
Such a bright light made me squint my eyes that had just opened. I just regained consciousness after the anesthetic's influence was gone. My throat felt very dry and I received the glass propped up for me.
"So you better get married soon" said a man I didn't know his voice. I was surprised by the statement sentence then massaged my temple which still felt dizzy.
"What-what do you mean? What's the matter? who're you?" I asked without knowing what the man who just uttered the words marriage meant. I was confused because there were some people in this room.
"Son, I'll take responsibility for what he's done to you. You don't worry about me" said a middle-aged woman who sat next to me while rubbing my shoulder. I'm honestly still confused by the current situation. I turned to look at Mas Kukuh who just silently looked at me.
"I'm sorry but I'm the same Mas Sturdy-"
"We were planning to get married. But this is all my fault for rushing to do indecent things." Mas Steady cut my words.
"But-"
"I'll take responsibility for what I did to you, Happy. I'm sorry."
"Well Happy sister and Strong brother, you must immediately prepare for the wedding as soon as possible" said a well-dressed man in contrast to a religious figure. I'm choked. Still trying to digest everything that happened until I had to suddenly get married.
"Son, I dreamt. I brought you a kebaya. Now you use, yes," said the middle-aged woman after everyone left the room except for Mas Kukuh who still survives. I looked at the woman questioningly, but the woman just nodded and smiled sweetly.
"But I have to talk to you first, Steady Ma'am. Can you?"
"I just don't want your good name smeared, Ra. So let me take responsibility for this incident. Marry me" said Mas Steady. I shook my head but the woman who was the status of Mas Kukuh's mother clasped my hand to convince.
"It wouldn't be nice if it wasn't synchronized, son. Not only will your good name be tainted, but also our family."
My memory floated last night. The demon man who almost fucked me was beaten up by the man I believed in. On the one hand, I am very grateful to be saved from that fateful night. But on the other hand I have to involve others to cover up my disgrace that others have witnessed. Mas Kukuh had told me about last night, where he wanted to fix my clothes but simultaneously his family came to catch us. Mas Kukuh had tried to explain to his family, but his father still insisted on marrying us because there were some apartment neighbors who also joined the scene last night.
And that day was the day when Mas Steady made a holy promise before the Lord and several witnesses. That day I did not become a happy woman, because it was too hard to face the fact that I had become the wife of my best friend's lover, Sukma.
Flashback end
Until today, it has been a year more I became the wife of Mas Kukuh without many people know. During this time he and I worked together on various things. I was also reluctant to discuss the issue of divorce because given his services that have helped me free from the man's bondage. But I can't stand it now. I don't want to constantly hurt Sukma and Tegar.
Body's warming. I am lost in this comfort. I felt like someone was hugging me but I was reluctant to open my eyes because I did not want to get out of this dream world.
Six hours into the morning that felt very short. I felt like I had just fallen asleep but the alarm chirping was already very deafening. I'm moving on right away. It's time to start the day with excitement.
"Breakfast first, Deck."
"No need, Mas. Harder was almost there," I replied that made his face look disappointed.
"But I cooked from dawn, you know. And only this food works out perfectly. You try it first, yes," he persuaded. I took a breath and then nodded. At first glance I glanced at the kitchen which was already like a broken ship.
"Not to worry, this is all clean. Please sit down, Princess." Mas Kukuh.
I started scooping and stirring the food in doubt. Mas Kukuh is not a Hardcore who is good at wrestling with kitchen utensils. One mouthful landed on my tongue. I chewed while closing my eyes. Unconsciously I smiled.
"Enak," praised.
"Really, Deck? That's tomorrow Masakin again." I'm shaking.
"No need, Mom. You don't have to do that to maintain your relationship. Because I stick to my stance. I'll be looking for a lawyer soon, Mas" I said, then moved from my seat.
"Today I forbid your steps to get out, Be happy!"
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My steps that have been in the door stalled when I heard the words Mas Kukuh. I turned my body. His piercing sharp gaze seemed to weaken my nerves. I'm not stepping forward or back. Tears that have been in the pelupuk immediately I prevent it from falling. I threw away my face as Mas Kukuh stepped closer to me. I felt his breath hit my cheek.
"Don't go, please. You are the only one who understands me inside out. I've been committed to getting married once in a lifetime. Live with me. Forever" he said. It covers my face. I looked into my eyes so deep into my heart.
His face drew closer until my nose was about to touch him, I felt his breath getting closer to me, until something touched my lips gently. I was carried away by the comfortable atmosphere he created.