Frisson

Let go of her

The faces of the men in the kitchen began to be confused. Zia apologized in front of everyone and shed tears. That might be a heartbreaking thing for him. Both of them immediately stood up and were about to approach, but Rara who was standing close to Zia, was first able to get close to her sister-in-law. He directly touched both of Zia's shoulders to calm down.

"I'd better take Zia's sister to the room. While the two of you stay here." Rara took over to calm Zia down. This is fairer than if one of them approached and calmed him down.

Still with sobs, Zia walked with the guidance of her sister-in-law. Once there, Rara was surprised to find two beds. Although Rara could already imagine the state of their marriage, she never thought about the state of their bedroom.

Rara guided Zia to sit on one of their beds. Zia's sobs began to subside. The woman wiped the tears with the back of her hand.

"Sorry, Brother. I didn't mean to say anything bad to Zia, just now" Rara said, holding Zia's shoulder.

"I knew. But I still feel bad about myself. I've made a big mistake, Ra." Zia's voice raspy.

"Everything is not the fault of Zia. The root of all this may actually be my parents."

"They chose the wrong daughter-in-law, didn't they, Ra? I'm not a decent girl for their son." Zia smiled bitterly.

"No. They just can't communicate with Brother Han well. The matter of matchmaking may indeed be a little conservative. But they chose the older brother as well not the origin. They know the kindness of Zia's brother and sister. It's just that they don't really understand about Brother Han."

"Han has Kayla. He hates me for getting that woman out. He married me to hurt me."

"I don't know how a woman named Kayla really is. However, if asked to choose, I still choose Kak Zia because I have also known Kak Zia's family."

"Thank you."

"Then what about Zia now?"

"What about?"

"They're both. Brother Han and sister Gara. They're both fighting over Zia's sister."

"If asked to choose, maybe I would choose Gara who obviously loves me and there is no other woman in her life." Rara nodded. He knows that the one now clean is Gara. "Yet ... Hanen is my husband. I can't ignore that. I don't want to disappoint your mother and parents. If I had been taken off by him, I'd have gone to Gara."

"Sir ... slept in a separate bed?" ask Rara carefully.

"Yes" said Zia, looking at their two beds. "Actually we don't even sleep in one room. Hanen moved my bed here because of the arrival of the two of you. He didn't want anyone to know that marrying me was only on paper."

"Sister Hanen has no intention, sorry ... to divorce Zia's sister? If there was no love in the first place, it could have happened, right?"

"She made it clear that she would not divorce me. You know how I feel? I wasn't wanted, but I wasn't thrown out either. My position is only as a display in front of him."

Then there are things that make Brother Hanen force themselves to keep married to sister Zia, but what is it?

"I wonder, why did Brother Hanen suddenly get angry when he saw Brother Zia and sister Gara, huh? Doesn't she not love you?"

"She .. she said she didn't want someone to take me away from her."

"Captured? Is Brother Han now ... " Rara was silent while thinking to herself. "If Brother Han now wants to improve your relationship how?"

"Fixed? Is that possible?"

"I don't know either. It's just, if it is so ... Rara beg Brother Zia to take off Gara's leg."

"Ra, that's ..."

"Even if I let go of Gara, I am the one who became a selfish human being, Ra. I've got him involved in the misery of my household. If now I choose Han who really wants to improve our marriage relationship, it means that I only approached Gara because Han was ignored. It'll hurt her."

"Sickness may be better than having to wait for your relationship to hang on."

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At the dining table, Hanen and Gara were still silent. The breakfast plan was not well implemented. Each of them no longer had any desire for it. Their thoughts continued on Zia. The woman who just apologized while crying.

Both of them were downcast and dissolved in their respective minds.

"Leave Zia," Han said starting the conversation.

"Why should?"

"He's my wife, Ga. No need to ask me why, you already know that."

"You're really greedy. Want to have Zia and Kayla. If you still love Kayla, let Zia go. He deserves to be happy."

"Is he happy with you?"

"The one who loves him right now is me. So, yeah. He's happy with me." Gara insists on that. Han fell silent.

"He's in a match with me. So he deserves to be mine."

"He doesn't just need Han's status. He needs affection. And that's not what he got from you. You better let go of Zia. I'll go to my mom and dad to ask him to be my wife." Because I was determined.

Brak! Han kicked the table. After that he stood up while looking at Gara furiously.

"No! Don't ever ask Zia to mom and dad. He can no longer marry someone else! She's mine!" hanen's scream echoed in the dining room. Rara who had returned from Zia's room heard that. The assumption they are still fighting is true.

"Sir .. stop. Rara please," pinta Rara.

"How's Zia? Is she still crying?" ask Gara worriedly. Han just looked towards Rara. Not unconcerned, he lost quickly to ask from Gara.

"No. He just feels uncomfortable being here, when you guys are still fighting" said Rara. All quiet. Suddenly Han stood towards the pantry. He did something there. Gara and Rara noticed. What are you doing, Han?

After turning around, they only found out Han was preparing food in one full tray. It seemed like he was preparing breakfast for Zia. Because after that, Han brought the tray out of the dining room.

"Kak Gara has no right to do anything," prevented Rara who knew Gara would go to Zia's room to see the woman's condition.

"I'm getting worried about her, Ra."

"I understand, but there's already Brother Han as her husband."

"His husband on paper?" tanya Gara sneered.

"Eitherway. Let's see it later. Whether Brother Han will change or not. If it stays that way, I'll complain to mom and dad."

"So you defended me?" Rara looked at Gara straight.

"No. I'm not defending anyone. As a woman I disagree with Brother Han's attitude. Whoever it is, be it Zia or not, I will still do the same thing," said Rara firmly. "Because I'm a girl too. If it were me, I would suffer too. I don't want that."