He is my eye
Ch. 27. After Alfan, now Dito
"Do you want me to go home first or go straight to college?" ask Alfan.
I was wondering if I should go home, but I would be late if I went home first. Or should I just go straight to campus, but I will be troubled by carrying my groceries while studying.
"We'll go home first, Mom." I decided to go home first. Since Alfan bought me a lot of things, I would have been troubled later if I had to bring groceries to campus. Especially later my friends in my department will be curious about my innate.
After I put my groceries down, I rushed into Alfan's car again. Because time has passed the time to go to college.
"You're leaving right away, Shifa?" ask Mother.
"Yes, Mom, Shifa is almost late" I said. The car drove away from my house.
Kriinngg .. tcriiinngg ....
I saw it in my bag, my phone rang very loudly.
"Who from, Fa?" ask Alfan.
"From Elsa, Mas, I picked up?" just polite.
"Just say, it's okay. Who knows Elsa wants to talk important," said Alfan who focuses on driving a car.
I picked up the phone from Elsa. I'm sure Elsa and Nela are looking for me because I haven't arrived at college.
"Hello, Sa, what's wrong?" ask me to start the conversation.
"You skipped college, huh?" search Elsa.
"No. I'm just a little late, I guess. Tell the lecturer that I'm a little late."
"Seriously so? I thought you were going the same way, Mr Director?"
"Ah, that's right, today I also have an appointment to see Dito." I lowered my voice, "Later to go home from college. I hope you don't come home."
"Yes, be careful on the road. Don't speed even if it's too late." Elsa hung up.
"Sorry, Elsa, if you knew I was being escorted now with Alfan, you wouldn't be worrying about me like this" I murmured. Pointing at someone you like is very uncomfortable. Every day I feel guilty for my closeness to Alfan. But if told to stay away from Alfan, my heart will also rebel. Because the love I have right now can't just be wiped out.
"Where are you going after college?" Alfan's question succeeded in killing me a flea. How I answer it. If I'm honest, I'm afraid he'll be lectured again with Alfan.
"There's a promise to go to the mall. Wanna nyariin gift for his sister who brags again birthday." I decided to lie to Alfan. Although the reason I gave sounds impossible, but hopefully Alfan is not suspicious.
"To the mall again? Aren't you tired?"
"Well, what else, Mom. I promised to keep me." I have to make an excuse again.
"Yes already. But you take care of your health so as not to get sick easily." Undeniably, the attention that Alfan gave, successfully made me not want to stay away from him. He knows how to make a woman happy when she is around him.
After Alfan's car stopped in front of the campus, I got out of the car. "I go first, yes" I said.
"Seriously, learn."
"Sorry, sir, I'm late."
"It's okay, you can come in." Fortunately, my lecturer this one is not a killer lecturer. So I'm not being questioned about my delay.
During the lesson, I couldn't focus because I kept thinking about Alfan's smile. Maybe my love can't be contained anymore. I really liked how Alfan treated me as a woman. Although I was only considered as a sister by her, but I was happy to be close to her.
What time will you be home? I'm waiting for you at the cafe near your campus.
A message from Dito was posted on my phone screen. Looks like this time I have to see him, because otherwise, I won't get any more rations. Although yesterday I was overwhelmed by it, but I will still meet him. Hopefully this time he's not as aggressive as yesterday.
The bell back from college rang, it was a sign that I could see Dito soon. I can only hope the night passes soon. Because to be honest, if it was because of the money Dito gave me, I would no longer want to see him. Come to think of it, being in a relationship with an old man is not a good idea for me. Moreover, I am still twenty years old which of course I am still very young.
"Shifa, we go home first. Tomorrow do not forget to go to campus, bring us souvenirs," said Nela who was followed with a nod by Elsa.
"Yes-yes, you go home first. I'm going to the cafe next door. Dito was waiting there."
"Okay, I'll see you tomorrow" Elsa said. They also left me alone. And I started to step my foot over to see Dito.
After arriving at the cafe, I saw Dito was busy with his tablet. It seemed to be about a job he could not stay in. I also approached the table where he was sitting.
"Sorry, you've been waiting a long time" I said.
"It's okay. Are you finished with your college?"
"It's all right."
"Well, let's go now." I also followed Dito who was walking. Fortunately, there were no students I knew staying at this cafe. Otherwise, my reputation on campus could be destroyed if I was caught walking with a widower's om-om.
"Honey, why are you having a big holiday today?" manya curious.
"I'm just tired of my routine at the office. So today I want to go with you, even though you have served me yesterday" said Dito while focusing on driving his car.
"Do I have to serve you today? Why do we always end up at the hotel every time we meet?"
"What do you mean?" ask Dito.
I think I'm talking wrong. I'm afraid that my talk just provoked Dito's anger. Since Dito was easy on emotions, I had to try to temper him before he raised me violently again.
"I'm just tired because there are so many tasks given by my lecturer," I replied in a slow tone.
"How do you want us?"
"Not today, we don't have to go to a hotel. We'll just go to the restaurant, we'll go home" I suggested.
"Cannot. I imagined yesterday that I would make love to you again. So today, you have to serve me. You don't want to? I'll add your pocket money in exchange for today."
"Yes" I answered half-heartedly. Hearing the money that would be given to me, made my courage to refuse him shrivel. I need a lot of money for my day in college. I don't want to live short of money anymore like when I was Junior High. Because I used to live very poor with my mother.
"I'm sorry, ma'am, I can't turn into a good woman. I just don't want to get into the abyss of poverty anymore" I murmured inwardly.
