FROM THE HEART

There's Nothing Wrong Just Forgiving

"Ara, it's not like you see, I can explain Ara, I didn't betray you, don't get me wrong baby, I love you Ara, love you so much." bryan muttered with the car that drove towards the road back home.

Bryan's heart and mind are restless and worried, afraid Clara will get angry and take shortcuts to their relationship, because Bryan knows Clara likes to make decisions without rethinking.

Bryan reaches home, he immediately runs into Clara's whereabouts. Bryan finds his baby sleeping in bed alone, then where is Clara. Bryan approached for a moment the sleeping baby.

"Darling, sorry papa, papa has made your mama hurt, papa promises to try to restore your mama's trust son, sleep well Dira my dear son." lirih Bryan rubbed the child's face and then kissed her.

Then Bryan went back to looking for his wife around their room.

Clara crouches under the cold shower, and recalls the times when Rendi betrayed her and now she is again hurt by Bryan, the only person she trusts the most at the moment.

"Lord, this is not fair to me, I have never toyed with someone's heart, then why is my life destined to always be betrayed, this is not fair to God, can't you give me just a little happiness in life, I hate my fate like this, I better end it all." Clara said in a loud voice heard by Bryan who had never thought of looking for Clara in the bathroom, as soon as he heard the voice of his wife in there Bryan immediately pointed to him.

"It's a shame to open the door" said Bryan, Clara locked the bathroom door, she kept saying her life was not justice and wanted to end it all made Bryan even more panicked

"Ara, please don't do that, open the door Ara..."

But there was no answer from Clara, even her voice was no longer heard.

"Ara.." when he broke down the bathroom door he was a little relieved because the wife was still breathing, but Bryan's heart could feel the suffering of the wife.

Bryan ran towards Clara then turned off the shower with the cold water, and grabbed her body.

"Don't approach me..." Clara pushed Bryan away, curled up in tears in the corner of the bathroom.

"I'm sorry Ara, please don't be like this, don't avoid me like this Ara..." Bryan walked over to Clara, and sat down next to her. He felt tight in his chest to see his wife really hurt because of the stupidity he did.

"You've made me realize who I really am, I'm just a widow who doesn't know herself expecting a prince to accept a filthy woman like me, haha I'm so shameless." lirih Clara suddenly she laughed once in a while.

"Ara, don't call yourself a widow, I'm your husband Ara soon our son will be born into this world, please don't talk like that anymore." Bryan hugged his wife, without realizing Bryan also shed tears.

"Ara, thank you for making me aware, I admit I was lulled in sweet words, fortunately you reminded me of my current status, and reminded me of our struggle to be together, if not, if not, maybe I'll drown further into making this mistake." Bryan regretted while wiping away the tears of his wife.

"You deserve to be happy Di, go chase your happiness, if he can make you comfortable and happy I will let you go, me and Audira are just the heaviest burden of your life, Audira is not your son but I always wish you would accept it, I don't know shame, me and my son will leave, we'll stay away from you" Clara said in a voice.

"Son, we'll get out of here, your dad will be happy without us." Clara started talking to the baby in her stomach.

Clara was stunned helplessly withstanding the pain in her heart that had repeatedly felt betrayal by her loved ones.

Bryan was shocked to hear the words of the wife who seemed to want to release herself and did not want to fight for love and maintain her household.

"You want to leave me alone, don't you want to fight for me...?"

Bryan grabs the wife's hand and wants to wipe her tears but Clara scratches Bryan's hand from her face.

"Pursue your happiness, let go of a woman who doesn't know who I am, so many burdens I have accumulated in your life, she has also betrayed me, and now that I'm ready to be betrayed, I'm ready to let you go as long as you are happy." lirih Clara's.

Clara got up and wanted to get away from Bryan, but before Clara walked out of the bathroom Bryan clasped her wrists tightly.

"My only happiness is you and our children, Ara" Bryan said loudly making Clara instantly close her eyes to the words that came out of her husband's aunt.

Clara was stunned and lowered her head, Bryan hugged her tightly, but as if Bryan did not want to touch her Clara struggled to escape but Bryan did not want to let go.

"Ara, you are mine until when you are the only one who deserves me, my happiness is only one that you and our children will always be like that, will not be replaced by anyone." Bryan wiped his tears and kissed his head.

"Let's split up, Di.." That's all Clara said in her husband's arms.

There was no storm but Bryan was surprised when he heard the sentence as if thunder roared, Bryan's heart collapsed instantly as if struck by lightning.

