Floating Boat

18

...Chased Adjutant...

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It's not that I don't appreciate you in front of your husband. I'm looking after what shouldn't have happened even though I know as soon as I want to be with you. Ever since I left the village towards the middle of the sea, riding on the Pajero, Resky's thoughts, my questions, and my hopes, I've only focused on you. I have never imagined anything other than your face and yourself, in the hand of the sea, I would like to see you soon.

However, after I saw you, there was something that turned out to make me not realize my little dreams. You know, I don't want it but there are things that make us have to keep our distance.

You have been happy...! seeing you cry when I went with Resky, it felt like I wanted to go back to wipe those tears. You didn't even care about your husband until your adjutant chased me just to give me an explanation and a rebuke.

Before long, with tears in your eyes, you came to me. Maybe it's because you feel so guilty about me that you keep chasing me.

You explained to me seriously, meaningfully, earnestly so that I could believe it and say, "oh, you weren't given permission by your family to come back to see me in the village."

"Eden, no matter how much you hate me, how much you don't care about me, how low I am in your eyes. I want to, you know ? as long as I leave my promise to you, from then on I've been yours. Look at my tears, my face, look at the throbbing of my pulse, all over my body all racing to throb your name. You don't even want to hear an explanation from me, you even directly left without asking me, who is accompanying me at the moment. Is this the love we hold on to, Eden ? or did you come here just to see me cry. If it wasn't today, I would've planned to meet you in the village, Eden."

"Already ! tell me everything you want to tell me. My heart has heard such words too often. Even the stone that once hardened in me that you used, has now hardened again. Who tries who won't get sick if I have waited for you in the village just to live with you. Even my parents told me to get married every day. You know what my reason is ? my reason to my parents, I want to wait for you to return, want to accompany you to sail with your Phinis. But, it turns out that the beautiful thing I thought about was just a sweetener of love that faithfully you gave me the strength to keep hold of the stick of life that is the promise of both of us, holding the motivation of the heart, holding the hope of both of us. If it wasn't today, I'd be here, maybe I'd never see you again"

"Miss, when you used to say goodbye to me. You know not ?! every night, I wait for you on the beach even every night as well as the pillow bolsters that you used to sleep on, being my confiding friend as long as you are not around. Don't cry ! wipe your tears ! I said don't cry ! I even forgot who I really am. Your love is just a fairy tale that comes with Phinisi and goes with Phinisi after all the stuff in my heart you've snatched away"

"My mom sometimes tells me that I'm not right, I'm often scolded by my mom just because of my days, I spend looking for traces of the life you left for me. Don't cry ! wipe away those tears in front of me, those tears I saw when you left me. As long as you are gone, I no longer know where to look for the meaning of the dream that I sow in you. In fact, today, I saw you with a man who was more deserving, more handsome, cleaner, white, and had everything. What is the importance of you telling your adjutant to chase after me, anyway ! there's nothing more to talk about between the two of us."

"Eden..., listen to me ! listen to my explanation !."

"No !. I want to go back !."

The precarious atmosphere on the dock today had attracted the attention of the crowd. Phinisi's ships were lined up from end to end, almost all the people coming out of the ship just to see the cry of love on the dock. Resky who had talked a lot, he kept quiet and said nothing.

Uncontrollable, suddenly men who are with Miss broke through the heart of the gravity of this condition. I did not expect that the man would give me any surprise before so many people. Miss was not aware of her, when she sat down to bow her head to the ground accompanied by two female friends who always followed her. Landing on my face a painful slap.

It's so heartbreaking. To fight, the five of them. I just kept quiet to hear the insults, "he, I never went to school."

My eyes are red, my anger is overflowing. Luckily Resky raised me in front of them.

"Yes, you're right ! you are the ones who have it, once speaking a thousand who will believe. Try asking Miss or Aliya, where does she know Eden ? or tell us, why does everyone in Eden know that she's been there ?. Not because you see Miss crying and then you are a vigilante, not because you are important people with many Adjutants and just want to beat others. Eden, it wouldn't be possible to tell him if he never knew him. You should be aware, look at Miss who is still crying after meeting Eden. They only meet for a moment to blow the burdens in each other's hearts, just looking at the information that his presence is here for now. Because what ? Eden came all the way here for only one reason, that he could see or see him still crying"

"You can be a vigilante. Miss, tell your adjutant not to pursue Eden again ?. What kind of woman are you ? I promised but forgot your promise. As a woman, I was embarrassed to see and hear there was a woman who promised to live together with her choice but in fact just relaxed even she never again thought of the promise she made"_

"Eden, let's go ! don't mind them. Let God avenge that cowardly man's slap."

With Resky, I stepped away from them. We still have to go to Pajero to pick up Resky's belongings.

There is still someone who imprints, Miss still chasing me with tears in her eyes. No matter if he was the son of a Governor or not, he was just after me to get an apology from me.

Poor thing, my mother is bigger, my love tells me to go back to her. I flipped my way to grab hold of her but Resky pulled me anyway.

"Eden, don't mind him, today you want to forgive him and repair a long unawakened love affair. Remember one day Eden, one day, you will be excommunicated again by him.

Miss I'm sorry ! we may feel feelings in our relationship. But it's true ! I've seen you with a man.

Love him, I am your past. I kept walking away from her, only her sad tears were seen in my eyes as I felt my love for her.

The soul mate is like a sailing Phinisi anchored with hope and like Resky's Pajero who has brought me here. At least, I've seen you despite being sick here, I'm happy because Rinduku still loves me.

I'm pissed at you and I hope next time, we both have a chance to talk back on this.

Remember the Miss ! your promise still needs to be fulfilled.