Frisson

Frisson
Sorry, I hurt you




Zia starts to go to work accompanied by Hanen. Ever since he said he wanted to improve the relationship, this guy really did. Han started to notice Zia. Starting from the small things, he tried to do it.


Even at breakfast, Han did something that he was not used to. Like pulling a chair for Zia. Ask if the food this time is good or not. Han asked a lot of trivial things that made Zia's ears flushed with embarrassment and discomfort. That's not unusual.


Rara could only smile. But as soon as he saw the other chair, Rara looked sad. Because I didn't come home. The chair is empty. Rara also felt the sadness that Gara felt.


Although Gara did not return home, he still worked as usual. The man did not forget his responsibilities as a worker.


"Zi, if you leave, please give my report to Mr. Han, yes?" memey.


"Me?"


"Yes. It's not like you're going to go review together."


"Why should I review together with Han?"


"Your husband hasn't told you?"


"What about?"


"Because you've been sick, he deliberately accompanied you to review the next promotion place," said Memey to make Zia astonished. It must have been just Han's plan to continue to be able to monitor him. Sick? Yes, I'm out of heartache. "And all of you .. entrust it to Mr. Gara. He requested sales data this month. I've asked the sales department for all the data." Memey handed me a thick envelope.


"Why?"


"Yes. Your ex-partner. Cepet yes, Zi. Thank you," Memey said without looking at the facial expression of this woman. Then he went back to doing something on the computer.


If you only ask Hanen about him who will be accompanied by her, it doesn't matter. If you have to meet Gara ... Zia's hands moved uneasily. How could he head to Gara's room while he was currently ignoring the man. Zia's steps faltered.


Yeah, no. Yeah, no. Zia gamang's. Suddenly the door of the room opened. The man appeared from behind the door.


"Zia .." reproved Gara surprised to see this woman at the door of his room.


"I want to ..."


"Come in." Zia's hand was pulled into the room by Gara. Zia surprised. She's confused. Must be because they think they're gonna talk about both of them.


"How about, I ..." Suddenly Gara hugged Zia's body tightly.


"I miss." Because it seemed to spill all his longing on this embrace. It was felt by Zia's body which was held so tightly by this man. Zia's eyes closed feeling the same longing. However, he had to say something immediately.


"Ga. I came here to deliver something," Zia said on the sidelines of Gara's embrace. Gara's hand kept Zia's body away from her while looking at this woman.


"What?"


"Let go of me first. It's a little crowded."


"sorry. I'm too happy to see you." Finally Gara's hand was released from Zia's body.


"Ah, that. Thank you Zia." I received the envelope with a smile. "Then ... do you come here to talk to me?"


"E ... it ...."


"Sit down." Gara's hand guided Zia's body to sit on the sofa. "I've tried calling and texting. But none of you reply. Did Han forbid you to touch a cell phone?" Zia simply replied with a smile.


Not forbidding, but the man just gave her a hard choice. "Why just came to see me, Zi?" ask Gara with shady eyes. Gara's hand squeezed Zia's fingers gently. It was as if he was so happy to talk to Zia again. "I was waiting for you last night." For tucking Zia's fingers.


Zia's heart felt a tremor. He was happy, but also upset. Slowly he let go of Gara's hand. I was surprised and surprised to see that.


"Why, Zi?" ask Gara when Zia is agitated. Zia's head was down. He knew what Zia was thinking. "Do you think you want to mend your relationship with Han?" ask Gara. She felt Zia's attitude towards him was starting to differ. Zia slightly moved away from him.


"I .. I don't know, Ga," said Zia, keeping her head down. He's in a dilemma. Gara looked at the old Zia. Then take a long breath.


"Maybe, for you I'm just a temporary port." He threw his back on the sofa.


"Don't say that, Ga." Zia looked up and looked at Gara guiltily.


"I know and understand. You came to me while you were being hurt by Han's treatment. I was overwhelmed at the time. I'm persuaded."


"Ga, about that ..."


"From the beginning in your heart there was only Hanen. You want to marry her because you love her. It's just that you're out of luck. You married Han just as a display, angry, and other reasons that are still a mystery. May I call you just using me?" tanya Gara with a scarred face.


Zia closed her eyes for a moment hearing Gara insult her. But he can't say anything. He was just like what Gara said. She's contemptible.


If he was currently worried, it was likely that he was approaching Gara just because he wanted to take advantage of this man. That's what's on Gara's mind. He just needs a moment's attention.


"Ga, I still love you, but ... the situation ..." Zia tried to explain. "Sorry, Ga."


"It's okay, Zi."


"No. You must have been very hurt. I'm sorry Ga."


"You're not wrong. It is also the circumstances that force you to do so. You are a victim of the sickening attitude of someone who started to become a perpetrator because of anger," said Gara while clenching his hands. "You are hurt and unknowingly hurt because you are depressed and need affection ..." Because I said it calmly.


Zia knew it couldn't be because of that. Now this guy can't be okay. He must be angry at her and Han. Zia's eyes began to glaze over.


"You will also think of your family and my parents. If you end up choosing me, it will hurt a lot of people, including your mother. It seems like I better end my feelings for you," said Gara with teary-eyed beads. Zia's tears started to flow. Both of Zia's hands began to cover her face. This woman is crying.


Actually Gara wanted to let Zia cry, but she didn't have the heart. Body approaching.


"Come here." For pulling Zia's body gently and then hugging her. "Don't cry Zia. I'm okay," said Gara calmly. Zia was crying. Pretending to be strong. From the end of her eyes there was also a tear.


Hanen, who had been looking for her sister since yesterday and wanted to talk, was standing outside the door. He who was about to enter, stopped when he heard Gara speak which made Zia's tears melt. Han stood still in his place. Then return to his room before anyone knows he heard their conversation.