Happy Fajarini

Episode 6

My stomach was very turbulent when I saw Raisa's current condition. After a long wait, finally today becomes a happy momentum for pregnant women. Yes, today she's going to be in labor. But due to my excessive anxiety, my stomach acid finally rose. I was nauseous earlier. It's always like this when I'm feeling groggy or anxious. Mas Kukuh painstakingly nibbled at my nape. I told him to stay away, but he without any disgust washed my mouth.

Fifteen minutes. I finally finished my nausea show. I returned to Raisa's house with a body that had been squeezed. But everything is healed when Raisa has successfully given birth to her first child. My eyes shine. One creature of God was born in the world with his cute. I saw Raisa's face that seemed to be holding something back. He did not even complain or complain at all. It's amazing, isn't it. I think mother is the most extraordinary creature on the face of this earth. Mas Steady embrace my shoulder. He knows my anxiety. I nodded my sign that I was okay.

"That's like having a head again. Uh, Raisa kok—"

"He's ashamed to be seen, my dear." I laughed amusedly as Mas Kukuh persisted in peeking at Raisa's innate process. Especially when it was clearly visible his body was shaking. I just kept quiet. Letting him satisfy his curiosity. I hope he won't fall unconscious later.

Seven minutes later, a second baby caty was born safely. I stroked the first baby who didn't seem to want to be quiet from earlier to find the source of his life. It's orange. And the second baby turns out to be three. I can already guess the gender of the second baby. Definitely female. Because it is very rare there are three stripes of male sex. I glanced back at Mas Kukuh. Maybe if there was someone else here not later to bring up his facial expression now. It was like being scared, but also very curious.

Raisa's delivery is over. Raisa managed to give birth to four babies safely, healthy, and funny. And I don't know since when did Mas Kukuh lean on my shoulder. Watching Raisa licking her babies despite being tired.

"Mass?" I tried to raise his head from my shoulder.

"Now I know the struggle of women. It doesn't seem easy. Women are willing to feel pain and sacrifice their lives for a new creature that bears as their child. Deck, I'd like to ask you. Will you as a woman feel the pain of labor? If so, can the pain be transferred to your husband?"

"Sooner or later I'm going to play my part as a woman, Mas. Like whatever the pain will be, I'll run it all. I want to be one of the perfect women in this world" I solemnly replied. I look forward to the day when I will marry Tegar and hold the title of wife and mother of our children.

"Mas promised Mas will not be like a male cat who leaves his partner at the time of delivery. He will take those moments of struggle."

"Sukma is lucky to have Mas Steady," I said enthusiastically. Mas Kukuh looked at me somehow by what definition I could explain it. I hope he really holds his word. He will not be like a cat.

We are focusing on Raisa and her children. I consider the youngest one who looks the tiniest in between. I'm a cat lover. Very love. But I only had the chance to keep one, which is now five. Raisa's eyes looked so tired after stopping licking her babies one by one. I grabbed the pacifier I had prepared earlier and gave it to Raisa. Raisa accepts still with the position of rebound. He was not ready to rise again. I rubbed his head gently. Several times I said thank you for being a strong woman.

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My phone's ringing is on. I asked Mas Kukuh for help to replace my position to breastfeed Raisa. I grabbed my cell phone lying on the couch.

"Hi, Ra. I was in front of it. But how is the door locked from the inside anyway?" I gawked when I heard that Tegar had been in front. A second later I started to wake up and immediately looked for an excuse.

"Hm. Just a minute, Toy. I'm still changing clothes, right. Just stay away." I'll turn off my phone immediately.

My current goal is only focused on Mas Kukuh who is still holding babies. I immediately dragged him in haste. The protests kept coming out of his mouth. I just kept quiet while pulling his hand into the room. Lord Krishna would be anxious at a time like this.

"Why?" tanyakanya.

"There's a stiff front. While I'm brackets here. Don't be noisy, yeah." I warned him again through my index finger that was stuck to my lips.

"Daddy, wait!" Mas Kukuh pulled my hand.

"What else?" my many. He asked me to wait. Then he opened the closet. I don't know what he was looking for.

"This cake." Mas Kukuh put on me a thick cardingan and buttoned it. I frowned. But then I got it. Because my clothes are too open to meet Tegar. I got out of the room and locked it from the outside.

And sure enough, I've been standing by on my apartment doorstep. I enthusiastically hugged her tightly. My miss is full. A Hard hug always keeps me warm and comfortable. I let him in. My hand was still possessively holding her as if no one should disturb us both. I immediately invited Tegar to see the faces of our new foster children. Tell me a little bit about our activities lately. Don't forget I told you about my two-year celebration at the office.

"I don't think it's too bad, Ra. Then I go home first. Don't forget tomorrow." I'm nodding. Tomorrow I will return to witness the love of the sky for dusk with Tegar. Fill the day with the excitement we create. Thanks, Hardcore. Thank you for being present in my life.

"Fresh, Ra dear Hardcore." I hugged the body tightly, my love.

"Fresh is also very dear to Ra." Hardcore kissed my head. It always makes me feel loved. Makes me not lack of love.

"Promise?" ask me with a position.

"I'm promising, Dear. One more thing, you do not be too deket the same Mas Steady huh. Ra simply monitors him as Sukma asks. Don't be flirty." Rigid pinched my cheek with anxiety. I complained but also laughed.

"Steady Bag is like my own brother, Toy. Don't worry."

"I'm jealous, Ra. Whoever it is." I hugged him again. Calm it down like it's not going to happen. I love you, Hardcore. Hugely. Even though I was afraid there would be injuries. Your anxiety is true.

The departure of Tegar made me a little anxious as well as relieved. I dragged my feet towards the room where Mas Kukuh was confined. I spread my eyes. I saw a puff of smoke coming from Mas Kukuh. He smokes.

"Mas," I said. Mas Kukuh direct blingsatan and immediately turn off the nipple. After that, open all the windows.

I want to talk tonight. But again not until. The background of this man in front of me again makes me reluctant to ask again that. He also saved my pride. I'm sungkan. He's been very good all along. Coupled with Raden's father's deteriorating situation.