Frisson

Tired of heart and mind

The door slowly opened. Zia stood up as she looked outside. Find out who has entered his room. This was an area that Han was guarding because of the secret between the two of them. A tray is seen first in front of the door.

"It's me, Zi." Appearing Hanen. Zia stopped stepping. He looked at Han in surprise. This guy shows up with a tray. Zia's eye beads came down looking at what this man was carrying. A tray containing food and drinks.

"I brought you breakfast, Zi," Han said, leaving Zia stunned. Then he blinked neutralizing his shock. Zia chose to go back to her bed and sit down.

"No need to bother, Han. Don't do anything unusual you do." Zia threw away her face.

"I am a hassle. Because I've never done anything like this to anyone. Even Kayla." Han sat down beside Zia with the tray already detached from her hand as it was placed on the table. Zia closed her eyes for a moment in annoyance. "On the commotion ..."

"I don't want to talk to you, Han. I want to be alone." Zia interrupted. He doesn't want to talk about anything.

" ... but I'm not. I want to talk to you, "forcibly Hanen. Zia turned to Han beside her in annoyance. At the sight so Han was undaunted and retreated. He's sitting there. "Eat first" he asked.

"There's no need to do this if you just want to talk. Isn't that usually the case?"

"Eat first. I don't want to see you skip breakfast. You have to eat." Han still wanted to ask Zia for breakfast. Last night this woman skipped dinner because she kept crying.

"I'll eat if I want to eat."

"Stop being cold, Zi," hoped the current Han would lose his arrival.

"Then what do you want?" Zia looked at Hanen sharply.

"Since I've seen you begin to overcome your heartache I'm sure I'll lose you. Moreover, seeing the strange gurgle from Gara when I was with you, I felt like I had lost to you." Hanen reveals why she suddenly changed like this.

"No. You won, Hanen. Because you have managed to hurt me and make me fall, until finally I can be with Gara. You made me fall. Congratulations Han."

"Stop congratulating me while you sneer at me. I know what that survivor means."

"That's great."

"Let Go."

"unleash? Hhh ...." Zia sneering. "You're easy to say whatever you want Han. You didn't want to let go of Kayla yourself but told me to let go of Gara."

"I'll take Kayla off." Han's promise was unexpected. But he is Hanen. It could be that he was only bragging for the sake of winning Zia's heart first.

"Why?" ask Zia cynically.

"Because I'm guilty. I've been ignoring, dumping and ignoring you unconsciously." Han's self-esteem was still high.

"Without consciousness?" asked Zia with squeaking eyes. "Don't you remember that from the beginning you had stressed that I wouldn't be in your love?" He reminded me of Hanen's words.

Hanen sighed. Something is wrong. "No. I'm sober. I realized I deliberately wanted to hurt you because you got rid of Kayla" Hanen finally admitted.

"What do you expect now?"

"Relationship is better."

"Relationship is better? This fast?" snorted Zia while shaking her head. He smiled scornfully. Again. "Is that possible Han? Ye? You want to fix our relationship? No kidding. I already know your nature."

"My words are so unbelievable. I-i understand. But I have to try. I have to try to conquer you again. Trying to make you believe I'm serious. The mistake you said made my eyes open. It turns out I can't waste you."

"No. Don't say it's too late. We can still fix our husband and wife."

"sorry. I've loved Gara." Han's hand clenched hearing the confession of love from the woman who bore the predicate as his wife. If possible, he wanted to smash Gara all out in front of Zia.

Han should be able to hold it. Must be patient. If he really wants a good relationship, he has to start from now on. Indeed late. But it was better before Zia and Gara went further. Moreover, Gara is determined to marry Zia if she can make herself release Zia. His sister wasn't messing around about taking Zia.

"I knew. But I also do not give up easily. I've decided to keep you as my wife. If I have to kneel to you, I want to." Hanen prepared to kneel.

"Dam!" zia shouted while standing up. The man doesn't care. He remained on his knees in front of Zia. "You think I'll change my mind to stop loving Gara if you act like this?" Han silently did not answer.

Zia grumbled annoyedly. In front of him, Hanen Laksana. The man with full of his pride and authority before everyone, was now kneeling in front of him. Asking him to come back can love him.

"Stand, Han. You don't have to be like this. This is the way for us" pinta Zia.

"My real way is to love you. Love and honor you as my wife. I who hurt you have gone the wrong way. Now is the time for me to make amends by truly loving you."

"It's gonna hurt Kayla and Gara and feel like they're just being used, Han."

"I don't care."

"You're so selfish."

"I need to be selfish, Zi. If I've ever made a mistake with my selfishness before, I also need to make improvements to our relationship with my selfishness as well. Whatever it is, I have to do to get you again" Han said seriously. Making Zia sigh heavily.

"After you've hurt me, and I've started to find happiness, you want to start over?"

"Your happiness is pseudo, Zi."

"How to really love me."

"Whatever it is, you can't be together. Because I'm not letting you go, Zi."

"Stop messing with me, Han. I deserve to be free."

"No. I don't want to lose you. You need to know, I'm not playing you. I intend to be your husband."

"You've become my husband."

"On paper only. That's what you said. All this time we were just husband and wife on paper. I made it so. So I'm gonna start acting like a real husband."

"So you started to change your mind when I was about to leave you? You're starting to feel like you're going to be ignored by me, aren't you?"

"I can't argue. I have changed because of that. Because someone will take you from me. Excuse me. I want to keep you for fear of losing you. Ja. I really am." Hanen did not deny that he had indeed changed because someone was about to seize Zia. Gara's appearance made him aware. "Maybe it's too late, but it still needs to be fixed."

"What else does Han need to fix?" lirih Zia was getting tired of arguing.

"All. Everything was. It started with me. I had to change for the sake of the household that I destroyed myself. Changed from a marriage I never wanted."

"Hhh ... I'm tired of Han." Zia took a long breath. This debate was exhausting the heart and mind. Zia gradually spread. It was Han who was still sitting on the bed.

"Eat. Don't hurt your body. I'm going to the office. You better take a break." Han left their bedroom. Leaving Zia who chose silence did not answer.