Floating Boat

17

...Are you that ?...

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Not exposed to boiling hot water, not exposed to the sprinkling of cooking oil. Not stepping on the clear shards of glass, but I cried to see it. I'm hot, I'm scuffed, I'm hurt by myself. I was unable to get close to him, I was unable to call him to go with me to see my parents.

He seems very happy here. It is only fitting that he does not want to return, it is appropriate that if he forgets me, it is appropriate that he does not think that there is a heart so expecting, there is in me that you have neglected.

I didn't hold back the pain, I tried to brush it off with my own joking materials. My eyes did not stop looking at those who were enjoying the crowds of Phinisi's docked ships.

No !. Don't show your affection in front of me like that. I'm here because of an intention, a goal I'm pursuing, that I want to achieve from you.

"What do you see, Eden ?."

Resky surprised me by throwing a piece of bread in his hand.

"This is bread, you throw me with this bread ?."

"Little me to throw you with that bread. Actually I'm the one who's sick of seeing you like that. I told you before that the woman you love must have forgotten you. You've seen it for yourself, yes it's up to you ! if you want to go see him, please meet him ! but get ready for the heartache. The woman you love, may not only recognize you but you will also be expelled by her. It is not he who cast you out but his aides. Just accept it patiently, sincerely, without feeling hurt, in the end, she will realize by herself that before her, she has made the decision to live with you, promise to build a life, a hope, and a promise for each. By the time she realizes all that, you may be far away, you may be married, you may have forgotten about it, you may not want to know her anymore. Enough of yourself Eden for the pain of this moment before the household life comes to pick you up"

"Rather than you looking at them with your sad gaze. It's good that you accompany me to eat bread, after this, we go ashore. Where is the coffee you made ? you said you'd have coffee ?."

"Who is sad ?."

"Will lie again. From your eyes, from your face, from your physique, from your character today, no one is passionate. Indeed, sometimes we have to lie to cover up the shame that is on us even though the shame is clearly visible. Someone, I didn't say your name, so no offense, someone has to look embarrassed so he understands that everything he's ever struggled with is a futile impossibility. Just like Eden, with such a sad face, you not only regret everything that has happened but...._

"But what ?"

"But there are things that you need to consider, that you need to pay attention to, that you need to maintain, that is not just about your pain today, nor about the wound that suddenly bleeds, that is, except for your real purpose in life. I don't believe you if it's just because that woman made you that sad. Rest assured Eden, the woman in this world is not just her, she is who?, she is just the Governor's child who is also like me, like other common women. Both eat rice, but the difference, only born from a different family scope. But love doesn't see that, Eden. Look as far as the eye can see, there are many women who are more beautiful and better and faithful to their promises. Just because of the promise you want to pursue to forget yourself, who are you ?."

"I'm Eden. Resky why ask me that ?."

"How could I not ask you that question, you even forgot who you are. If only you hadn't forgotten, you would have understood that hurting yourself is not right"

"Eden, if you're curious and want to know how Missed you reacted, there's a better way to prove it. Just so you want ! how ?."

"But you have to believe that he will be hurt when you see him. At least, he knows that it's you."

"So, this story, we're gonna set him up, is that it ?."

"Not ! that's not what I meant. I want you to walk among them with me hand in hand. If he he sees you and still has a pretty unique feeling that he has been keeping in his heart. I'm sure Miss will call you but if she doesn't know at all that's going on between them, it's you then obviously, she no longer harbors her feelings for you. This is actually the best way compared to the others."

I took the advice Reksy had put me through. There was nothing else I could do but accept his offer. Pretending to accept Resky's love for me, hoping she can still recognize me.

From Pajero we started it. Reksy came down and so did I. At the dock, we held hands towards the woman I wanted to greet. The closer I got to them, the more certain it was that it was Missing. When we reached among them, while they were enjoying their company, Resky suddenly grew his voice over me with affectionate calls.

He really misses !. He let go of the hand of the man holding his hand. He came to us because I was wearing a head hat, maybe there was a slight change to my face. Missing not recognizing me, she asked Resky instead.

"Sorry !. Can I ask you a question ?."

"Who ? I am yes !."

"Yes. I heard you call the name Eden, Eden you mean it, who is it ?."

"Oh...! you may have heard it wrong time. I'm calling my husband not Eden."

I was next to him, Resky laughed. We're not married, she said I'm her husband.

Just to remind Resky, I pinched her arm so she wouldn't repeat the confession I was her husband.

A little sorry for Miss, I saw her wishing so much for me but for what reason she didn't come back to see me in the village.

My pretense, he knows !. Missing may be suspicious of me. He opened the hat I was wearing. In the guilt of apologizing to me, her tears wanted to melt, but there was something she looked after. Despite her family's good name, she may think crying over the man who came to pick her up was an unnecessary misfortune to mourn.

"You don't know that I lost you ?" Resky, let's go ! she is a rich woman, the son of a Governor. The important thing is I know, he's still here to forget me and if you really love me then meet my mother who had hoped for you. You can only promise after that, you forget about it ?."

Walking back to them, noisy ripples began to be heard between Miss and her husband. Not that I meant making trouble in your happy togetherness, I just expressed the pain in my chest all this time.

It has changed...!