
Two days later, Sandra was still aloof in her mother's room. She would cry when she read her mother's medical records hidden in the closet. Sandra constantly felt guilty for not being sensitive to her mother's condition all this time.
Alfian went to the office every day from his father-in-law's house. With considerable distance, Alfian departed earlier than usual. Also, when he came home, he arrived home when Sandra was asleep. Fortunately, there was Bibi Nani who accompanied and stayed at Sandra's house since the departure of her mother-in-law. Sometimes Aunt Nani also accompanied him to dinner or just chat for a while before going to bed. Because until this moment Sandra is still angry and does not want to meet let alone talk to him.
Alfian went into the room after cleaning himself. Initially Alfian had not been used to go back and forth from room to bathroom when he was about to clean himself or urinate, but over time he was getting used to it.
Unlike the previous nights, Sandra is still awake tonight.
" Why haven't you slept ?" Greet Alfian with a smile.
" There's something I want to say." Sandra.
Alfian approached her and sat down next to Sandra. Sandra finally wants to talk to him again.
" What's up ? What do you want to say ?" Alfie began to ask.
" I want a divorce as soon as possible." Said Sandra directly.
Alfian was surprised to hear that.
" Divorced ? Don't joke Sandra..."Alfian said in disbelief.
" I'm not kidding. I've thought about it carefully."Reply Sandra.
" What's the reason you want to get divorced from me ?" Alfian asked with mixed feelings.
" Because I don't want to live with you anymore. I want to live alone.... As my mother said yesterday, from now on I just want to think about my own happiness ! Anyway I don't want to live with the person who caused my mother's death !"
" I've said many times.... It wasn't me who caused my mother to die. Please think clearly Sandra. It was all Rena." Alfian tried to give Sandra some understanding.
" I know it was Rena... But who's Rena ? Isn't she your lover ? It's the same .... Because of you that girl went to see my mom and made my mom like that !" Sandra said with tears.
" Rena's not my girlfriend Sandra... Please believe me."
" No, until I will never believe in a bad man like you ! Who am I keeping this marriage for anyway ? Everyone I love is gone. I want a divorce !" Sandra spoke while sobbing. Make Alfian can't bear to see it.
Silence moment. Alfian tried to think with a cold head so as not to get carried away by emotions. He doesn't want to make things worse.
" Sorry.... Maybe I'm selfish, but I'll never divorce you." Said Alfian deciding, then he left Sandra sobbing.
" If you don't want to, I'll take care of it myself !" Sandra shouted before Alfian walked out of the room.
Alfian silently did not answer Sandra's words and still walked away with a wounded heart and a chaotic mind.
That night Alfian decided to sleep in the living room to calm down.
In the morning he left early so as not to wake his wife. More precisely Alfian wanted to avoid Sandra for not wanting to discuss divorce with her anymore.
" Sandra's.... Said mom......, you asked for a divorce ?" Tanya Nurul at noon. The girl always accompanied Sandra after college.
" Auntie must have heard our argument last night." Sandra said she was not surprised by her best friend's question.
" Are you sure ?" Tanya Nurul hesitated.
" Of course I'm sure. Who wants to survive with the person who has caused his mother's death ?" Sandra asked back.
again before making that decision." Nurul advised.
" I've been thinking about it for days Rul."
" Sandra.., think about it with a calmer feeling. Don't be rash about making decisions like this. Alfian wasn't the cause of Aunt Lastri's death. My aunt died of her illness. Don't forget that." Nurul said again.
" Mommy does have the disease, but..., if there is no cause like yesterday, if only Rena did not come to mother, surely at this time I can still be with my mother !" Sandra said stubbornly.
" It's Sandra's destiny... Rena's arrival may have been God's will. Try to think positive. You heard it yourself yesterday... Uncle and aunt want you to get married soon because they already have that feeling."
" You won't understand Rul... Our relationship is very complicated. I also don't know what it would be like to keep this marriage going. I don't like him, I don't love him... I also don't want Rena to be a bad shadow at our wedding. I'd better get out of their lives before it's too late for me. It's up to them to get married afterwards. It'll hurt more to leave after I've had a taste for him." Sandra.
" There's a lot to think about besides San... I know it's about your feelings... But just imagine. How would Mr Wijaya feel if you were divorced ? What about Neta who's so clingy to you ? Did you leave that lonely girl ? Would you be willing to make them sad ? What about Alfian too ? There must be a reason why he refused to divorce you."
" Reason ? Yes you are right, there must be a reason why he would not divorce me. And that is because he is not satisfied making me suffer !"
Nurul shook his head in surprise. Why is his best friend getting more stubborn now ?
" I also want to repay Rena. I'll look for him.... That girl should be responsible for my mother's departure Rul ..." Sandra with red eyes.
" San.... Please, listen to me, you are not this kind of person. You're not a vengeful man San. Istighfar. They must be sad to see you like this. After all, Rena has already gotten a reply for what she did." Nurul said.
" What reply ? " Sahut Sandra is furious. He did not understand what Nurul was saying.
Nurul picks up her phone and then shows Sandra something.
Shortly afterwards Sandra glared at him.
" This is ?? Haha... It turns out good luck is on my side. Thank goodness you're Rena !" Sandra laughed sarcastically.
" So.., you know now, right ? Alfian has nothing to do with Rena. He was just trying to get close to her. The man she was told about was her lover. It turns out that Rena has been willing to become a mistress for the sake of fame." Nurul once again.
Sandra was silent listening. " Have he misunderstood ? Mommy misunderstand too ? But.... No, I can't just trust him." Inner Sandra.
It may be true that Rena is not her lover, but re-living a harmonious household life makes her still sure to divorce from Alfian. Think Sandra again.
" I don't know... But I'm sure of my decision, Rul..." Sandra finally said.
" Hmmm.yeah, confused to say how again with you. But don't make money ... ? I hope you also consider it again before it happens." Nurul said surrender. His best friend was really stubborn.
" Ofetish....?!" Say someone.
" Wa'alaikum...." Sandra and Nurul answered from within.
" Who ?" Ask Sandra.
" I don't know, your husband's the most ?" Guess Nurul.
" No.., his voice does sound familiar, but it's not him." Reply Sandra.
" Hm... He said there was no taste, but his voice was memorized outside the head !" Nurul Goda.
" What the hell ? What does feeling have to do with sound ? Please open the door." Sandra's orders were suddenly nervous to hear Nurul's guyonan.