Floating Boat

06

...One Week Together, Another Today ?...

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There is no time without you, there is no second wanting to be away from you. From the first day, that night you came, I could already guess a finger as big as the world that you were a truly Angel-hearted woman.

You don't just pay attention to the Karumpa Elementary School children you teach. They are calm knowing by you, they are naughty, you still keep them cool.

I was almost envious, envious of myself who thought that the camera shot yesterday afternoon on the boat was a sign that you had a taste for me. After I realized, it turns out that you are indeed a woman like that.

I have to know myself more if I want to approach you. I guess that's impossible ! Apart from my mother who has remembered me, it is also very unlikely that Eden can get to your heart's content.

It's not what ? I don't care that, right now, at a school, I'm full of watching you play with the kids in the sixth-grade room of the Karumpa Barat Elementary School. One week with him, many things I got, Miss gave me wisdom to just be a human being who cares about each other, cares about every heart, to every taste and try not to understand the goodness of others, especially from women as an attitude that can magnetize all the contents of the heart to race hoping to hone the skills themselves to be loved.

Am I just guessing with the feelings I'm hiding from him. However, my mother was the first person to know what was in my heart for her besides Missing herself. It's a bit naive if I choose feelings that have no reciprocity from her. Though the prejudice as she leaned against my chest that afternoon, was worth nothing to her. What use does he want to keep the photos he takes, what use does he lean on my chest if for him it is only the authority of momentary happiness.

Behind the school door, I watched him teach the children. Full of meaning, full of joy, full of love, his slowly round face, the more he laughs the more he tells me to grab it.

Seeing me, he called to enter the classroom. It's the kind of instinct he feels, I do want to accompany him in the classroom, joking with him with his students for a while now.

"Eden, don't stand at the door. Better get inside. Look at Eden, the children here are cheering this bright condition."

"Yes, brother Eden, you can enter !." A little woman told me to go into the room.

Almost just !. When my feet want to step into the classroom. A male Master suddenly restrained me and forbade me from entering the room.

"For the school guests can't go in and disturb the children who are learning" he told me.

"How can you, sir. I'm called in with Teacher Miss. The kids call me too, I won't interfere with the teaching and learning process at school, sir."

"It can't be !. Guests are guests and can only be outside the school room. Can enter if not study hours."

Our serious debate, invites the attention of children and also misses. He came to sprain between me and Mr. Teacher earlier.

Holding my hand that was a bit trembling.

"Sir, I'm sorry !. Eden, previously did not want to enter just me who called him, the children also do not mind the same presence when they are studying"

"If Mr. Gito objected to Eden's presence in the school room, then you also object to my presence in this school."

Shut her. Only his eyes were flickering like a confused person.

"Hindu is resisted, do not see what two women are always with him. They're fiercer than you, sir. My heart is in my heart."

"Sir, during this week, I learned a lot from Eden. Here, as long as I go anywhere, around this village, the first person who will accompany me is him. So, it's not wrong that today, he's also in this school."

It is true ! The mystic Master replied. " I'm ready to be your friend walking around the village or anywhere else if next time you want to go then call, me."

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I, Miss, forgot what happened this morning. The school bell has sounded, it's time to go home.

On the road, while relaxing towards home. I miss laughing by myself.

"What the hell does it want ?."

Because it's kind of weird I hear. I asked him, "who does he want ?."

"Sir Master earlier. You remember no, he told me, if you want to go for a walk or where, he can accompany me. What am I, what is it ?."

"Haha.., this week, I've never seen your face shrink. Don't think about it, it's not good, your face looks like that. Relax and enjoy. Usually a smile, a joke that I often see, now a look of anger that does not focus on looking at the road"

"You want to know why Mr. Teacher offered to do it."

"What ?."

"He's young, the way he looks at you, he's in love with you."

"If I had known, in his heart was me, I would have stood within him to trample over his heart. I'm the kind of woman who falls in love."

"Eat it ?!."

"What else is it, Eden ?."

"You're born a beautiful-faced woman."

After the anchor, I mispronounced him. Misses who heard my jokey innocence looked embarrassed beside me. He quickened his pace and left me behind.

"Aiii, Eden what did you tell her. You're being too honest with her. Didn't I tell you not to praise him too much. At a crossroads at another time, you will no longer be able to go with her because she already knows that you love her too" my heart rebuked me.

Seeing her walk faster, I didn't even want to chase after her. He didn't even look behind me when he heard what I said.

There are only two figures in his heart right now, namely the figure of his feelings for me and the figure of his hatred for innocence that I have just said.

He should have asked me why I said that. For a week with her, I never saw her like that, walking away from me. He always calls me his closeness when my position is a bit far from him.

The dangers...! I'm not going home just to see her beautiful face change in front of me.

What do I mean, what does my honesty mean, what does my innocence mean if in the end it is just a void that you will leave for me, here in my heart, I begin my feelings for you.

It's been a week, since you've been here, I've had a change of taste in a woman and that woman is you. This week, I'm just happy for comforting myself when I'm by your side.