Frisson

My heart word

"Please talk, I'll taste the food there" said Zia, who chose to let us talk. He deliberately gave us both space to talk freely. Even so, I'm not comfortable. It was as if Zia knew what Juno was going to say other than Kayla.

"We can talk three, Zia. You can listen if Juno forces a conversation." I have to keep Zia here. Zia's lips smiled gently. I like that. That smile now often graced her lips for me. His hand also stroked my arm slowly.

"I really want to eat a little dessert. Let me be free to enjoy it for a while," Zia pinta pleaded quietly.

"alright. Don't go far."

"I'm not a kid, Han. Stop that. Embarrassment." Zia flicked her hand while blushing at my words. Lips smile. It might be Juno who was dumbfounded to see the interaction between the two of us. Me and Zia.

"Aren't you okay?" juno asked, my pleasure was seeing Zia walking with her back.

"What?" ask me with a displeased look.

"You. Your attitude. Your attitude towards Zia." Juno pointed at the mannerisms of the two of them just now.

"What's wrong with that?" my question doesn't care. Actually I know, it's just pretending not to understand.

"It's so wrong, Han." As Juno said that I glanced at him sharply. "E .. It's wrong because I know about who you love. It wasn't him but Kayla. But after seeing your attitude just now, I got confused."

"Not to be confused. Just look," I said calmly. Then look towards Zia who really wants to enjoy the dish. She looks cute and adorable as she picks up one small piece of cake and devours it. My lips smiled unconsciously.

"I heard about the switch of the cosmetics company's inheritance rights. So ... You no longer want it?" juno asked to discuss my wishes first.

"No."

"It's surprising to me" Juno said, looking frustrated. Yep. That's mydream. In that dream I wanted Kayla to be with me. That was. Before I realized that I was supposed to be with Zia, not Kayla. My parents' choice. "Then you ignored Kayla?"

"That's how."

"That's cruel, Han." I didn't think Juno was defending that woman. Well ... it is not denied that Juno is indeed closer to him than Zia. They're close friends.

"Yes. When I chose her, it was also cruel to Zia. I hurt her."

"However, Kayla used to be the one you loved."

"Don't dictate my heart, Jun. Sounds selfish, but I have to choose, right?"

"Then you chose Zia and threw Kayla away as well as your dream of inheriting a cosmetics company?" ask Juno.

"Yes. That's my choice."

"What else is that about? Why not be the heir to the company when you choose Zia who is eligible to own the company?" asked Juno who was actually very curious about it.

"none. Rules change suddenly." Of course it is impossible for me to say that there is a forbidden relationship between Zia and Gara. As a result of me ignoring her, Zia was looking for her own way of pleasing herself.

"That's very unwise. Kayla is hurt so much by your attitude." Juno pointed at me with an annoyed face. There's no dispute about that. I just shut up. Then look back at Zia. He showed me the phone in his hand. Cellphone's ringing. There was a message from him.

"No. I'm not leaving. I'll keep you company."

"No need." Then he gave the code with his hand wanting to leave. Apparently sending a message with the wife is so encouraging. I lost that moment.

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Gara was still sitting with Mina and a few other important people. When that moment both of her eyes saw Zia stepping apart from Hanen and the others.

"Where are you going?" asked Mina who was surprised to see me will move away from the conversation circle that not even everyone can join.

"There's something important" I replied slowly.

"important? More important than talking to them?" mina asked quietly in surprise. He looked around him. Showing that the people who are with them are not ordinary people. It's not easy talking to them. This is an opportunity that must be utilized when you can talk to them.

"Of course" I answered sure. Mina blinked her eyes in disbelief.

"Are you sure you'll leave them when they've decided to talk to you?" asked Mina again as if to advise me.

"Don't dictate to me, Mina," I whispered.

"Oh, sorry. I just reminded you." Mina chose to withdraw. He didn't keep urging me not to walk away from this conversation. So this woman is really thinking about business interests only. Not wanting to hold me back.

"I know what I have to do" I answered and approached the important people. Speaking for a moment then left after they nodded in agreement. Mina just watched me from behind as I stepped away.

I believe Zia's footsteps are heading down this aisle. But I can't find him. Looking at the empty hallway I was confused. Suddenly panicked and wanted to shout calling his name out loud. When it appeared he was coming out of the toilet door in the corner of the hallway.

"Zia .." I said softly. Looking at me who was standing right in the middle of the road that she was going on, Zia tiptoed slowly. She's surprised. Then his feet stepped quickly to dodge. "I'm not going to hurt you, Zia. No," I said begging. I saw his steps stop. He wants to listen to me. "Sorry, Zia. Excuse me. I'm sorry to say to you from my heart. I'm guilty of you. Ihurt you. I've been acting crazy and not thinking straight." Zia looked down and was silent. But I know he still listens to all my words.

Slowly his head turned. It fostered a sense of pleasure in my heart. Zia wants to look at me. After she turned her face away from me earlier, I felt unable to see her turn her face on purpose. I'm not ready yet.

"Have you?" ask Zia flat. I felt a painful pulse in my heart. Questions with a cold touch are the cause.

"Yet. There's still a lot I want to tell you, but it doesn't seem like you want to listen anymore." Though I wanted to hide this poignant taste, but somehow could not. Zia kept quiet and kept looking at me.

"Speak again. After that, promise me we'll be as ordinary as ever." When I said that I saw him swallow. As if it were hard to say. He's trying too. Trying to improve the situation between us that has been made like this. Not only am I in trouble, but so is he.

"I'll talk if you'll let me." I should be able to use this. "I love you, Zia." I saw his bead widen. She's surprised. Me either. Not expecting what came out of my lips was this. But I have no regrets. I do love her. "Although you chose to go back to Han and fix your marriage, I still love you. That's not gonna change, Zi."