HUSBAND'S HEART

part 36 SURPRISED

A week has passed since Yuana made a pilgrimage to her late husband's grave and visited his parents' factory. Factory renovation plans are still constrained by several things.

Bu Fatma's declining health makes Pak Hadi and Annisa more often in the company of Ilham. The demand for tanning leather and raw leather is many.

While Rahmat could not often come because he was busy ahead of the launching event venue newly built in the suburbs of the capital.

Yuana has more time to accompany Azyan, Nabila and Norish and Bu Fatma this week.

Yuana who looks very painstaking accompany the children and patiently serve him, making Ms. Fatma even more amazed and affectionate to Yuana.

'May Yuana be a part of this family forever, ' Inner Bu Fatma as Yuana gently massages her legs.

There was a bit of worry in her heart if Ilham returned home, Yuana would feel uncomfortable and choose to leave. Because, however, Inspiration was not a mahrom to Yuana.

Ms. Fatma knew very well that Yuana was very caring for her marwah, very clearly visible from the gesture of Yuana when Grace was at home or Yuana's efforts to avoid when the doctor Joseph came to visit.

Therefore, with a little selfish, Ms. Fatma always emphasized about the contract signed by Yuana for the next year. Whatever happens, Yuana is forbidden to leave the pavilion during the contract period, even if it is Inspiration who asks. Because Yuana is entirely in the responsibility of Ms. Fatma.

Hoping that within a year, Ms. Fatma could find a way back to keep Yuana in her embrace. The more thought about it the more his health condition decreases. His blood pressure rose and fell unstable, making Yuana become compassionate and promised not to leave Ms. Fatma until she was healthy.

Yuana is in real worry. On the one hand, he is indeed affectionate and has considered Miss Fatma as a substitute for her mother. There was no objection at all in his heart to accompany and take care of him. He did not know where to go if he had to leave the pavilion now.

But on the other hand, every time Ms. Fatma mentioned about the plan of Ilham's return, she felt very unwell. However, she was a widow who was left dead by Amar even after iddah and only once he visited her tomb. While the house he currently lives in is a pavilion belonging to a person named Ilham, who is not his mahrom, even people he does not know.

He did promise Ms. Fatma to carry out the contract well and will always accompany him, but he also wanted to immediately finish his business with the bank regarding the confiscation of his house. So that he can have his home and occupy it again.

Yuana can't expect an insurance claim on the factory fire for her personal gain. Doesn't factory recovery and employee welfare also require large funds?

In fact Amar had applied for credit restructuring before the accident occurred. Credit restructuring can be proposed if the customer experiences bad credit, so that collateral or collateral does not have to be auctioned. But the bank gave Amar a four-month suspension must be paid off.

And right now, Yuana estimated that it had been almost five months. Why is there no billing information or anything from the bank to him? Wasn't the credit agreement in his name? Is his house on the auction list? Or is it no longer his? Why could he be so careless not paying attention to his due date?

Only then did she realize that all this time, she had always relied on Amar, her husband. Since getting married and having children, all he knew was to serve the husband and take care of Nabila. Everything outside of household affairs was entirely devoted to Amar.

"I am without you, Mom. Mas Amar... Why should you leave me at a time like this, Mas? Wh why? Why...?"

As soon as a woman, no matter how strong her heart, there will come a time when she will meet the fragile and weak side of herself.

Perhaps Yuana was currently in that moment. Fragility and a sense of helplessness deliver it in a tired air until the dawn breaks.

Monday morning was the start of a full day. Start the day with optimism and enthusiasm. As a form of gratitude that Allah Subhanahu wa Ta'ala has given humans the opportunity to do good deeds. Work, learn, help others overcome problems, make themselves better and useful for the surrounding environment.

Yuana who was much fresher than last night, looked spirited starting the day. Nabila will be busy this afternoon, he and Azyan will begin to learn coloring with a teacher who was brought by Annisa from a hangar.

Yuana had asked Ms. Fatma for permission to go outside for a purpose. He did not say he would go to the bank's office to ask about his home certificate redemption. No need to think.

By bringing some related documents and all the savings he had, he was optimistic that he could complete the deal.

But how surprised Yuana when the loan service officer she met said that her debt had been paid off and her home certificate had been taken. Even Yuana several times asked the officer to check again, but the results displayed on the monitor screen in front of the officer did not change. The loan status on behalf of Yuana Amalia has been paid off.

When Yuana asks who is paying off, the officer asks Yuana to ask the bank manager directly. Because the repayment process did not occur on his desk, so he did not know.

Unfortunately, the bank manager in question is currently out of the office, so Yuana is asked to return the next day.

With limp and confused steps he walked towards the ground floor of the banking building where he parked the car. He tried to guess who had redeemed his home certificate.

He was very sure that only Amar and Samuel knew about this debt. Mr. Samuel was not possible, because it was he who reminded Yuana about the maturity of repayment. Even he was a little wondering, if the debt on behalf of Amar may be currently the debt will automatically be paid off enough to file an insurance claim.

Then who paid it off?

When Yuana was about to open the car door, suddenly a girl she did not know attacked her.

"Yuana!"

The shoulder that was pushed hard enough made Yuana slightly unsteady and her back hit the rearview mirror.

"Yes, I'm Yuana. You who?"

"So you're Yuana?! You gatel widow!"

Yuana who was shocked and in pain could not fight back, because she completely did not understand what was going on.

