I AM POOR!

Pov.Haris

I was immediately worried to see Rain my wife yelling to say sick. His face turned pale and bloodless.

I who was currently in the office immediately went to Mension and asked Adam to contact the Ambulance.

On the way, I was panicked and worried.

Until when I saw her sitting on the bed with a groan because of pain.I thought that my wife would give birth. Sigat and quickly, we took him to the Hospital.

I held her hand to give her strength.Honestly I was afraid and trembling to see my wife's condition that endured pain.

Until the delivery room I was always nearby.The groaning did not stop I began to worry.

The nurses and doctors were busy taking this to prepare for labor.

Their faces panicked, but they said nothing.

I watched my wife's face.Suddenly she was screaming hysterically and soon our baby came out of there.

The doctors and sisters were shocked.They moved quickly to take my baby and do his job.

At that time Rein was unconscious.At that time I was happy but worried.I was afraid because my baby did not sound.

The doctor tried to rescue my baby. They asked me to wait outside.

I was so worried and worried, because he didn't speak.

I stand with my heart beating fast.Hope everything is fine.

A few minutes later after they checked my baby.One of the doctors came to see me.

"We tried our best but...."

"But what doc...!quickly explain...!"

I pulled the collar off the doctor's shirt.I was very, very scared.

"He's doing fine, doc....My son is alive, right?"I just kept pulling the doctor's shirt. I was afraid that the thoughts that came to my mind were true.

"The father's son hasn't been around since yesterday."

"What?!You don't just say yes, I could've put you in jail." I said.

However, the doctor was just helpless limp.Diamnya make me emotional.

The heart that had been shaking violently now stopped weakly helpless.I stood still hearing that sentence.

Sitting down and crying sadness swept this room.Swiping the head inexhaustibly.

Deddy approached and rubbed my back.Momy and Grandma hugged crying bitterly.

As for my wife, she still lay weakly unconscious after giving birth to it.

I walked into my baby's room, saw that little body was lifelessly stiff.I approached it and hugged it tightly, I hugged it,I don't want to let go.I don't know how sad I am to see this.The child I've been waiting for and who I keep with all my heart is now lifeless before birth.

How could he die in there?

I kissed my son before they took him to bathe.

Before I didn't want to let go.However, Deddy persuaded me and explained to me that I wanted to let go and bathe him immediately.

I released that little body with a heart of sorrow.

I continued to watch her, an incomparably bitter taste pierced the bones and weakened this body.

Sitting in a chair thinking about why all this happened.

A few hours later.

The age of the funeral, I went back to the hospital to see my wife's condition.

I came out and sat down.Suddenly these tears came back to drip without stopping.

Asp...pilu...!

Three days later.

Oma and Deddy came to see Rein.Have been three days he did not wake up the age of giving birth.

The two of them entered the room where my wife was.While I was still pensive in the chair with Mommy.

Faintly, I heard my wife's voice from outside.She asked, no one answered her.Then she doubted, probably already feeling what really happened.

I stood up and rushed inside to see him.

He asked what had happened to me, but we still did not tell him.

"I ask for now the father and mother do not tell this to the Patient.Because this will make the patient's condition weak and this is very risky for him." said the doctor to us.

The sentence was still ringing in my head when the doctor explained it.So it made us choose to be quiet for a while.

"He's gone...!"

I said that so that he would no longer ask.However I do not want to make him keep asking again.She is his mother, he has the right to know about this.

He was speechless with clear details falling on his eyes.He was wailing hysterically in terms of making me powerless to hold back tears.

I left her for the parking lot, where I sat weakly staring at the floor with a cry that would not stop.

"Why did you do this to us Lord?You know we want it so much!What is this experiment that you gave?!..harrggggggtt....."

I hit the floor with this hand.All the mixed feelings made my emotions uncontrollable.

***

A few days after that I tried to keep myself busy so that the bitter incident was gone, but somehow trying to eliminate it still existed.

Of course I did not concentrate on working.My mind floated thinking about what was wrong.

I chose to go back to the hospital, where I daydreamed.

How did this happen?Am I keeping her so tight?But why did he leave, even before he was born?

I was pensive to think about it.Despite the doctor already said this could have happened.However I can not accept it.There must be a cause, it could not be like that.Except, will God

While I was busy daydreaming, Momy came near me.

"Son...Momy confused how can your wife not know that there is no more?Is she in her womb?Mama suspects she's bleeding, sick before that?"mommy made me look at her.

I started thinking like that and allowed Momy's words.

How could he not know the death of his son, even though in his own womb.

I keep that question for now. When the time comes, I'll ask him.

The days have passed. I try to live every day, but I really can't help it.

Although it has returned to work still this soul is still not calm.Akupun decided to go somewhere.Place to eliminate this painful problem.

I went to the nightclub and drank a drink that kept me calm.

Accompanied by beautiful and sexy women make me drift in this atmosphere.To not realize that I have done the wrong thing.

A few days after that.

Rain went back to Mension, although his health had not all recovered but I asked him to be treated at home. Because no one will accompany him in the hospital.

I keep thinking about the cause of my baby died.Every day it keeps ringing makes me not calm.

I went back to the Club and let go of it all.Back in the middle of the night, kemension.Meet my weak, helpless wife.

Until one night.I went home to Mension with a state of heavy drunk.Tiba in the room I saw the body of a woman who seduced me.I do without care of her circumstances.

In the morning my parents went into the room. Mommy squealing hysterically kept me awake from my long sleep.

Mommy and Deddy approached me.Suddenly Deddy hit my wajah with a bringas.

I'm confused as to why Deddy did that.

After hitting me.Deddy lifted my wife's body out with blood flowing on my cloth and mattress.

I woke up and saw Rain drooping.

What have I done?!

Mommy was still sitting limp looking at the situation in my room.She was shocked and could not speak anymore as well as me.

So I fucked her last night?

I chased Deddy out but Deddy left in the car with my wife.

"Replace your clothes after that go to the hospital" Grandma said coldly. He drove by car to the hospital.

I rushed to take a shower and followed to the hospital.On the way I was very worried and sorry about what I had done.Several times hit the steering wheel of the car, cursed myself.

At the hospital, Oma was sitting in a chair but I turned to Deddy, he walked to and fro while poking his forehead.

The worry was clearly visible on the faces of the two of them.

I approached the two of them with the hearts of the deck-deans.Seeing my arrival, Deddy immediately held the crate of clothes and looked at me sharply.

"If anything happens to him.Until any time Deddy won't forgive you!"

With a burning anger Deddy looked at me as if he wanted to kill me.I can't speak anymore.Honestly, for this long Deddy has never been this angry with me.

Just this time I saw Deddy's guts-causing anger shrivel.

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