He is my eye

Ch. 13. I hate you, Reno

"You've been in them since, Fa. Is there a problem?" ask Elsa.

"Yes, you also did not pay attention to the lecture taught by the lecturer, why?" ask Nela.

"It's okay. Tomorrow I don't go to college. I am so lazy to college. Please let me go, to the lecturer."

"Why don't you come in too. Are you sick, Fa?" elsa asked to hold my forehead.

"Yes, if you are sick again, what are you sick? Or if there's a problem, tell me. We've been in office for a long time, cook don't want a story."

I heard Elsa and Nela feel guilty. They were very kind to me, but I liked the person Elsa liked as well. If only this feeling could be changed, I would like to like someone else. But I already like Alfan, and I will try to erase this taste, if only I could.

"No, I'm just going to meet Reno on campus."

"Oh, you guys are fighting. What because of what we said yesterday?" look at Elsa who feels guilty.

"Not because of the accident. I just feel like I'm starting to get bored with him. He can't give me happiness."

"So you want to break him up?" ask Nela.

"I guess I'll ask to break up if he can't appreciate me."

"What do you mean, Fa? Have you not been appreciated with Reno?" ask Elsa.

"Is he cheating on you behind your back?" asked Nela who was also curious.

"No, no, that's not it. How do you say it? Ah. never mind. What matters is that I want to break up with him."

"Well, if you don't want to tell a story. Tomorrow we will permit you to go to the lecturer. You just rest at home so that your mind is calmer" said Elsa.

"Yes, I hope your problems can be solved."

"Thank you, you've been horrifying me. Now my heart is a little calm" I said sincerely.

I am very grateful for the two of them. Now my heartache is slightly lessened because of Reno yesterday's words that insulted me.

"If so what if today we go to the mall. It can calm your mind that is again for it. How's it?" bring Nela.

"Come on!" yell enthusiastically.

I need a refresh this time. Let me face that cruel Reno talk. Just because I don't want to sleep with her anymore, I'm stamped as a matre girl. But all this time he was not the one who met my needs.

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You where? I was looking for you on campus but Nela said you didn't go to college today.

I who read the text from Reno can only sigh. I don't want to be in touch with him anymore. I had given my body away for free without giving me a penny, but when I refused his invitation, he insulted me by thinking I was a matre. He instead told me to be just******** if I wanted to get money from this body of mine. His words really still imprint in my memory until this second.

You're still angry, aren't you?

Sorry my words are too much. At that time, I was doing a lot of work from my teachers. Because the task I was given made me vent my anger at you.

Many times Reno called me and I just looked at my phone screen. It's her fault, why it makes me angry. I'm now the same ilfeel Reno.

If you don't pick up the phone from me, I'll go to your house right now!

Sms from Reno this one makes me messy. What if he really came here? I'm ashamed that mom found out that I have a boyfriend.

I'm going to college tomorrow. Let's talk on campus. My reply.

After I texted Reno back, I was forced to turn off my phone because I was tired from hearing the phone ring.

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Reno and I were ditching the lecture hours to solve our problem. Reno asked me to speak behind the campus. Indeed, it's a quiet place and almost no one passes by except the janitor. Especially now that the lecture hours are still going on, so the place here is really quiet.

"What are you talking about?" my many.

"You don't be cold like this, dong. What if we go for a walk to the park?" bring Reno.

"I'm males. Do you not feel guilty? Very nice of you, I've been saying that I'm matre. You ever tell me what the hell!" angry resolute.

"Just make sure I eat the same to watch the cinema, I've insulted you so. How about if you buy me a car, I'll throw it in the river if I don't follow what you want!" continued growling.

"You're talking about it anyway. Yes yes, sorry I. I was khilaf at the time. I'm just being carried away by emotions because you haven't given me a long time," Reno said easily.

"Just because of such things, you have already spoken of me being ugly. Why not find a woman at night, if you really want to be pampered in bed? Oh. You may not have any money, so you make me, I'm free. Just in the feed, already wanted to be invited so, right!" toilet's upset.

"Kok you say it's getting worse! Indeed, you are a beautiful woman but also an easy one. I just love the sweet words of eating at a restaurant you already want me to sleep. We've been doing that a long time, too. Why do you feel so isolated now? Don't you know you're suddenly angry like this? No pantes! You cheap lady!" hina Reno's.

Plaaaack...!!!

My hand reflexively slapped Reno's cheek. I really feel that my blood is at its peak right now. He didn't feel guilty, instead he said to me again. The guy doesn't know thank you. I thought he was a good guy all along, and I just found out he was just using me.

"Basic men don't know they're lucky! I did give my body away for free, because all this time I thought you were a good person. I feel sorry for your parents who live in the village. What if they know, the person they're proud of, they send money so that their kids don't go hungry in the city even feel good about screwing women, instead of just focusing on college" I said.

"I swear you'll get an ugly wife inside and out. So that every day you will be tormented by your heart! Hopefully your wife will be touched by many people. Let him also not feel the loss, marry a person who often fucked many women when he was young!" yell wrath.

"You swear to me, hahaahaa.. You alone are also not good at being a woman. It's my turn to tell the facts, you're angry. You are indeed a cheap woman, but why now suddenly ask to be appreciated! If you want to be appreciated, keep your virginity so that men respect you and respect you!" reno toilet.

Deeegggs...

I felt judged by his words. I try to breathe a lot to calm my mind. "It's not my fault that my virginity is gone. If Ariel hadn't forced me to follow her passions, I probably wouldn't have been like this" I said in my heart.

"God, we broke up!!" I left him alone. Unknowingly my tears flowed down my cheekbelt. Is this how low I am in front of all the men I meet? It's only fitting that all the men I'm looking for always ask me for rations. I'm really tired of my dark life.

All of a sudden my phone rang which showed me a text from Alfan.

Sunday, let's meet. I want to go to the same park as you.

My heart, which was currently grieving from Reno's words, suddenly changed. I felt like there was a ray of sunlight pouring into my life. True said Alfan, I must change so that I am more appreciated by men. I will fight for my own honor, even if it is not easy. Because I myself have been tarnished. Starting from severing my unhealthy relationship with Reno, I will start everything with a new step.