
It's time for me to step back. Sometimes in certain situations backtracking does not mean losing, retreat because it does not want to hurt and hurt can be called with an attitude of maturity. That's what I want to do. I didn't want to go to Nanda with my happy family but for one reason I thickened my face to join them.
I was happy at last after so many years of happiness came to them, though in fact my heart felt sliced. But that's okay, now I'm going to learn to strengthen myself.
It's hard to say what's hidden in my mind, but it's the best way for Rendi's happiness that might also be the best for me.
"Rendi, Nanda, everyone! I want to say something." My words dilute the atmosphere.
"Say! Dear." Sahut.
"Repoint... Nanda. I'm glad you're together."
"The three of us will always be together, baby." Rendi.
"No! Ren." My words made the atmosphere stiffen.
"What do you mean?" Ask Rendi.
"Ren, I want to end our marriage." Finally without the slightest nervousness I said.
"What...???" Rendi started raising her voice.
"No Clara! You can't do that I love you so much." Said Rendi while hugging me but I immediately let go.
"Sorry Ren, I can't share a husband even if it's for my best friend."
"Clara don't be stupid!" Rendi.
"I'm not stupid Ren. This is the best way for you and me."
"Maybe if Nanda was in my position she would do the same thing no woman could share the love of her husband including me Ren, except only women who do not characterize the feelings of other women who want to be made second." Indirectly maybe I'm insinuating Nanda.
"Clara, I beg you not to do that, trust me Rendi loves you so much, she married me for some reason believe me, you consider going your separate ways!!!." Nanda tried to make me consider my decision.
"It's easy for you to say it because it didn't happen to you, I've experienced it you'll never know how sick I am."
"No Clara! I understand how you feel but please don't leave Rendi."
"Repoint... I'll take care of everything in court." My words at that time Rendi could not say anything she just silently held back her tears.
"Clara Mama please rethink your decision."
"Sorry ma! Maybe it's the best, mama take it easy I'll always remember my mama's kindness."
"Assalamualaikum, Clara's gone." I decided to get out of that house.
"I beg you never to leave me." Rendi pulled my hand to stop my steps but suddenly Nanda fainted to the dismay of all of us.
"Double!!!" I immediately approached Nanda who was lying unconscious and Rendi took her to the room.
We were all freaking out about something happening to Nanda, however Nanda was still my best friend I didn't hate her at all. After the doctors examined him we all knew that Nanda's cancer had entered stage 4, which really shocked me.
"Mother." I approached Nanda who was beginning to realize that she was tightly grasping my hand Nanda was very pale and weak.
"Clar!!! You should know the reason behind my marriage to Rendi."
FLASHBACK NANDA AND RENDI 1.5 Years Ago!!!
At that time Nanda's father was seriously ill and was in debt because his company was bankrupt and Rendi who had paid all his debts.
"Son Rendi thank you very well to om and Nanda if you are not there maybe Nanda will marry the criminal."
"Yes om, as fellow Rendi is obliged to help people who are in trouble."
"You're preparing to marry your daughter?"
"No dad! Nanda and Rendi could not do it, Rendi already.." suddenly Rendi silenced Nanda's mouth.
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