He is my eye

Ch. 12. The beginning of the breakdown of my relationship

The campus canteen...

"Hi guys, what are you eating again? Tumben nih come first," I said.

"You will, Fa, there you order the food you want, let me pay today" said Nela.

"Well... really?" sumringah.

"Mom, I'm interested to know that eggs are usually yes, don't forget the avocado juice!" I told the canteen mom.

"Ready, jeng!" reply mom canteen.

"Elsa, why does your face look gloomy?" manya curious.

"I don't think Alfan likes me very much. Every time I chat he replies just yes, no, that's it from yesterday. Though I've changed like this too for the sake of him being able to like me."

"Indeed, that guy's hard to guess. Love to make our hearts women made to pull. At first it was good, but it was our turn to love the heart, he even ran away" said Nela.

"Well, I've never been with a doctor either. So I can't give you any solution either. What if you invite him to meet? You asked her what she wanted, kept telling her that you had Alfan's taste."

"No, I don't want to, Fa. I as a girl I'm ashamed if you have to talk first to a guy. Put where my face is if I'm rejected."

"Yes, Fa, if you give me such a strange suggestion."

"Lha rather than kayak gini continue, we don't know how he feels, right. Or if you have free time, just visit him in the hospital during his rest hours," I said.

Although I also like Alfan, but I have to act ordinary in front of Elsa. I know my feelings are wrong, but I can't keep lying. This is the second time I have fallen in love with a man and I will not let my love go to waste like my love story with Ariel.

"Good morning beautiful girls," said Reno who suddenly came.

"You got a lecture this morning, Ren?" ask Nela.

"Yes, I have a course for Mr. Edi Sujatmoko. You guys have morning school hours, too, huh?"

"Yes dong, if there are no hours of college, why also we-we leave in the morning. Going to bed at home is better" said Nela.

"Darling, how are you being treated. Going to the cinema after college?"

"To a grandiose cinema, when to the guarantee?" syndical Nela.

"Oh, Nel. We have no plans to take things more seriously. We're still chasing each other's dreams and futures, aren't we, Ren?"

"Yes dong, if I have an established job, I will definitely apply for you" said Reno.

"If the story is like that, Shifa must have taken people. Are you not afraid?" elsa Goda.

Reno was just silent, preoccupied with her own thoughts. I was afraid because of the provocation of Elsa and Nela, Reno thought strangely. I don't want to have a serious relationship with anyone right now. I am still not ready if one day I get married, my husband will insult me all out because of my virginity.

"Krish how are you, Nel? Yesterday I was chatting with him. He said you and he rarely met, right?" I'm diverting attention.

"Yes, Fa, I tried to get close to him. But he's hard to meet. After our first meeting, I was with Krish only once again."

"You want to give up, Nel?"

"Yes not, as you said at that time, I will every day text him and nanyain news of him. He's still responding the same text me."

"Maybe all doctors are like that time, Fa, cold, indifferent and can not be joked. What they are talking about must be serious things," concluded Nela.

"No, there is a doctor who is warm and can be invited to joke" I said.

"You know where it came from, Fa? You said you'd never date someone who works as a doctor."

"And I've known the doctor too, even though I'm not dating. It is important that we like someone. We have to think about how to make that person comfortable with us" I explained. I almost fell asleep saying I knew Alfan.

"Duh. mentang-about playgirl, so memorize how to hook a guy. I teach you dong, let Alfan take a glance at me," seduced Elsa.

"What's your playgirl, honey? Then not only me dong who is now your girlfriend?" ask Reno.

Me, Nela and Elsa become confused with Reno's question. We all forgot that Reno was right next to me.

"Not that, Ren. Nela used to tell me that she had two guys at once when she was in high school. That's why we both like to seduce her by calling her playgirl, isn't it, Elsa?" tukas Nela's.

"Yes-yes really," said Elsa agreed.

"Whatever the hell I might be like you. We meet every day on campus, except for holidays."

"Yes, I thought you were craving me. You know for yourself, I've always loved you."

"Yes, honey, you're all I've got" I said, agreeing with Reno.

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"Do you think it was a movie?" reno asked as he devoured the fried chicken.

"Good, the story is good. The flow is also not memgebosenin," I replied.

"Why if after this we go to my boarding house, we haven't been that way for a long time?" bring Reno.

"No, I'm tired today."

"Kok you always don't want me to ask? It's been a month since we've been together."

"I'm males, I'm tired too. You know for yourself, the more days I go to college, the more."

"You've always had a lot of excuses every time I take you alone. Could it be true, your best friend said, if you had another man?"

"It wasn't the same time, I was just tired. I'm sure if every meet you, you'll be sure to sleep together. You never gave me anything" I said annoyed.

Ever since I met Alfan, I've grown tired of my own life that men have always slept with. I want to quit this bad habit. But if I fully quit, who will give me the money later?

"Oh yeah, now you start matre. You know for yourself, if I haven't worked either. All this time I've been relying on remittances from my parents in the village."

"I'm not matre. I just felt like I wasn't appreciated all this time. I always sleep with you, but you never give me anything!" toilet's upset.

"You're turning gini anyway. If you want money, find a rich man. You sell your body!" Hina Reno's.

Braaakk...

Kugebrak the table in front of me. I, who was annoyed to hear Reno, immediately left her. I was really angry this time. I regret giving my body away for free. But I'm also upset that I should be likened to ****** by him. Even though I was like he said, my heart still hurt when I heard his words.