Frisson

I love you

This morning's meal was tense. Han was busy looking at me and Gara took turns at the dining table. The man was trying to observe both of us. I who originally wanted to distract from Gara who urged me about the night we made love by trying to make Han melt, now feel lazy and tired.

Especially with Han's attitude that bluntly accused me of making his sister a victim. It was unthinkable for me to make Gara a victim. Even if I end up getting him stuck in a situation like the present.

"Did you like the job in your office right now, Ga?" tanya Han started the conversation.

"Lumayan," replied Gara in his reluctant style.

"That's an accomplishment for you. It is rare to see you intend to work in a family company. Are you not a rebel to our parents. You'll never want to continue a family-owned company because of your principles." There's insults in there. That's vivid. The rebels are rude in that sentence.

Rara who this morning did not exist because she was staying at her best friend's house could not bear witness to the conversation of her two older brothers who seemed to be enemies.

"Indeed. I have no intention of having a position in the family company. However, isn't that the request of mama who wants me to settle down in your company. I'm just trying to be a good boy."

"really? Was it not for something else? The new thing that makes you feel at home is in my company." Highlight Han's eyes leading to something else.

"New thing? I don't understand what you mean."

"Do you really not understand?" search Hanen.

"really surprising. I don't understand myself having something new that you mean, but you can already find it. You are so smart and great Han. It's just right that our parents make you the heir to our family's throne."

"Mahaha ..." Han laughs. I don't know what he laughed at. The tail of his eyes glanced at me. If so, it must be related to me. So what Hanen meant by the new thing was me. The suit I was wearing last night made Han have this conversation.

I had breakfast this morning with a upset mind. No longer sad or hurt. Angry last night because Han's words just kept on remembering. However it can be disguised when I see Gara sitting in front of me. Remembering the sweet treatment the man had for me. Makes my feelings mixed.

"Zia, you said your mother was sick. What if after work we went to see him?" tawang Han's.

Visiting mom? It changed this guy. I looked at him with astonishment. But Han looked calm despite capturing the look of my astonished face. He still looks at me for answers.

"Yes. It's up to you." Yep. Whatever. It could have been this morning Han offered to visit mother, but later, it could have been that she suddenly changed. Does not appear and does not give an explanation like before. So it's up to you.

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This morning I went to work alone. Not with Han or Gara. I chose the driver at home.

"Don't go with Mr Han, miss?" ask the driver to doubt.

"No. I'd like to go to work alone, sir."

"But Mr. Han is like he's waiting for you near his car." The driver was a little nervous when he said that. I looked at Han's car which was parked. The man was standing next to his car. Looking at the car I was riding in with a furious face.

"No Sir. He's not waiting for me. You can take me to the office now." I'm affirming. The driver finally started the engine with his head occasionally turning towards Han. Then run the car and nod as it passes Han.

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I'm not going straight to the company building. The driver dropped me off at a small cosmetic outlet near the company building. I took a moment to look at the glow products there. Although the outlet is small, but sales of Glow cosmetic products are good.

When I finished, I walked to the office. Walking is often amazing. Meet a lot of people. Like two guys who always look at me, then smile. I nodded and smiled as well to respect them.

"I don't think you'll show up at the office because it won't come soon" he said, showing a worried face.

"I'm visiting a cosmetic outlet near this building." I think this guy's going somewhere because he's coming opposite me. But when I got into the elevator, he followed. "You're riding again?" many wonder.

"Yes. I was just looking for you. You went to the office first, but I came first. Your phone can't be called. I think there's nothing with you. So I deliberately went down to look for you." I accidentally didn't turn on my phone. Is he looking for me? Really funny.

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When he arrived upstairs, precisely the new room of Gara, the man pulled me. Forcing me into his room.

It was Memey who would call Zia, not so.

"Why did Pak Gara forcefully pull Zia like that? Anything important? Just this time I saw them look familiar like sister."

Memey raised his eyebrows in astonishment. Failing to call Zia, this woman returned to her seat.

Meanwhile, Zia who was surprised at being pulled into the room Gara grumbled.

"Gara, what are you doing? What if a lot of people find out you pulled me forcibly like this? What do they say about us?" my protest.

"I want to talk to you." I saw the watch on my wrist.

"It's still very early in the morning for us to talk. Especially if I just came. It's work hours."

"Although this deputy manager is forcing you?"

"What?" I blinked my eyes repeatedly.

"Yes. This deputy manager is forcing you to talk."

"You're exercising your rights inappropriately."

"I have to."

"Hhh ... What's up, Ga? What should I talk about?" I finally want to listen.

"I love you" said Gara to make me stop. The words suddenly froze. Then my chest immediately thumped. My heart beats faster. There was a warm feeling that passed by just now. But I still behave naturally. Looked at his face straight.

"No. You wrong. You misinterpreted your feelings for me. You don't love me. You're just sorry for me who married someone but didn't care. Both his body and mind were ignored."

"You don't believe it?"

"That's very clear, Ga. There's no way you love me. You just might be a little obsessed with me peddling my body to me. Gave you a sweet offer but also not sane." I gulped when I said this. "You don't love me. You just want my body ..," I said softly and painfully.

My long words were able to make Gara speechless. He just looked at me with a view I didn't understand.

"So you think I want to enjoy your body just because I'm a man, Zi?" ask Gara like he's hurt.