"Sway Koh Joseph! Don't keep using it!"

Yuana was even more confused.

'What does it mean that Koh Joseph is Brother Jo? What is it with Brother Jo, who is this girl, what am I doing?'

Lean on the car door, blink your eyes and try to catch your breath. Yuana placed her palm on her chest that went up and down and felt the pounding of her heart.

'What is this? Is there something I missed? Did I accidentally do something that made him angry? But what does this have to do with Jo? Oh Allah... Is it my fault that I am a widow now? Don't I always try to avoid it if Brother Jo comes?'

Really, the issue of redemption of an obscure home certificate and the threat of the unknown girl dampened Yuana's spirit today.

The plan he had laid out today was already broken. He doesn't want to go anywhere anymore. He should go home and entertain himself by gardening in the garden only.

For that he rushed into the car and drove it out of the bank building to the Golf Park housing.

Arriving at home, he parked the car right next to Ilham's black sedan car which was a little dusty. Mr. Hadi who usually every morning cleaning and heating the car engine, was busy accompanying Annisa in the company until he did not have time to take care of the car Ilham.

Yuana stood briefly in front of the door that connected the garage with the living room of the main house. From the door that opened next door, he could see Nabila and Azyan were engrossed in following the directions of the coloring tutor.

Nabila looked at him and waved his hand. Replied with a smile and thumb mark from the bundle, then fun coloring back.

Not wanting to disturb the concentration of the children, Yuana passed to the pavilion without going through the main house, but through the back of the house. Greeting briefly Mbok Sari and Rima who were babysitting Norish who sat in the stroler played rattles.

Apparently Mbok Sari found out that Yuana was in a bad condition even though Yuana had forced her smile.

"Rest, calm down first, Nabila let mbok take care of," said Mbok Sari while stroking Yuana's arm.

"Thank you, Mbok."

Yuana immediately headed for the pavilion. The creaking of the iron door connecting the back area with the pavilion was heard as Yuana closed it.

Looks like the door hinge was a little rusty, later after gardening will he give lubricating oil he thought.

Put the shoes on a shelf next to the entrance of the pavilion, put the car keys on the sideboard and file map in the drawer of the sideboard, walk straight into the room to put down his flagship little backpack and take off his watch.

Almost sitting on the edge of the bed, he hurried to his feet and walked out of the room. He knew that if he sat down and kept silent, he would not be able to stop himself from crying.

She doesn't cry and doesn't like to cry. He must be strong and always strong. From this moment on, he should be able to stand upright on his own feet. He must be able to rely on himself to overcome all the problems in his life.

With the new determination he had suggested to himself, Yuana walked towards the garden. Without changing clothes, still wearing a cherry blossom and a wide baby pink beauty hijab, she headed for a small closet where she kept her gardening equipment.

He took a soft cloth, a pitchfork, a shovel, leaf scissors and grass scissors. He put it on top of a pile of synthetic grass that just came yesterday.

He picked up the leaf scissors and he began to cut the leaves that began to dry or that grew untidy.

He also wiped some leaves that looked a little dull.

He stood up and looked around the garden. Looking satisfied all the plants he has tidied up.

He walked back to the closet, put down a cloth and leaf scissors and took the grass scissors. Scissor a bit of grass that starts to grow unevenly. Then change the grass shears denfan broom stick.

"Excite, Yuana!" he encouraged himself while clenching his left hand upwards and began to sweep away the leaves and grass.

Every now and then he heard the sound of the crisp laughter of Nabila and Azyan. He also smiled.

After finishing sweeping, the collected leaves he put into a hole in the corner of the garden near the pile of synthetic grass earlier. Then he stirred the leaves earlier using his hand-sized shovel to mix with the leaves that began to rot in the hole earlier. Immerse a little water and cover it back with a used bucket lid. Ah.. Compost fertilizer supplies are safe, he thought.

Clap her hands and put them on her waist. Turn your waist to the right and to the left. Rotating the shoulders to the right and to the left until a soft sound of crutches. Stretch both hands up high.

"Next, Yuana!" he yelled while patting the pile of synthetic grass firmly and then laughed to himself.

Because of his spirit, he did not realize that the situation inside the main house that sounded a little crowded suddenly was quiet.

Yuana took out a pitchfork and dragged the sack containing fine sand beside the pile of synthetic grass. Then he began scratching the ground along the side of the garden, which before the renovation closed the paving, then poured sand on it and flattened it again using the pitchfork earlier.

Occasionally stop straightening the body and rub the sweat on the forehead. Then crouch down and scratch the ground and sand again.

After feeling the sand has been spread flat, Yuana began to take sheets of synthetic grass and arrange it on the level of sand earlier.

Along the side of the park is not exposed to rainwater so it is more fitting if installed synthetic grass than paving.

The purpose of installing synthetic grass so that the garden looks more aesthetic and comfortable to wear children's play because it is thicker and more cushioned. In addition, so that children do not play in areas of the park that have the potential to damage the original grass in the park.

Thank God, it's finally finished. The entire side of the park is perfectly covered.

Humped up from her squatting seat, Yuana heard the creak and pounding of the iron door that hit the stone-covered wall as well as the voice of the man who shouted at her.

"CURRENT!! How dare you ruin everything!" the man shouted right in front of Yuana's pajas and pale face held back the shock and pain because again his shoulder was pushed by the hands of people he did not know and his back slammed into the wall.