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Split himself into pieces. Part of himself laughs at his stupidity and defeat and part of him cries over the defeat of his love.
Hope is like a tree that grows well-groomed all day as it goes to the house of the woman he loves so much.
He thought hard how to make Miss and her family at least be able to forgive him. It is not the hope to return to nurture his love but to maintain social relationships like others.
Hm...! In fact, Eden could only reach the outer courtyard of the house.
"Your work is missed." Said himself. "Gondrong, we go home now. Look at the neat writing there, that's how soon I miss sticking it. Am I that bad for him ?."
"Don't give up, sir. The world is still wide, too. There are still many women, even you can still get a woman who is more beautiful than him. Believe me, every departure of a precious person in us, God always prepares a better and better replacement. It's just, you have to be patient to face this farewell. Not a dreaded farewell but a brief meeting, sir."
"You think it's so long but, I'm still hurting. I never thought that Miss would be this angry to me even I called her a bad person."
"Fine forget that, sir. The more discussed, the more hurt you will be. Look at the blue sky above, sir, who is always smiling at the earth. Even around us, in the streets of his yard Missing, we see a lot of smiles that once they might have been hurt. Is it about love or any other business."
"Not only the vast world, I will not give up again just because it is not considered, hurt today by you is a blessing of taste that I cannot ignore. I'll remember, at least I've known a woman named Miss." Imbuhnya without reciprocating any motivation that comes from gondrong.
Without lingering, Eden started his car, he just got off his car for a while by leaving a writing that reveals mistakes and words of apology to Miss including a message that today, he will go home. The paper was then stored under the fence door of his house Missing.
"Come gondrong, we'll go to your house before I go back to my house to get my luggage ready. I want to go home today, let me bring all these wounds and memories to my village."_
"In the village, I want to focus on living a new life. No longer want to be burdened with city life let alone love affairs. I see, with our lives, the type and love of every woman here for the village youth does not last long."
"That's a sir !" You should have thought so since this happened. Trying to look at the world so broadly and trying to stand among the rubble of life motivation. Not all women are the same, each self must have a different character. So, how's Sir ? Are you going to take me home first or are you going straight to the house ?."
"I have to drive you home before I get back."
"If, for example, my wife and son allow me, I will also come with you to his village Father. Come to think of it, rather than here there is no permanent work minginan I follow the Father."
"If the gondrong does want to come, then we have to go to my house first. I want to give your family some supplies before we go to my village. So that your family does not have trouble thinking about the condition of its economic needs every day."_
"As long as it stays, it might be a while. There, you can adapt to the community as well as my family and maybe also you can collect dried fish for later you take home to Makassar."
"Father uda thought of everything before we were in his home, Father. Look if I'm already there."
This morning was so good. Eden and Gondrong really enjoyed the condition this morning even though his heart was still left with scars caused by his own carelessness.
"Oh yeah, I almost forgot. Before, I had promised Anggun and Resky."
"What promise, sir ?."
"I once told them that if they really loved me, I wanted them to come to my village, to meet my family to express their feelings of love in front of my family. But, back then, that expression of will, Miss also know and she also wants to come with me."
"Well...! That's actually good, sir. You don't have to be confused miss. Graceful and Resky, who is Father ?. I just heard their names this morning, sir."
"They are actually women I've known. I was almost engaged to Anggun but failed. On the day we were having our engagement. Miss, Resky, come as a guest, I invited them both. I thought by inviting them, there would be no problem. In fact, I was wrong ! They actually revealed unexpected things to me until then his family Anggun heard our conversation, I was made dizzy to choose who I should choose between the three of them at that time."
"Simply, after being canceled, I re-improved my relationship with Miss and left Anggun and Resky. I never knew how they were doing again, the communication relationship was also broken."_
"I find it hard to believe. Even though you have ever wanted to get engaged but canceled because of love problems in the past has not been widespread. Means Missing, previously also never left the Father or the Father himself who left him ?."
"Gondrong, don't call you again. Kan, you're older than me. Actually, back then, misses who left me. He got caught up in the confession of a woman who said in front of me directly that I was, she said, had desecrated him. It was just a baseless confession. That woman was just making her own opinion, I don't know what she meant, I don't even know."
"Oh yes, sir. Uh, Eden. But it's more telling if I call him Father. If that business, sir, it actually depends on you. I can only say, it would be better if you tell them that you will go home. That's just my advice, sir. Not anything but, to keep the promise you once told them."_
"Stop, stop sir !."
Eden directly pressed the brake pedal of his car "What's up ?." Sahutnya on a gondrong with a rather serious face.
"We have arrived in front of his house, Father. How could you forget that."
"I guess, we almost hit people again. That was, I thought, the feeling I've been through this road but where ?. Hmm.., this is because of the longing that always haunts my mind."
"Father anyway, too much thought about Missing, that's why let your own home address, you forgot !."
"Yes, this is my mind !."
They got out of the car. While his car is parked outside his yard next to the road.
Love, capable of making Eden lose consciousness. His home address alone, he did not remember it well. A good story piled up on his shoulder. Eden must be willing to hit him even though it feels heavy.
However, he tried not to feel sick or just happy to remember his memories with Miss. He had to cry in his solitude, in his chest imprinted with the figure of the ideal woman who once promised to live together, through all the obstacles that would attack their relationship.
But what, that promise is just a name. A name that he could not rewrite on his life's journey.
Like a balloon, flying in the wind. Missing, in his life Eden is like that now.
When they are already inside the house. Eden asked the gondrong for help so that before going sailing to his village, he wanted to find a woman who could guard his house, replacing Ayu.
"Gondrong, please help me find Ayu's replacement. Salary business, you will arrange. All right, I'm gonna add to your pay."
"It can be sir ! It just so happens that there is a niece who is the same age as Ayu who has not worked. Who knows, he could work here !."
"You tell him for a second or just call him now. Tell him to come here now !."
"Ready Sir !."
How much Eden tried to forget the miss, the bigger the wound he would get. That love, if it is rooted then fallen, that love still leaves a root that is difficult to be uprooted.
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