
"Why is Mama more focused on Hanen, because she has another responsibility, which is Zia." Mama continued speaking. He needs to explain to his daughter because maybe in Rara's eyes, he's not fair. "Besides himself, Hanen also still had to pay attention to his wife. Especially looking at the household history of the two of them. Mama needs to pay extra attention to Hanen for fear of happening again.”
The sound of the door opening made the two of them look at each other at the same time. That's Hanen. The man appeared suddenly. Her lips smiled as Rara and mama were glued to see her coming.
"I'm coming," Han said.
"Hw ..." Mom walked over and hugged her son. He stroked Hanen's head and patted her on the back. "Thankfully everything went well. Mama can be relieved," said mama after releasing her embrace.
"Yes, but sorry ... Hanen couldn't keep the family's honor from making a disgrace that tarnished the family's name" Han said feeling guilty.
"It's okay, honey. The important thing is that everything is starting to calm down. Now focus your mind on Zia's health. He who is pregnant should not get this kind of inner pressure." Mom looked at Zia for a moment.
Han shifted his body from his mother and approached his lying wife.
"She's sleeping or what?" asked Hanen who saw Zia so calmly. Hanen looked worried.
"After the doctor gave her the medicine, she fell asleep. There might be a little sedative too" said Mama.
Rara looked towards the entrance. He was waiting for his other brother. But Rara did not immediately see the appearance of Gara there.
Rara went back inside and joined her family. But he did not mention Gara at all. His lips were stuck asking.
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Because it turns out to be at home. Fill the glass with alcoholic drinks. Sip it slowly for the sake of enjoying the drink intensely. Also to kill the feeling of loneliness and slump that he was feeling.
"I hope you are healthy and happy always Zia. It seems like fate is trying to keep me away from you. The clearer Hanen's sacrifice is to you, the clearer the distance that stretches between us." For raising his hand to bring the edge of the glass closer to his lips. He took another sip until the cold alcoholic drink passed through his throat and was now lodged in his stomach.
His sight went around. He remembered those memories again. This was where he saw the woman sitting with wounds. Trying to isolate yourself from the pain and anger due to the attitude of a husband who does not love him. Also when the woman saw the crazy Hanen making love in her study.
The back looks fragile despite trying to be covered. Because who wants to drink is too snuffed. But it turned out that his steps still forced him to head to the bar stool beside Zia. At that time he knew Hanen would not come home, because the man would still be busy with his lover.
There was no intention other than to sit and drink in silence, so their lips offered something so shocking. "Can tonight accompany me?"
They are two adults, not children. That question is no ordinary question. That's a request. Because I know what that means. He was also sure Zia also knew what the request meant.
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