
"I'm sorry, Clara, I know you must be feeling very sick, just as I feel it, but I'm forced to do this for your own good, better you never know who I am than you are with me but will face danger, I will always love you Clara, always." Bryan said to himself, Bryan cried while holding his chest that felt tight.
Bryan only looks tough in front of Clara but behind Clara Bryan must withstand the pain is far from Clara.
Then it rained down as if he understood a heart was crying.
Bryan immediately took his car keys and got out in a hurry to catch up with Clara.
All eyes were on Bryan who ran unsteadily.
"Sir, where are you going?" Suddenly Wulan stops Bryan but Bryan just ignores him and soon catches up with Clara.
"Where's he going? In this weather." Bryan's grumbling worried about Clara.
Suddenly, Bryan's car stopped by itself not far from the bus stop.
Bryan's gaze was immediately drawn to a woman who was taking shelter at the stop.
That woman is Clara. Today Clara is really disappointed, her love for Bryan turned out to be clapping one hand. Bryan could not see Clara crying, wanting her to approach Clara but remembering the problems Bryan had caused her to abandon her intentions.
"Basic men have no heart! Rendi, Bryan all men are the same... Aarghs..." Groused Clara while shouting.
"The kiss... He really made me... Huh! If he doesn't like me why he should kiss me does he think kissing can reduce my disappointment, you idiot! You idiot! You stupid Clara." Clara said half-talking unable to continue her words.
"Conscious Clara! Be aware! Don't expect anything from her she doesn't even deserve to be loved, now you just focus on Audira, remember Clara! You've failed in love lest she make you fail twice."
Clara wiped her tears trying to stay strong.
Bryan ventured to Clara, but suddenly a car stopped in front of the stop. A man first approached Clara, the man was Rendi made Bryan again undo his intentions and could only be a spectator when Rendi hugged Clara.
Bryan sees Rendi seem to care and worry about Clara so much that Bryan is increasingly convinced to stay away from Clara because now Bryan feels Rendi is more worthy to keep and love Clara.
"Bryan maybe it's time for you to step down, Rendi needs Clara more, they already have a child that they have to take care of together, while you Bryan, you have no right to separate Rendi and Clara, you don't have to, they love each other for nothing you do a thousand ways you won't be able to get Clara." Bryan murmured to realize his love was clapping one hand.
The day went by boringly for Bryan and Clara who had not seen each other.
*****
"Darling, we'll be dinner tonight!" Rendi.
"Yes!" clara answered briefly without seeing Rendi.
Clara was more busy taking care of Audira than responding to Rendi made Rendi upset.
"You why the hell? Always being cold to me, I've taken pains to give you the best but you don't appreciate it at all."
"It's not so!"
"Then what? Clara I don't like ya with your attitude now, you used to be submissive and meek, but now it's cold like this."
"I don't want to argue Ren, Audira will wake up crying do you want to silence her?"
"You've always been like this, it's always Audira who's the reason to avoid arguments."
Clara was quite silent not wanting to continue her debate with Rendi.
Sundays
"Kath, would you like to go to the park? all of you sisters want to take Audira for a walk in the park."
"Okay, Kath get ready first."
"Dear hurry, brother and Audira are ready."
"Where are you going?" Rendi approached Clara who already looked neat with Audira.
"To the park, why? you wanna come?"
"No, I'm not used to walking around with kids, if we both go, obviously I'll come along."
"Oh yeah, I'm not forcing it either."
A few minutes later.
"Let's get going! Kath is ready."
"Eh Rendi, would you like to come too?"
"You just go."
Clara, Kathryn and Audira go to the park.
"Sister, we're just sitting there, it looks like the place is cool with the trees."
"Yes, come on Kath."
They also sit under the tree. On the other hand, Bryan also accidentally went to safety to meet his clients. Bryan accidentally sees Clara with Audira who is also at the park.
"Am I dreaming???" Bryan rubbed his eyes to make sure that he did see Clara.
"Clara, I miss you so much... Thank goodness you're okay now." Bryan's inner eyes began to glaze over at Clara with Audira, wanting to approach but not having the courage.
"Son, promise me you should always make your mommy happy" Bryan said inwardly, smiling as he looked at Audira and Clara from a distance.
Back
"Sir, Kath bought a drink for a while, is it okay for Kath to stay?"
"Dear go, there will be a nice Audira."
"Sir, what do you want to drink?"
"Mineral water is Kath."
Kathryn goes to buy a drink while Clara accompanies Audira to the park.
While engrossed in playing suddenly Audira sees Bryan.
"Pappa... Pappas... "
The smile on Audira's face instantly widened just like that while pointing at Bryan, Bryan who noticed it immediately dodged Audira's gaze.
It turns out that Audira's memory is very strong when at that time she only briefly saw Bryan through a mobile phone.
"Darling, what's wrong? Your daddy's not here he's home, baby." Clara turned to the direction Audira pointed at but Clara saw no one.
"Pappaaaa. "Audira suddenly cries when Bryan's shadow is gone.
"Oh my God, baby why are you crying? don't make mommy worry Dira!" Clara immediately held Audira and began to worry because Audira suddenly cried.
"Sister, what's going on?" Kathryn comes and is shocked to see Audira crying.
"So don't know, suddenly Dira cried she said there was her papa there, was Rendi here Kath?"
"Papa? brother Rendi is not here brother, and papa it is not Dira's call for brother Rendi."
Clara was surprised she only remembered that time Audira had called Bryan as papa, Clara did not suspect that Audira still remembered Bryan.
"Sister, why are you silent?" kathryn asked, patting Clara on the shoulder.
"ah! It's okay Kath, we sit down again yuk! Here give me the water brother is thirsty." Clara switched the conversation and passed to sit down.
What happened to Audira seems to have an influence on Clara, so Clara keeps thinking about Bryan.
"Sir, what Dira saw just now was real, are you really here, sir? But why don't you go near Dira." Inner Clara.
"Well! Awake Clara... What is he is why you have to think about it, he really wants to care about Dira, yes obviously not." Clara repeatedly shook her head slowly.
"What's wrong?" ask Kathryn astonished.
"ah! It's okay Kath, sister's head suddenly hurts."
"Oos... Then we go home, brother."
"Don't Kath! Later also the pain will decrease by itself."
"All right, brother."
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TO BE CONTINUE