the fear of my suffering.

Where he is now, I have to find him until I meet him.

I went through A to B to find Rein, my wife, but I found no trace of her, even after giving up all the men to look for her.

Where the hell's he going?That's what's on my mind right now.

4 Months of searching, I finally found the existence of a woman similar to Rein.I'm sure she is indeed my wife.

That day I went to the city.The place that far away made me to stop for a moment.I decided to sleep in a car parked in the courtyard Musholla.

Next morning.

I took the time to take a shower first.After that my car began to drive into the village.

A few hours away, my car stopped at a minimalist house with several buildings. Besides there are buildings like boarding houses.

Alex came to me and told me the place my wife Rain lived.

Without a second thought, I immediately walked to the boarding house he left after asking permission from the security guard there.

There I saw the woman I was looking for sitting alone with a man. They look familiar, laugh happily.

Of course it makes my heart tremble violently.Angry feels hot.

How dare he laugh with another man while I almost die thinking of him.

Watch out!I'll teach you a lesson.

I increased the speed of the road towards the two of them.

Without a care, I pulled the crate and slapped a punch in the face of the man who was laughing with my wife.

"How dare you approach my wife....!I said back to take one hit.

"Oh, my God, what have you done?"

Rain was surprised by my arrival who directly hit the man beside him.He helped the man I just hit.

Seeing that I immediately felt the emotion of swinging a few blows but was confronted by Rain. He stood in front of the man to block my blow.

Rain shook his head asking me to stop.

Suddenly my eyes shifted to the belly of the woman now in front of me.

I approached her and immediately hugged the body. After that I stroked the stomach that looked puffed up.

"But why did Rein close his eyes?"I felt confused by Rein's attitude as I approached him.

Ah already.

"Darling you like giving birth." I stroked her stomach.

I began to speak after a moment of silence.Then I stood straight at him.

"Darling, we're going home" I pulled Rein's hand hoping he'd follow.

"Sorry, I want to be here" he replied flatly.

"But baby..."

" Well..... "Rain staring.

From his eyes, I had already guessed that he was still angry with me.

There's no way he's gonna explain what's going on, whereas people are watching us.

Shortly after that there were mothers approaching us and asked what happened.Rain looked at the mother.

"There is nothing" replied Rein.

"Mmm who's next to you her husband?" ask Laila ma'am.

" Ahh bener ma'am, I'm Harris her husband Rain" I replied to introduce myself before rain explained.

" Mmmm handsome is her husband." said Bu Laila.

" Mom can do it."Rain replied with a flushed face.

While the man I just hit just put on a flat face.

"So Rain wants to go back to town?"ask Laila ma'am.

"No buk, I'm still here." replied Rain quickly.

" Oh.Yes, I entered first, Ayok Zain" said Ms. Laila as she pulled her son's arm.

After the people left, I was alone with Rain.

"Mas you better go home!"Rain walked towards the door.

"So you want to be here?"ask me to approach him.

"Yes.."still answer indifferently guys.

" I want to be here, too." I'm ahead of Rein in his boarding house.

Rian just watched me from the door, maybe now there are a lot of questions in his brain for me.

I sat on his carpet eating the snacks that were there, without caring about the owner of the room.

Rain walked past me without asking me.How long he was in the bathroom.

"Tock... Tock.... Honey you got there?" I knocked on the bathroom door feeling hot.

Just be quiet guys no sahutan.

"Yaudah I came in. "I said idly.

"It's.... It's coming out." she answered hurriedly opening the door.

I was still standing in front of the door closing the road with one hand while leaning back.

"Mas.... I want to pass. "

" Oh through kirain ngak... "

I saw a little smile on his lips. I don't know why my heart is happy to see it.

Rain walked up to pick up some ingredients for cooking, I took the initiative to help her but she refused. So I can only watch.

I walked out of the boarding house to the car taking the leptop and some other stuff. Then back to the boarding house, there I saw the food already in session.

After sitting down, Rain gave the plate he had taken. I am glad to take it.

For a second, I felt a burning sensation in my mouth. This patch is filled with chilies that do not know how many seeds are inserted into it.

I saw Rain casually eating rice with a fair amount of sambal. Seeing that, of course, I felt very spicy.

I took Rain's plate and put it aside so that his hand could not reach out.

Sure enough Rain snatched the plate, while I tried to keep it away.

Feeling annoyed,Rein went out of boarding with a pouty face like a frog.

I went out to persuade him but in vain.Tak long a man named Zain came and my wife complained to him.

Hahhhb, it really makes me jealous.

"Sorry sir I interfered, actually Hasbi likes spicy food."

What say? Like spicy?Since when did Rain like spicy food.Didn't he see, my wife is pregnant, if anything happens with her and the baby, how?

I replied that Rain did not like spicy, but I did not know he liked spicy or not.

And again the woman who is my wife's neighbor joined the crush to defend the Zain.

Haishh.....

I had to let him eat with a sauce that burned his tongue.

At nightfall, I slept in Rain's closet which was just a relaxing mattress that was not too thick.

At 2 pm I woke Rain, because I could not sleep because many gatel mosquitoes approached me and bit my smooth skin.When the woman next to me just relax.

"Dear awake...."

I shook Rein's shoulder and asked him to get up, and I nagged here and there against the mosquitoes that had touched my skin without my permission.

"Dear awake....Ehh sleep again, will I kiss?"I said seduce him.

The woman who had been sleeping heard my words just stood up and walked towards the small closet.

He took an anti-mosquito drug that the brand L***da commonly used to the skin of the hands, feet and so on.He gave it to me.While I, ngomel himself because I feel at work.

After putting on the body lavenda I went back to sleep hugging my wife's stomach until the next day.

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