"What are you saying, baby?" The hug stretched easily Clara a step away from Bryan.

"It's better that we part, I know you're comfortable with him, I'll do anything for your happiness, now I give you that freedom."

Clara went to the closet, picked up her bag and put in her clothes and the child.

"I'm used to thinking about other people's happiness, you don't have to worry, I can take care of my own life."

Clara still insisted on packing all her clothes into the bag.

"Ara, please forgive me, just this time please give me a chance to correct my mistake, don't leave me, baby." lirih Bryan hugged Clara from behind and buried her face into Clara's shoulder.

Clara closed her eyes for a moment, it was hard for her to deal with a situation like this, but to leave was difficult because she also did not want to stay away from Bryan.

"It's all my fault, I shouldn't be present in your life, maybe you won't be as burdened as you are now and surely you've been happy with her too, let me go..."

"It's not you who is present in my life, it's me who is present in your life, I'm looking for you because I want to live with you" Bryan said loudly, he wants Clara to come to her senses and give her a chance to fix everything.

"I can't be like this." Clara walked towards Audira who was sleeping so well, she wanted to wake Audira up and go with her.

Bryan's heart was slashed before Clara approached the baby, she turns over Clara's body and kisses her lovingly, but Clara does not resist, instead compensating for the kiss because she really misses this kind of kiss from her husband.

Before long Bryan let go of his kiss and smiled at the wife's face, Bryan was a little relieved to see Clara's face showing a slight smile.

"Ara, have you forgiven me?" thought.

"Take the kiss as a sign of my farewell" said Clara and walked to the bed to wake the baby, again Bryan clasped his hand tightly.

"If you don't want to keep me, then think of our children, do you want to keep me away from them, do you want them to be born without a father, Ara, he said, I can accept all your anger but not with our babies, they are innocent lest our children become victims of our mistakes, if this problem can still be fixed I beg of you please give me one last chance to fix everything, otherwise I still won't let you say goodbye, whatever I do, I can restore your trust."

"Look at me baby, look at my eyes." Bryan lifted Clara's face gently.

"In, I'm jealous, I'm so jealous to see you with her, you're so cool yourself and you forget about me and Audira, you never make me milk again for me, talk to me even if you're reluctant, you used to always put me and Audira first, you said family was your priority, but after she came everything changed, you didn't care about us anymore, I was sad, very sick Di."

Clara's cry broke out instantly. Bryan hugged her guiltily, Clara banging on the chest of her husband whose field seemed to vent all the tired emotions she was craving.

"Ara, I love you so much more than my life, give me a chance to fix everything."

Clara just kept quiet and cried, she did not know what to answer, because Clara was afraid her trust was betrayed again when she started to trust someone. Bryan understood that.

Although Clara still feels sick and disappointed in Bryan, but Clara also does not want to be selfish, there is no harm in giving one opportunity for her husband because Bryan did not have any relationship with the woman.

"Ara, I'm going to cut off all work relations with her, as long as our household returns to the same peace as before."

Finally Clara smiled again, one smile from the wife even though she still looks wry but has made Bryan feel a little relieved.

"I promise not to repeat the same mistake again, dear.I swear on the name of God who created this universe." Bryan kissed his wife and hugged her again.

"Promise never to repeat again, my heart hurts so much, I don't want you to be like me..." Clara stopped her sentence because Bryan held his lips, Bryan did not want Clara to remember her mass.

"Are you still thinking about him?" Bryan looked at the wife's face curiously.

"Not like that, it's just that now the pain is back I feel, even now more painful." Clara lowered her head and buried her in Bryan's chest.

"I'm more sure you love me, baby." Bryan held his wife, Clara wrapped her hands around her husband's neck.

"So all this time you weren't sure how deep my love was?" ketus Clara's.

"I'm always sure, please forgive me dear."

With the gentleness that Bryan gave when facing the anger of his wife made Clara melt and now can forgive Bryan. Clara also did not want to destroy her household just because of one mistake, they finally made up. Bryan hugged his wife again as if the hug was a sign he was really afraid of being left behind by his wife and children.

"Don't cry anymore huh, Araku, later Dira woke up hearing his mother cry." Bryan carried his wife's body and circled around so happy to have received an apology from his wife, making Clara dizzy.

"Here you go, stop Didi, what if I fall?" whining Clara, Bryan laid her on the bed.

They look at each other.

"I love you Ara, love you so much." kissed the wife's forehead.