Father's Choice of Sort

Panicked

Bu Reisa looks very excited telling me about everything she has done to make the relationship between Alfian and Sandra destroyed. Unlike the previous visit, Rena also looks very enthusiastic and eager to listen to the story of her mother who successfully made a fuss in the former lover's household.

" Mama was great . Good ma, I'm so glad to hear that. It feels like my grudge against the hick girl is a little avenged. But it's not enough to get here ma, we should be able to make them more devastated and more miserable." Rena said as usual. He was afraid that someone would listen to their conversation.

" Be calm, baby, you'll try harder. They have to pay the insults they've thrown at you."

" Yes ma... But mom has to be careful. Alfian is not a fool. He can do anything." Rena warned her mother.

" Of course dear .. I will do it well and carefully. Oya this, bring all these foods in. Share with your friends inside to celebrate your mom's success. It escaped the officer's examination." Said Bu Reisa handing over some food to Rena.

" Any mother..."

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Sandra was still crying after Alfian left.

The events he had once experienced were like dejavu and repeated again. Sandra remembered how Alfian had been emotional after discovering him kissing Gilang before they were officially married. At that time Alfian was also the same murkur and even almost harassed him also in the boarding house. But fortunately, at that time Alfian still had a conscience and only threatened her not to act stupid anymore as a woman.

" You're right, I'm still just as stupid as that time. Even now I am your wife. I can't be a good wife yet, who is obedient and respects you fully. You deserve to be angry and hate me. Again I made almost the same mistake even though now with different circumstances. Now there is no feeling between me and Mas Gilang. Even so I should be able to keep your feelings, be able to keep your good name. And can appreciate you more as a husband." Sandra blamed herself.

" I'm sorry mom, Sandra made a mistake again. Sandra has not been able to keep Sandra's promise to be a good wife, who is obedient and obedient to her husband. Sorry Sandra Ma'am... Sorry Sandra Sir.. If you're still alive, you must be very disappointed in Sandra. Huhuhuhoo..." Sandra's tears are plaguesome.

" You deserve to be angry, you deserve to hate me, you deserve to be disappointed with my attitude... Not only did it lie and deliberately delay the desire to have children, but I have also hurt your feelings with my closeness to Mas Gilang. Your relationship hasn't improved long, but now I've ruined your relationship again with this misunderstanding." Sandra is sorry.

Sandra was still crying regretting her attitude. Sandra fell asleep until morning.

Sandra woke up because her stomach was wrapped around the pain of hunger. Sandra forgot yesterday she only ate once at lunch. Moreover, his strength was also exhausted to cry and fight with Alfian yesterday, leaving a sense of pain and pain all over his body.

Sandra blinked her two heavy eyes. The two neutrals looked around looking for Alfian's whereabouts. There was no sign of her husband. Sandra forced herself to stand up, then with the rest of her energy at hand, Sandra went into the kitchen. Who knows if her husband is already there.

Sandra looked at the kitchen with sadness. Alfian was not there either. So last night Alfian didn't come home again.

Sandra sadly returned to the room. He looked for his phone to try to contact Alfian.

Sandra was stunned for a moment, it turned out that there was an incoming message from Alfian.

" I have a lot of work in the office. Take care of yourself." A message from Alfian.

Sandra threw her body back on the sofa.

" Are you really busy or avoiding me? " Task Sandra who is impossible to hear by Alfian.

Sandra was very saddened by the current state of her household. Alfian's attitude that had warmed up and was very attentive to him now returned cold as before. I don't know when Alfian will be angry with him.

" Can't cry Sandra... Don't cry anymore." Sandra said to strengthen herself.

To divert the grief she was feeling, Sandra took the initiative to visit Nurul.

Yes, if only at home, Sandra will still continue to grieve regretting her stupidity. For that he went to Nurul's place. Because only Nurullah according to him can understand his current condition. Unfortunately, Nurul was not in the room. Obviously, Nurul is in college at this hour. It turned out that the heavy burden he was feeling and thinking right now, made him become unable to think and concentrate. Contented and weak, Sandra left those costs behind.

