HUSBAND'S HEART

part 12 COULD IT BE HIM?

Yuana shakes her hand as she tries to open the car door, shortly after the car stops perfectly in front of the main door of Raya Husada hospital.

"The strong Nak Yuana, your husband needs your firmness. Support him to recover quickly, huh?" gently Bu Fatma gave strength to Yuana's heart.

"God willing, ma'am" replied Yuana, trying to smile. Really, she does not want to look weak in front of anyone, especially in front of her husband later. He hoped that when they met, Amar's situation was much better than last night.

Nabila woke up when his mother was about to lower her legs from the car. His eyes opened fully. It seemed that he was confused to be in a place that was foreign to him, because the situation in his view was different from last night.

"Where are you going, Mother?" tanya Nabila while opening her round eyes.

"If both mother would accompany Buti to check with the doctor, if you want?" Ms. Fatma who saw Yuana had difficulty answering, took the initiative to help answer.

"What blackout?" Nabila who initially looked cheerful turned to worry then came down from Yuana's lap and approached Bu Fatma.

"Buti does not hurt dear.Buti is old, the road can not be fast.so many must be checked by a doctor later," continued Ms. Fatma.

"Mother... dak papa dalan sendili? If you want to dance Buti, tasiyan dalana hanus slowly," Nabila who felt sorry for Bu Fatma asked Yuana's approval to help Bu Fatma.

"Sir Yuana goes first to the ICU, meet Amar. If only the same mother first, then the mother will wait in the cafeteria. We're changing into the ICU" half-whispered Ms. Fatma asked Yuana to walk first with a nod of the head from Yuana.

"Yes dear. Nabila keep Buti yes..." Then Yuana got out of the car. While lowering Nabila, Yuana said goodbye to Bu Fatma, "Yuana first yes Ma'am."

After Ms. Fatma came down and took Nabila by the hand, Yuana rushed to the ICU room where Amar was being treated.

Ms. Fatma walked leading Nabila to the park in the middle of the hospital. While Mr. Hadi drove his car out to immediately go to the airport.

"We went to the park first, Nabila... There are many flowers in bloom, there must be butterflies as well. We'll go after the butterflies, yeah..." Ms. Fatma tried to distract Nabila from her mother.

"Ote Buti.. but bial When it is hard, Buti just sit down.. tan Buti dak can dalan cepet same bu dotel," replied Nabila by pointing her index finger at Bu Fatma, who was, it was as if he was advising Ms. Fatma. Ms. Fatma was increasingly made anxious by the toddler.

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"Doctor Sinta... How is my husband?" yuana asked doctor Sinta who had just come out of the room Amar treated.

"For the vital signs, until now still weak, but still counted normal. It's just that it's still unconscious, probably because of the concussion experienced," with a slow doctor Sinta trying to explain the condition of his patient named Amar.

"Is my husband in a coma Doc?"

"Rightly like that. An injury to his head most likely affects the performance of nerves in his brain. Because the brain stem is under pressure due to swelling and bleeding in the brain."

"But my husband can still recover, right Doc? He's gonna realize, right Doc?" he held the arm of doctor Sinta, hoping that there would be good news about her husband's condition. But only with a smile did Doctor Sinta answer Yuana's question.

"Well Doc.thank you," Yuana replied as she held the door handle. But not immediately open the door, he was fixated on looking at Amar from the rectangular glass in the middle of the door leaf. Amar lay helplessly with all the tools attached to his body. By biting off her quivering lips, Yuana tried to set her heart in order to calm down while accompanying her husband.

"Do you want me to accompany you?" doctor Sinta tries to offer to accompany Yuana into the ICU. Yuana turned her head towards doctor Sinta and shook her head slowly.

"No need Doc. I can do it myself," replied Yuana while adjusting her breathing.

"All right, I'm back in the room first. If Mr. Amar is aware or there is nothing, press the red button yes.." the doctor's message with the shoulder of hair then passed to his room. While Yuana slowly opened the door of the room then entered slowly and closed the door slowly.

Closing her mouth with both hands, Yuana walked towards the side of the gurney. She moved a little closer to the gurney and Yuana grabbed her husband's hand and kissed the handcuffs on her back with the intravenous needles.

Scanned all over her husband's body, his head covered in bandages, as well as his right arm. Wearing a ventilator or breathing apparatus attached to his mouth. The food hose came in through his nose. Electrode to detect the heart is attached to his chest. Infusion device attached to the left wrist. From under the chest to the legs covered in a blue blanket toska. Looks like the right leg is wrapped in a long bidai and at the end of his leg hangs a ballast pendulum.

'Yes Allah...'

She could not imagine how her husband would suffer if he woke up and felt pain all over his body later. Yuana's chest and shaking her shoulders held back her feelings.

With a trembling grip Amar's left hand tightly, hoping Amar realizes his presence. Tears that continue to flow can not be contained, lips tremble to hold out sobs.

"Maaaas. sorry Yuana Maaas. H.ha.should not have forced Yuana Mas to figure..huu... Mas should have stayed home all day...Didn't Mas?" yuana finally couldn't hold herself back. He sobbed and cried, leaning his head against Amar's arm.

Stared with tears in Amar's face, rubbed his cheeks hoping Amar would open his eyes.

"Maaa... Mas Amar. Amar is angry with Yuana? Amar is sulking? Maaas.. Don't be like Maaas."

Between the sound of the monitoring device and Yuana's wailing, there was the sound of the door being opened followed by the sound of footsteps, it seemed like two people had entered the ICU room. Could it be Miss Fatma and Nabila? Why was Nabila invited in? Yuana straightened herself up. Rubbing her cheeks and closing her mouth trying to stop the crying.

"hk..hk...hik.." still heard the sound of Yuana's sobbing that he tried hard to hold.

But apparently no one approached him, apparently the one who entered was the doctor who visited the next gurney. The sound of people talking quietly, Yuana could not hear clearly. But then one of them spoke louder.

"Please remind the woman, if you can't calm down, just wait outside."

The voice of a man who sounded thin and cold was heard by Yuana, because indeed with the gurney next door only stuck in thick curtains blue sea. Then the man stepped out of the ICU room.

Yuana glanced at the door and saw a doctor wearing a long-sleeved white coat closing the door. Then from the glass in the middle of the door looks the doctor's face even though only a glance and the side only. Yuana is shocked to see the doctor.

"Could he be... ?"