
"I'm sorry, Ren. Mother is right I am not a perfect wife, I am useless, even until now I have not been able to make you and your family happy, all the ways and treatment I have taken but no results, no results, the doctor said I was healthy but still had no results." My mind remembered the words of my in-laws.
O Allah, strengthen the servant, guide the servant if the servant deserves to be by the side of the servant's husband, so allow the servant to be with him always and help the servant. But if not a servant, find him a wife who can give him offspring that bring happiness to all of them, O God." My mind was staring at my husband's sleeping face beside me.
"Cup. hiks...hiks" I kissed her forehead. I cried, began to resign to the situation, helplessness makes me weak to face this problem.
I turned my back to my husband, and I suddenly felt my husband's arms curled around my stomach. I was surprised that I immediately wiped my tears so that she wouldn't see me crying.
"Dear." My teeth.
"Hmmm.." I said it turns out my husband woke up from his sleep.
"Darling, are you crying?" He asked, turning my body to face him.
"Ti.dak, I glimpsed Ren." I looked for an excuse while rubbing both my eyes.
He got up from his fall while pulling my hand to sit face to face. Suddenly he hugged me and kissed me.
"I know when my wife cries and when she's happy your eyes explain everything, baby. You can't lie to me, I can feel it if you cry then my chest will also feel tight." she said, pointing her hand to her chest.
"Darling, no wife is imperfect, they are perfect in their own way. Honey, you know Siti Aisyah the wife of His Majesty Muhammad SAW all her life can not conceive but she never felt imperfect. The Prophet loved him very much, so my dear wife should not feel imperfect because everything is the will of God, and I will always love my wife." Said my husband at length who made me very moved, it feels my sadness began to fade my spirit has returned after hearing the explanation.
I feel very lucky to have Rendi. He was a very understanding husband, and most importantly he loved me without regard to my flaws.
Today Rendi will be going out of town because there is a troubled company branch office, so she will be gone for a week. This is not the first time Rendi went out of town, once a month surely he went out of town. But somehow his departure this time made me blind jealous.
"Darling, I'm coming with you." I forced Rendi.
"But promise yes, keep your eyes off other women's lyrics other than mine" I said.
"Promise baby, calm down. Cup..." Rendi kissed my forehead.
"I'll let you go to my mom's house, I'll be bored at home alone after you're gone, baby." I asked.
"Of course you can, baby. Later Mr. Ucup will take you." replied Rendi.
"You take good care of yourself." Rendi hugged me.
"Tell me also to my father and mother, I can't come with you to go to their house, baby" said Rendi.
"Dear, they must understand my husband is super busy, don't forget to call me when he gets there" I replied while tidying up the collar of Rendi's shirt.
"Yes my darling. I'm leaving first. Oh, yeah..." The rendition also passed away.
"Oh God, protect my husband keep him out of the sight of the women out there." I murmured that my jealousy was unwarranted.
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