" Father Assalamualaikum, mother Assalamualaikum.. Sandra's coming, ma'am... Forgive Sandra who has not visited my father for a long time. Father and mother how ? Have you met in nature ? Sandra misses you, Sandra misses you." Greet Sandra after sitting between the tomb of Father Priest and Mother Lastri.

" Sir, mother... In addition to longing, Sandra also wants to tell stories... There is so much Sandra wants to say. Sorry sir, ma'am... Sandra has not been able to be a dutiful child, Sandra has not been able to be a good wife as you said before. Sandra was sad, Sandra was confused as to who Sandra should tell her. Sandra was afraid that she would cause trouble and worry others again if she told it." Both of Sandra's eyes water again in front of both of her parents' graves.

***

In the office, Alfian could not work quietly, he always thought of Sandra. It was not his intention to ignore his wife, but his heart still could not forgive yesterday's events. More than anything, Alfian was honestly only afraid that the seeds of love between Sandra and Gilang would spring back together as their closeness began to intensify again. He still remembered Gilang's anger, Alfian still clearly remembered how Gilang threatened him on the wedding day, that by any means, Gilang would snatch Sandra from him. Although Gilang has said that he has given up Sandra for her and will be engaged, but he is not sure about Gilang's feelings for her candidate. Moreover, the engagement was not Gilang's will entirely, but rather the unilateral decision of both parents to strengthen business cooperation between them. He believes that Gilang was actually forced to agree to the engagement plan. His heart could still feel, if Gilang's affection for his wife was still very large. He didn't want what he feared to happen. He loves Sandra so much, he doesn't want to lose his wife.

" Mister, how's the ?" Ask Dias who has long and wide explained the results of the meeting with the client this morning.

" Mister ??" Greet Dias again in front of Alfian. But alfian was not aware yet.

" Heh, Al !" Dias patted Alfian's shoulder a little hard.

Alfian was surprised and glared at Dias who was staring at him question mark.

" What's a ?" Ask Alfian sarcasm.

" Yeee, ask. So you haven't heard me say that since ? You have no intention of making me want to explain it again, right ??"

" gr... I'm the boss. So it's up to me what "Sindir Alfian wants.

" wuck... So don't keep daydreaming. If you are worried, Samperin. If love is not most prestige. Immediately solve your problems do not drag on. Instead of you being not the focus of work, the work will also be abandoned." Say Dias .

" Be quiet, Rich you are an expert in household matters, you will never understand. Moreover, the boyfriend just does not have !" Alfian's ledek did not accept.

" You why the hell Al, each thinking excessively about Gilang. I know, she only loves her sister. She just wanted to make Sandra smile again."

" Don't talk about it when you're with you, or you just walk out of this room."

" gr... It's always ..." Complain Dias.

Alfian looked at him sharply which made Dias then silenced.

" I don't know, I'm really worried about Sandra today. I want to go home but I don't think I'm ready to see him. I can't forget what happened yesterday and don't want to hurt her more because of my anger. But I miss him so much. " Said Alfian.

" l.... Al... You are mostly prestige and ego. If there is a problem that should be solved immediately, do not even continue to avoid it. Disease even in love fertilizer. What's there is even more spread everywhere. " Said Dias wise sage.

" Yes already from work not focused also, why not go home and keep Sandra's condition. If I observe, Sandra is the type of person who has trouble eating if there are many problems. Never mind from yesterday, he's not eating right now passed out in the apartment." Continue Dias.

Alfian flinched for a moment. That's right what Dias said. Sandra never even had a few days without eating when her mother died because it was too sad. In a panic, Alfian then got up and rushed home to his apartment.

" Cancel just all the meetings today. Anyway last night I've corrected some important files that we'll discuss in the next few days."

" Okay sir, just leave it as usual." Reply Dias who knows how the character of Alfian when panicking.

" Style jaim and cold. The real worry, right ? Just heard like Sandra didn't eat just been panicked like that. Especially if you hear Sandra's sick or something else." Ejek Dias after Alfian disappeared from the sight of his eyes.