He is my eye

Ch. 21. I'm just a little sister to him

After I got a text from Reno last night, I got lazy again to go to college. I intend not to go to college today. But my mom said, "If you don't go to college, I'll marry you right now!" I rushed to the campus.

For some reason, I'm still horrified to hear the word marriage. Often my body is used by men, making me pessimistic about marriage. Especially my future husband, maybe he will be very angry with me because often I play with other men.

On campus, it turns out that Nela did not go to college. He said for a week that he wanted to go abroad. So Elsa lives my best friend who will accompany me on campus.

"Why, Sa? As long as the lecturer gives the material, you don't seem to focus yet." Besides me having problems in my life, it seems like Elsa is also facing problems.

"Where, Fa, is it possible to take Alfan's heart so he can look at me?" ask Elsa lethargic.

"What has been your relationship all this time?" askaku. I know, actually, the relationship between the two of them has not made any progress. Alfan himself said that he was not interested in Elsa, even though Elsa had turned into a more beautiful and elegant woman like Alfan wanted.

"Alfan is hard to find. I know he's busy, but he's too cute with me. I chat also rarely dibales. Maybe she doesn't like me?"

"Don't say that, try to get more excited. Who knows," I suggested.

"Well, that's what I'm confused about. How do I get him if every time I meet there must be many reasons."

"Elsa, why don't you try praying istikharah just let him know if he is your soul mate or not. Rather than you trying to decet same he desperately, but it turns out he is not your soul mate, it is a loss."

"That's it, Fa. Try it later malem I will pray istikharah. I hope he is my soul mate. Because I fell in love with her" said Elsa.

"If for example he's not your soul mate?" manya curious.

"Don't say that, Fa, Alfan must be my future priest. She is the perfect package, yes, handsome yes, the profession also promises to be made husband."

Elsa is right to say that Alfan is a complete package, the ideal husband. What is less than him? Maybe he's a human angel.

When I was busy talking about Alfan with Elsa, she suddenly texted me. Looks like he has some sort of sixth sense, knowing that I'm talking about it.

What do? College huh?

I also replied to a text from Alfan secretly so that Elsa did not suspect.

Another hour of rest. This is again talking to Elsa. What else Alfan? Not work?

"Sms from whom, Fa? How are you smiling?" chirp Elsa suddenly.

"From the guy I told you about. Who told me to make a hijab." I was a bit surprised, answering just that with a little peppered lie.

Fatigued, discharged accident patient surgery. What are you talking about with Elsa? Surely**ghibah about guys huh?

Alfan texted me again. In this kind of situation, making me feel awkard, I felt uneasy because of my lie to cover up my closeness with Alfan.

Not even I had time to reply to the text again, Bel has sounded indicating the next course is ready to start.

"Come, Shifa!" take Elsa.

"Come on!" Elsa and I walked into the room where I was looking for knowledge.

After college, Elsa and I said goodbye to each other because Elsa had been picked up by her father. I was envious of the closeness of Elsa and her father. I could never feel the warmth of his father's embrace. Because since I was a child, I have been left by my father to a very distant place.

When I was walking along the road to look for a passing angkot, suddenly someone held my hand. "Who would dare to hold my hand suddenly like this? Let's not let this be Reno's hand. Maybe he wanted to ask for an explanation because last night I blocked the number, "i asked in my heart.

"Diaha!" greet someone whose voice I know very well.

"You picked you up, I texted you."

"When?" I also took my phone in my bag to see Alfan's text. True as well, there were two missed calls from Alfan and three chats that I did not reply to.

"Open the phone later in the car. Let's get in the car" Alfan asked.

I followed Alfan to get into his car. A feeling of shock mixed with happiness enveloped my heart at this moment. I was shocked because suddenly Alfan was in my college, but I was also very happy because suddenly he was next to me at this time.

How not to be answered?

Shifa, what time are you coming home today?

I'll pick you up.

I read so many texts from Mas Alfan that I just found out. Because during college hours, my phone was silent because I did not want the sound of a cell phone that could interfere with my concentration.

"You must have been busy on campus, so you didn't answer the text and phone calls" Alfan said.

"Yes, Mom, my phone was in silent mode. My lecturer today is fierce all," I reasoned.

"Mas Alfan why are you suddenly here? Is Alfan busy?" my continue.

"I want to see you."

Deeeggggg. Alfan's words again made me imagine floating into space. "Maybe he likes me too?" That question always bothered my mind.

"I want to eat at my favorite restaurant. Do you want me to eat?" continued Alfan.

"It's just a doang? So I was picked up so I could worry about Alfan eating seafood?" candaku.

"Yes, you don't eat either. Cook you just worry about me doing it. The worms will wring you in protest again" joked Alfan back.

"Hehehe.. knew Mas Alfan that my stomach was hungry."

"Of course, I think of you as a sister. I need to know what my sister's habits are, what kind of food my sister likes, right?"

"Sister again? Why is my love trapped in these sister zones anyway?" I said in my heart. Whether or not Alfan will continue to think of me as a younger brother, I will continue to try to enter his heart even deeper.

"Yes, that's right. Oh yes, means tonight Mas Alfan free dong?" ask me a stale base.

"Not really. I'll have a ten-night schedule."

"That's too good?!" seruku shocked. "What time do you go home?"

"Yes, if the operation is over I can go home" Alfan replied lightly.

"The restaurant is visible. We eat there, yes" he continued.

"Okay, it's up to Alfan."

Poor Alfan, he's overtime today. Maybe he has often done overtime because of his job demands. I became grateful that I didn't study medicine. In addition to the expensive cost, I will often overtime like Alfan when I work in the hospital.