
The swastamita has arrived. Emitting charm through his dense waist like an anal light. The light reflected through the ocean. Coloring the earth so great. Everyone knows that orange is the perfect moment of the day. But not everyone enjoyed the moment. Five, four, three, two, one. The perfect twilight sank leaving awe for his fans.
As usual, today I was with Tegar. I've contacted Mas Kukuh to buy food today. Because maybe tonight I'll stay at the Tegar family home. I haven't been to visit for five weeks. So today I decided to take care of them. I don't want to be called a person who forgets the services of others even though I know they won't be like that.
"We're here, Ra." Just open the car door for me. My eyes swept all over the courtyard and the corners of the house. Nothing has changed from this house. Stay clean and feel peaceful. I'm really comfortable in this house. For me this is where I was born. This is where a Gembira Fajarini has his own identity. Tegar. He never hugged me while walking. Even though I wanted that, I tried not to protest. Because after all, the most important thing is that I'm next to Tegar. Until anytime. May he accept me with a chest.
"Happy, Father! Same with Ra coming home!" exclaim Hardcore. Mother and father who had been waiting for me immediately welcomed me with joy. They are like my own parents. Their hearts are very soft and sincere. She hugged me tightly, and so did my father. They don't have a daughter. And to them I am their little angel.
"You don't keep busy, Ra. Go home often. Don't you miss us?" Mom blinks her lips.
"Sorry, Buk. Lately, Ra's work has been a lot. Ra promised to come here more often," I replied trying to melt the sweet mother.
"You're the same as Hardcore. Always say that. Why are you guys so crazy about work, anyway?"
"Just like Ra would prepare for our future, Buk. You once said, while we are healthy, do not waste time. Isn't that right, sir?" I blinked one eye at my father. I just laughed while shaking my head. Mom pinched my nose in a moment of anxiety because I was making a conversation. After talking, my mother finally invited us to eat.
As usual, I serve rice and side dishes for father and mother. This is one of my services to them. The family that never demanded me to return the favor and sincerely considered me
as a child.
"Nobody called me?" The baritone voice surprised me. My eyes rounded perfectly when I realized that the owner of the voice was Bang Teguh, Tegar's older brother.
"Eh, Bang. I thought I was sleeping." Tegar invited Bang Teguh to sit next to him. Instantly my mood turned upset. Bang Teguh was the only person who did not accept me in this family. I had not seen him for a long time because he was closing his wings in the field of law. Bang Teguh is famous everywhere for his success as a lawyer. And he hasn't lived in this house in a long time. But today seems like it's going to be a bad day for me.
"Have you been taken? Bang Teguh also dong. Do not half-serve," said Bang Teguh. I clenched my hand. I want to throw my punches in his song's face.
This dinner made me awkward. I only answered when my mom and dad asked me. Bang Teguh and I met each other fiercely. The man who bears as Tegar's older brother is the cause of it all. He is the mastermind of everything that is happening to me right now. And I swore I would never forgive him even if he prostrated.
I decided to go straight to the room when I had finished cleaning up the leftovers and washing the dishes. I reasoned to my mother and father that I was not feeling well to avoid the demon man. A man who is very cunning and wants to always bring me down. He thought that I was just a bully in this family and considered me unworthy of the affection in this house.
"Hi, Happy."
I looked at the man in front of me with concern. I saw his smile just now. Now what else will he do. He approached me and got closer. I can't go anywhere anymore. My back is in the window. The man's face slowly approached, whispering something in my ear.
"It seems like the events of one year ago did not deter you, Gembira Fajarini," he whispered right in front of my ear. I bluff my teeth. My hands floated up wanting to hit the man immediately, but he swiftly blocked my hands first.
"Adudus. Apparently you still behave like a lioness, Happy. Hey, how long are you going to lie to my sister? Do I have to talk to expose all your rot?"
"Enough!!" I kicked his shins until he took a few steps back and complained of pain.
"Bare you?" His angry eyes were clearly visible.
"Have you forgotten that you're a coward who can ruin someone's life?" kataku.
"Srstttt. Don't yell, Be happy. Aren't you afraid that someone will see and marry us?" I brushed off his hand that tried to wipe my face.
"Najiiisss!! ohhhhh!" I spit on the floor. I'm still conscious. If I had not spit on his face.
"Married? oh, I forgot one thing that you're su—"
"Shut your mouth, Bang!" My breath has gone up and down no longer can stem emotions. "I know that this year you've been avoiding this problem. Do you know how tortured I am to this day? I didn't expect that Brother would do such a cruel thing to me. Where was my fault, Bang? I'm not as lucky as my brother who still has complete parents. But why do you still envy my life, Bang? Why would you ruin my life just for your own satisfaction? And as for Hardcore, I don't think you deserve to be called Brother!!"
"Slow down your voice, Ra. And shut your dirty mouth that." His eyes did not blink. I stared at him sharply with tears that had been so anti for me to shed.
"With you doing it all, it's getting complicated, Bang. Not to rule out the possibility when Tegar knows everything, he will fall back. His heart is weak, Bang. My brother is too short-minded. Brother wanted me to leave at the cost of Tegar's life. And now, as a result of Brother's actions, I must close all truth from Tegar in order to maintain its condition. I love you Hardcore, Bang. I don't want him to leave so fast because he knows all this stuff." I'm holding tight. I've been wanting to do all this for a long time. But this cowardly man in front of me chose to close his eyes and ears. What he wanted a long time ago was to destroy me and rid me of his family life. Bang Teguh no longer said a word when I had stopped talking. He turned around to leave me.
"One more time I remind you, brother. Until I will love and protect Tegar even though we are not meant to be together."
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One fierce slap landed on my cheek.