He is my eye

He is my eye
Ch. 26 To the mall



"Where are we going, Alfan?" manya curious. After I was talked to at length by my mother about my feelings for the person who was beside me at this time, I still decided to always be beside her until she herself decided to stay away from me. I knew my feelings from the beginning were wrong, but I was just trying to follow my heart. Just being with Alfan, I can be appreciated as a woman.


"Where do you want it?" ask Alfan.


"Ehm ...." I thought for a long time, before finally replying, "What if we're karaokean?"


"This one cooks we want karaoke anyway? How about we go to the mall. I happen to want to buy new shoes" Alfan asked.


"Okay, I'll follow you." Wherever Alfan wants to go, I'll approve it even if I have to go to the hotel. But I'm sure Alfan wouldn't dare to roam my body. For all I know, Alfan is a man who is sholeh and afraid of sin.


Arriving at the mall, we walked together like lovers. And I'm very happy about it. Especially when he tells stories and makes jokes. It's so nice to hear that.


"We're here yuk," Alfan asked.


Alfan chose the shoes he was going to try. Many times he changed models, finally the choice fell on black pantofel shoes with additional brown accents that are very suitable for him. "What do you think, Shifa, I don't wear?"


"It's good, too."


"Seriously, do you think this one or that one?" alfan asked in style in front of the glass.


"Mending this one, better suited this one. If the black one is already often used Alfan Mas," said I who still faithfully sit to wait for him.


"OK, deh, I want this one yes, Ma'am," Alfan told employees who had helped pick the shoes.


"Okay, sir, is there anything else you want? Would you like to see some women's shoes for your lover too? There are a lot of shoes of the latest models that have just come, " said the employee with his sweet mouth. Yes, of course, as a shoe store employee, he would recommend to his customers who knew those customers would be interested and buy more at his store.


"Maybe, please bring here shoes for the woman I am with" Alfan ordered. Alfan also seemed to want me to try on some shoes like him, "But don't the heels are too high huh."


"Okay, sir, I'll be right back" said the employee.


"Who would Alfan buy for? Is it Alfan's mother?" manya curious.


"No, if you can buy it yourself sometime. Of course it's for you. You choose according to your taste, but I don't like you to wear shoes with high heels" said Alfan.


"Okay, ready!" I am so grateful for today. Alfan has always been kind to me. How can I lose my love, if she is ever more attentive to me.


After many times I tried, my choice fell on the blue flat shoes. Actually I prefer high heels, but Alfan said if he does not like it, so I also choose shoes that are simpler but very sweet if I use on my feet.


"How much total?" alfan asked the cashier. I was just standing next to him. Because I know, he'll refuse if I pay for my own shoes.


"Thirteen million and five hundred thousand dollars in total, sir," replied the cashier. I can see hearing it. Can shoes be that expensive? I'm the one who often buy shoes with credit car**d from Dito did not even dare to buy shoes above the price of five million.


"Just use the credit card, Ma'am." Alfan gave me his credit card.


"No need, Mom, I'll be angry if I buy it again." Because I bought some clothes for my mother, today I decided not to buy anything.


"Do you want to look at your clothes?" bring Alfan.


"What if we eat first, Mom. I'm laper." My stomach is hungry easily. Just walking for a while, the food I ate at home was gone from my stomach.


"And it's still two hours since we had breakfast with your mother earlier. You are, your body is small, but your appetite is big too" Alfan cut his hair.


"What the hell, Mom, if you don't want to." Of course I'm upset if I'm being teased about my appetite. Although my body is small, I still have the right to eat at all times.


"Duh .. It's aja crank, yes let's find food first. After that, we continued shopping. There's still two more hours before twelve." Me and Alfan decided to eat chicken steak today. Of course, I ordered extra white rice for myself. Even Alfan laughed when he saw me eating so well.


"Shifa, slow down if you eat, how will you choke?"


"Yes-yes, we've bought fries for a snack" I bargained.


"Snack?" alfan nodded in disbelief. "Yes, it's up to you. What matters is the drinks and ice cream you ordered."


"Ready, boss!" I went back to eating.


"Shifa, why is your body this way from the first time we met. But you are looking for the same food. Do you exercise every day?" search Alfan.


"No, Mom, I'm minus in sports. Even in High School, I used to ditch sports subjects."


"Keep what's your secret?" ask Alfan who was still curious.


"Mom said I went down my dad's genes. He said, My mother, from head to toe, I copy the paste from Dad," I replied honestly.


"If you may know, where exactly is your father? All this time all I knew was that you and your mother were home."


"Dad wasn't there when I was four because of an accident when I was leaving for work. After the incident, I got insurance money from the company that I used to sell in the market. Before Dad died, I never sold cookies. But, after Dad wasn't around, Mom decided to sell cookies." I told a long story. Indeed, I have never told Alfan about my father before.


"That means it's been a while, your father doesn't exist. I'm sorry, Shifa, if my question offends. I thought your father went somewhere, "sorry Alfan.


"It's okay. I'm actually starting to forget about Dad's face. It's just, every night I always look at his picture before going to bed. I'm afraid if I forget him" I said.


"Makanya, you are diligent in praying yes. After praying, you can do'ain your father. Once in a while, you gave a gift to your father by teaching. So that your father will be proud of you in nature" said Alfan.


"Why am I suddenly being talked to about my prayers?" my question is in my heart. Alfan never stopped advising me to pray. Is it possible that she was sent by God to make me a better woman? In fact, he was unceasingly giving me advice about my life. Was he really the sun that came into my life to light me from the darkness of my life? I don't know.