
I was in front of your college. Dito texted me.
I still have school hours. Wait another thirty minutes. My reply.
"He won't be angry anymore, will he just wait for me for thirty minutes?" muttered. Lecturers are still focused on giving tax courses. I also try to stay focused on listening to what the lecturer explained in front of him.
After the bell rang, do not forget the lecturer gave some PR that must be done at home. I carefully recorded the task I had.
"You want to go home, Shifa?" ask Elsa.
"Yes, Dito invited me to meet today."
"Ciiieee .. who wants to date. Tomorrow do not forget the treaty, yes" said Nela.
"Sure!!" myrag. The three of us walked together.
"Shifa, I want to talk to you." It was Reno who ran over to me with her breath gasping.
"What else, by the way? We have nothing to do." I am still annoyed by Reno's insults towards me. My friends, standing still looking at my quarrel with Reno.
"Come on! I want to say something important to you." Reno pulled my wrist violently to follow her.
"No way!" I tried to throw Reno's hand with all my might. But the result is nil, Reno's hand still holds my wrist tightly.
"Reno, you don't be rude about Shifa!" nela Protest.
"Yes, you're not ashamed of what many people see" Elsa said, trying to defend me.
"You two mending diem deh, don't interfere with both of our affairs."
"You're the one who didn't interfere. You've been cut off, why are you still concerned about your appearance in front of Shifa?" Nela tried to let go of Reno's grip on me. With a heavy heart, Reno let go of her grasp because she felt ashamed, many eyes were currently looking at her actions.
"If you don't want to come with me right now, I'll tell everyone about your secret!" threat Reno.
With a heavy heart, I had to follow him. I don't want to see him anymore. "All right, but just for a second, okay?" mylm.
"You're sure, Shifa, you want us both to stop?" ask Elsa to worry.
"No need. You two go home first. I'm okay," I said trying to calm Elsa and Nela down. "I'll call you when I'm done."
Reno invited us to speak four eyes behind the campus building. Here, it is a very quiet place. Remember the first time I spoke to Reno here. This is where he insulted me. Even to this day my reflexive hand slapped him back then, still felt numb.
"What do you really want to say? Until you make such a fuss?" ask me to start the conversation.
"Why are you blocking my phone number?"
"Because we broke up."
"Can't we just reverse it like we used to?" ask Reno.
"No way, Ren, we don't fit in. I'm getting bored with you."
"Your words are cruel, Shifa. I still love you."
I thought for a long time before finally saying, "If you still love me, prove it!"
Reno was silent. He understands where I am going now. And I know he wouldn't have wanted me if I told him to propose to me now. Hence, I told him to be serious so that he could retreat by himself.
"You can't, can you? You just love my body not me!" my yelling.
"It's not so, Shifa. You know for yourself that I can't commit seriously before I get a high-paying job" Reno said.
"Well, you can't prove that you love me?"
I was shocked by Reno's words. How can it be said to prove cintq, whereas with his ex Reno also often sleep together.
"You're delirious huh, how do you call that a proof? As a man, what did you lose? Even before you knew me, you said yourself that you were no longer a virgin." I also immediately left that place.
"Wait, Shifa, I'm not done talking." Reno pulled my hand again.
"Udahlah. I am bored with you. I want to be alone!" seruku threw out his grasp.
I immediately ran away from him. He's really hard to break. Dating a college guy is not a good idea because every day you can meet. Many of our college friends know about our relationship.
Kriiinkg .. krriiinnggg ....
H**the phone in my bag reads as I look around for Dito. Usually, he parked his car near the campus gate while waiting for me.
"Where are you?" ask her from behind the phone.
"I'm at this gate, find you."
"I'm at the Star Cafe, near your campus."
Tutt .. tuuutt .. ttuutt ....
I haven't been able to answer, Dito has turned off the phone. Dito's habit if he gets angry again, he'll do it. I also understand him, probably because his work makes his temperament bad. I rushed to where he meant.
"Sorry, honey, I'm a long time ago." It turned out that Dito was still waiting for me at the cafe near the campus. Fortunately, Dito's face did not show his anger.
"Where have you been? Your friends seem to have come home a lot from earlier."
"I completed my task first with my friends. Nanggung, just a little more," I reasoned.
"Why didn't you say? You can text me."
"Excuse me, ma'am, what message do you want?" waitress said interrupting my conversation with Dito.
"Food order, we'll go straight to the hotel."
"I pesen fried rice with avocado juice yes," I explained.
"Well, Ma'am, please wait a while," said waitress left.
"Aren't you cool anymore, honey?" I tried to melt the atmosphere, so that Dito would not be angry anymore. Although his face did not show his anger, but I knew, Dito was not that easy to forgive me for my delay. Especially before I reneged on my promise to meet him.
"No. I just transferred your pocket money. Try checking in your banking app."
I was happy with the huge amount of money coming into my account. Seen the number four with zero as much as seven lined up neatly behind him.
"Thank you, honey, but isn't this mostly yes than usual?"
"I've made a lot of money from the projects I worked on before. That's why I can love you more than usual."
"That means after the hotel, we can take a walk to the mall."
Dito did not answer yet, the food I ordered has come. "This, Ma'am, the food," said waitress putting my order.
"You just eat first, later if we don't go last, we can stop by for a while to the mall. But if we stay overnight, you better shop alone with your friends with the credit card I gave you earlier."
"Okay, then. I'll eat first, honey."
"Sorry, Alfan, I haven't been able to fully transform into a good woman because right now, I also need money. Moreover, the business of selling bags online, has not given significant results." I try to justify my current thinking. Even though I know, I shouldn't have behaved like this.