Floating Boat

33

...Help Me...

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Edan had come home from his future wife's house. Only symbols, only names, only identities, only empty hopes that he carried. There is no mistake that man never makes other than what God wants.

He came home with nothing. Two women who had once been meritorious in his life still followed him. The two women did not look hostile, they were familiar, still behind him Eden.

This time, Eden already has a car that is the same brand as Pajero owned by Resky only different forms.

If now Eden chose Missing then he was better prepared to accept another challenge that his father might give again. But what about Resky, the love for choice for the first woman who once opened her heart is not a reason that she will leave Resky who has also expressed her feelings for her.

Just when he wanted to get in his car. Resky and Miss are still behind him. To the question that came out of Eden's mouth, "why are you two still following me ? don't you two know that if I want to be alone right now, I don't want to be disturbed by anyone including you two. If you really want me to decide who to choose then leave me alone"_

"If I had known that the presence of you two at my engagement party would have ruined everything, my two heads, I wouldn't have invited you. Now move aside, I want to get in the car. Don't stop me, I'm nobody in the lives of you two special you miss. At the party earlier, I didn't want to answer anything because I appreciate you both but here if you want to hear my words then I'm angry with you. It's not happy that your hearts see me happy, why do you want to cancel the engagement I've been waiting for so long."

"Why then, did you choose to go home and not continue your engagement ?. You could have said in front of everyone that you love Grace more than you have to choose love between us"_

"Yes. Miss right!. Why did you choose to be quiet instead of explaining to everyone present that we were both just bragging, we were just making it up. Wouldn't that be better than you defending feelings contrary to conscience"_

"I and I may also long to believe that your heart is still ours. Either I'm a friend in your heart or a special woman or I miss it. Eden, here live the three of us before you go home then tell us both, who you want to choose, you take care of, for your future. It would be better if the connection that stuck in your mind, you are free to go to a place that I call the future"_

"Eden, I know yourself, your love is not for me but for Missing. He was the first to give you meaning, a sense in which you know the love of Makassar women. But I hope to you, give me the real answer, Eden. I'm sure this feeling doesn't present itself if there is no me in your heart. Women and men, wherever they part if his mind is still often imagined his face, still often his eyes see the appearance of his figure in the form of impirism then I believe, in your heart there is me. Speak Eden, ask your heart, ask who is there. It's a matter of love, feelings, heart, and compassion. It is not Phinisi's business that is anchored, not the affairs of anchors embedded in the sand and not a mere presumption that I do have a taste for you"_

"Will the feelings I have told you by themselves mean nothing ?."

"Resky, help me !. For now, I really can't drop my choice. Inside me to be honest, there is you, there is Miss and there is also Grace. I did know you guys earlier than Anggun, I understand, maybe you two will feel that I am a young man who does not hold on to the choice of my heart, dropping options is based only on the principle of familiarity with Anggun. Honestly, up until this moment, I really couldn't choose who I was going to choose. Miss, Resky, you better go home, it's getting dark. I want to spend the night in a place where I don't listen to the sound of vehicles or the sound of machines at sea"_

"If you still want to come with me, at least please don't make me dizzy. Don't ask me about my heart, about who I want to choose. The two of you and even Anggun would not accept if I said to choose the three of you."

It didn't sound good until Miss and Resky highlighted Eden's opinion with a voice of the question, "What ?."

"I've lost, you won't accept if I say so. The affairs of the heart are complicated affairs, future affairs that are the responsibility of my moral burden. So I hope you two leave me alone first, can you ?."

"Eden, you should be grateful to be loved by three women at once. You do not even drop your choice but instead want to avoid this problem. Eden, you know what, out there, there are a lot of guys who want to fall in love but aren't given a chance to love. You know why what ? they, mostly rejected by the women out there, they love only disappointing women, just like you are now disappointing the three of us."

"Lost, you didn't say anything wrong. I let you down or you let me down. Resky is not like you, Resky just stopped in my heart as a friend but I made him fall in love. While you, you are the one I love but what are your replies. Your confession while at the party I deliberately did not answer it because I know if I answer it then not only you are embarrassed but also me. You should have glanced at me a little, in my eyes you still see your shadow. All this time, I was in Makassar when the incident at the dock first, my life was vomiting unguided until at last Daeng Guru helped me, he gave me a job to make me as successful as I am today"_

"Daeng Guru never asked me if I would love you his son. Only I put my heart on Grace. From the moment you chose to trust the strange woman who once confessed that I had once desecrated her and you told me to go all the way, from that day on, I learned to forget you. I was thinking back then, whether the young man from the village who had nothing was not worthy of loving such a rich woman. I began to explore my shortcomings, I began to walk to find where I was in your heart but whatever my efforts, in fact I was not who you were at that time"_

"Resky, do you mind if I'm alone tonight ?."

No more words that need to be broken down into active sentences, no more feelings that need to be conjured up in order to be at peace. Feelings are only the power of the soul when the soul feels calm. If the eyes are able to penetrate the self that is hiding between the heart then the heart does not need to say that I am beating because of you.

"Resky, Miss, once again don't let me get dizzy thinking about all this. I hope if you two don't want me alone tonight then you come with me, accompany me but don't invite me to talk about this anymore"_

"You can help me to relieve this fatigue. Really, I can't afford to take it off. To me, you two are such incredible women. If you agree to accompany me back home to meet my parents, I'll choose him to come with me."

"When ?." Resky and Miss simultaneously asked Eden.

The situation was slightly melted after Eden asked for Resky and Missing readiness.

"Eden, I'd like to ask you, if we both accompany you, what are your options you can say ?." Ask Resky.

"Rubber !." Sahut Hates Eden.

"Not only the two of you will come but Anggun will I call as well. It is not I who choose which of you I want to marry but my parents who will choose one of you for me. Let this be the decision of my parents. I haven't seen them in a long time."

"I'll come along." Answer Resky.

"I'm coming too." Answer Homes.

"If so, let me be tonight. We'll leave after the time I decide to be with you."

You're the women I appreciate so much. If only you two had one body and one face, I would have chosen you.

"Where are you going ?." They both still questioned Eden.

"Entai ! where I'm going, I don't know."

"Then we come along, we promise we won't ask about feelings anymore."

His work is incredible. Resky and Rindu become closer, they know each other because of taste problems in the same youth. It was as if they had no personal problem loving Eden.

Whoever maintains his feelings for a woman, defend her as if she were defending her life. That feeling is another voice that penetrates the woman we love. It looks like Eden managed to make the person who loved her get along.