Father to My Son

chapter. 33 (End)

later that night, Erin returns to visit Renaldi in the hospital along with Aldo and Vania.

"wow, have you guys come?" asked Renaldi who was surprised to see that everyone had gathered in his room.

"yes, we've come. Erin said that you'd see the new year's fireworks at the hospital, so we came here too" Aldo said as he continued to hold Vania's hand

"sorry yes, Renaldi. suddenly like this" Erin said

"well, it's okay, after all, it's more fun if there's a lot of people here" Renaldi said

"wah .. The fireworks have already started! isn't it 10:00 at night?" aldo said as he looked out the window

"it turns out to be more beautiful when viewed from here yes" said Vania.

and they saw the fireworks together in Renaldi's room, and when the time showed at 12:00 midnight the turn of the year had begun, all the fireworks were lit making the view of the night sky so beautiful. and at that moment, suddenly Renaldi complained of pain in his chest and immediately fell.

"Renaldi you okay?" asked Erin who immediately helped Renaldi stand up

suddenly Renaldi spewed a lot of blood from yesterday and made everyone there afraid to see him.See Renaldi whose condition is getting worse, Aldo immediately ran to find a doctor.

and because the disease was quite severe, finally Renaldi was brought back to the ICU room

his father and mother could only pray and hope that Renaldi could survive, and when the last fireworks were lit, Renaldi was pronounced dead at 01:00 in the morning

hearing the bad news, Renaldi's father and mother wept as well as Aldo he could not even let go of his embrace of Vania for not believing that it would happen. only Erin herself remained who had no one back then and finally walked back to her house.

"i can't believe this is going to happen. Tonight, it's supposed to be the best night for her then why is tonight her last night? I can't give the best for her. hey Rangga! are you crying right now? what are you going to do now!!?"

along the way, Erin continued to cry and finally sat down on a garden chair near her house.

"i don't even know what I should do and say now to mom and Raka at home. what should I do right now, Rangga!!"

rangga had been sitting next to Erin was crying and Erin could not see or feel it at all.

the next day, Erin came in the process of Renaldi's funeral. His tomb was near the tomb of Rangga all who saw him look sad even Raka to tears to see it and after the funeral is over, the funeral is over, renaldi's parents gave Erin Renaldi's diary

"yes, I'll definitely read it all"

along the way home, Erin continued to read the book.all of them contained only the time of Renaldi High School until now, and on the last page of the book the last page Renaldi wrote, his name was written by Renaldi with a red pen

"hi, Erin how are you?

I hope you're okay because soon I'll be gone for good. As promised at that time, I'll give you my diary for you to read. have you read it? I'm sorry if my handwriting is ugly.You know, Erin. My dream now when I'm on the verge of death is that I want to see fireworks with you Erin! and also with Raka.

after I've known you for over 3 months, I understand Erin a lot. Erin is a good mother to Raka and also a strong mother never give up. I am very amazed at you for having a strong mentality, that's why I want to be like Erin!

   and also before I was like this, I had the chance to think that I would propose to you this new year and not to forget that I also thought about Rangga, would Rangga be jealous if I kept marrying his wife?

and I finally changed my mind, all I wanted was no longer to propose or marry you but all I wanted was to continue being with Erin all my life!!

"oh yes and one more, thank you for the layer cake you always bring me. It's very tasty and I've also eaten it to the end.

 thank you, for making my days meaningful, I always wanted to say that I love you, Nadia Erin"

Erin finally finished reading the book even though much she did not understand and was missed.

"me too, just like you Renaldi and Rangga. I hope you find Rangga there and tell him I love him."

then when Erin walks through the playground, she sometimes always sees Renaldi walking there and playing with the children there.

"sometimes I could see him there playing as usual with the boys. I'm happy to see you but now maybe I won't be looking for a father for my son because for me you two have had enough, and this time I have to go back on my own and I'll keep going"

 

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