He is my eye

Ch. 30. My two best friends

"Shifa, you've cut ties with Reno. He does not give you hope anymore. I have been teasing him for a long time. Because he has blatantly insulted you" said Nela.

Yes, it's true what Nela said. Why would I give him another chance. It's better for me to go ahead and get away from Reno than for me to keep going around in circles with my relationship with Reno.

"Keep I must answer if Reno nanyain you again, Shifa?" It seems that Elsa feels uncomfortable to be between me and Reno.

"Jawab, Sa, if you don't know anything about my problems with her."

"Yes, Sa, anyways, Shifa is focusing on that Director. Rather than Reno," said Nela, defending me. After Nela sipped her drink, Nela said to Elsa, "Let us be treated continuously. It's good we can get splashes from Shifa."

Elsa who heard that only frowned. Elsa didn't actually approve of my relationship with Dito. Because according to him, our relationship is not a relationship that is usually lived by young women my age. For Elsa, a relationship that is not based on love, will end badly for both parties.

Before I knew Alfan, I had never heeded Elsa's words. After all, I can have fun freely because of my relationship with some men. But this time, there was regret in my heart. I shouldn't have used my virginity to earn money.

"If for example I break up with Dito, what do you think?" askaku.

"What?!" nela couldn't believe it. Elsa was as surprised as Nela. As for me, I just smiled watching the behavior of these two friends.

"Good, Shifa, I agree" said Elsa.

"No, I don't agree" Nela refused.

"Why?" me and Elsa together.

Nela thought long. He seemed reluctant to give an opinion to me who had been waiting for him to talk.

"Why, Nel? By the way, I'm okay. I will not be offended by your words. We've been together a long time." I knew what Nela was going to say was something extreme. I've already memorized his behavior. Nela is usually always flippant even though sometimes her speech is painful.

"Gini, Shifa, if you and Dito break up, are you ready?" Nela.

I looked at Nela seriously before she finally began to continue her words, "You sure you'll be ready to live without Dito's money?"

"I've known for a long time that you get a lot of money from Dito to meet your needs. That is why you can look fashionable while on campus. I'm just afraid that suddenly after breaking up with the Director, you will be in trouble about money" explained Nela at length.

Actually, I myself am also confused about my relationship. In a way, I want to break up with Dito. Because I was getting tired of serving him. Besides, my heart has started to fill with my love for Alfan. But, if I decide to be alone just because of that love of mine, will my life be this comfortable. Whereas I know that Alfan only thinks of me as a sister. Whether he has the same taste for me or not, obviously my relationship with Alfan is still very difficult to continue.

"Shifa, if I think anyway, try developing your online shop business. Later after you have a handle to pay for college fees, you can break up your relationship with Dito. Yes, although the money you will get from online sales is not comparable to Dito's gift," Elsa suggested.

"It seems like a good idea. But if I think only from now on you try to find a guy that you can take seriously. Thank goodness you can get a dirty guy," said Nela.

"After all, if you're just looking for a rich guy, isn't that your thing, Shifa?" continued Nela.

Of course what these two friends said was nothing wrong. They gave me some advice that I can do for a while. If only they knew I was in close contact with Alfan, would they still be this close to me?

Kriyinnngg.....

Not even a chance to answer, the entrance sign bell has sounded first. "Come on!" take me to my two friends who are still busy eating food. We hurried out of the cafeteria, even though there was food that the three of us hadn't had time to finish.

*******

My friends and I decided to go to the mall after the lesson ended. Lecturers who teach the last course cannot come because of illness. We were sent home early. Therefore, the three of us are now in the mall before returning home.

"Seriously so?" As usual, Elsa always glared in disbelief when I decided to treat her.

"Well, that's dong, you have to take advantage of the credit card that Dito has given," said Nela.

"So, what do you want me to buy today?"

"What do you want, Sa?" ask Nela to Elsa.

"But you're sure you want to buy us both?" ask Elsa.

"Seriously, you two can buy anything special for today."

To be honest, I very rarely use the credit card I am currently holding. Other than me not daring, I don't want to be considered using what Dito gave me.

But after I thought about it, it was also true what Nela said the other day. I have to make use of what Dito gave me. Before I cut ties with Dito, I should be able to take advantage of everything he gave me.

"Shifa, is this good?" elsa asked, showing a flower dress.

"It seems less suitable to you. Try something else first, Sa."

"okay."

Elsa began to choose again the clothes she would buy. As for Nela, she had already obtained the two clothes she was trying on at the moment.

"Not good?" ask Nela to me. Nela twirled her body to reveal the clothes she was wearing. Simple dress in blue with a brukat accent on the chest makes it look very beautiful worn by Nela.

"That's great. Fits just like you," I said when I saw it.

"Yes, Nel, you fit the shirt perfectly."

Nela who heard my praise and Elsa was very happy. He went back into the fitting room. Looks like Nela will try on the second shirt.

"Sa, you've not been caught yet?" I asked Elsa.

"No, Shifa, I'm still confused."

"What if after this we look for in another boutique? You like long suits. All at once you will find the hijab," I bargained who understands Elsa's will.

Elsa wears a hijab if she goes outside. While the clothes here, most are less suitable if combined with hijab.

"OK deh. Thank you, Shifa. You are my best friend." Elsa hugged me very tightly as her thanks.

If only he knew what I was hiding, maybe he wouldn't have said it. Again, I felt guilty in front of Elsa. And I just kept quiet with this guilt.