Father's Choice of Sort

He Was Destined Not For You !

He came home with a broken heart. Arriving at home he went berserk and destroyed all the items in front of him.

" Den. Be calm.... Patience den... Istighfor...." Mbok Sum. She was a household assistant and caretaker of Gilang since childhood.

" Be careful mbok ! " Screaming Kilang.

" Same story mbok ... What's up den ? "

But Gilang did not bully him and continued to slam all the items in the living room.

Confused by seeing his unusual master while angry, Mbok Sum called Dias to seek help. Mbok Sum knows that they were friends since childhood. There was no way she would contact her master and mistress who were overseas.

After returning to work, Dias headed straight to Gilang's residence. Arriving there he saw some household assistants still cleaning glass fragments and the items that had been broken Gilang.

" The Dias. Thank goodness Den Dias has arrived here. Please symbok den, Den Gilang rampaged since returning home this afternoon. Now lock yourself in the room. Not want to eat..... Mbok has tried to persuade but even rejected continues." Mbok Sum explained the problem.

It is clear that women who are more than half a century old are very anxious about the condition Gilang.

" So calm down, I'll see him first."

Then Dias stepped into Gilang's room. He knocked on the door, but there was no answer from inside.

Dias did not give up.She kept calling Gilang until finally the door was opened.

Dias surprised. Glazed looks so messy. He also smelled alcohol from his mouth.

" Why did you come here ? Aren't you on his side ?!" Seru Gilang's.

" Let me go in first."

Gilang stared at Dias for a while then let her into the room.

The room looks no better than the owner. All the stuff was scattered on the floor.

" Are you okay ?" Ask Dias. Even he saw if Gilang's hand was bleeding.

" What do you ask ? You already know the answer !" Reply Gilang cynically.

" Is he happy now ? Does he laugh at me every day ? Is he satisfied to make me like this ?! Or are you here too to confirm my destruction and report to your superiors ?!" Missile looks emotion remembering Alfian.

" Be calm. Calm down first. I came here because I'm worried."

" Worry for what ?! You're taking her side, isn't it obvious ? What do you care about me again ! I'm not your best friend, I'm no longer your best friend !" Shouted Gilang.

" Lang .. please calm yourself. We're talking good. Now you're not like the Gilang I know. Remember Lang.., you are not an explosive and emotional Alfian. Think clearly." Dias pleads with Gilang. He is very concerned about his condition.

Gilang took a bottle of alcohol, then drank it quickly. Then throw the empty bottle in any direction. The bottle broke instantly with a deafening sound. Gilang scrunched his face and blinked his two extremely red eyes to stay conscious.

" You can't keep going like this. Drunk every day won't make Sandra turn into yours. " Light of Dias.

" Go. No one can understand my feelings !"

" I understand Lang... But try to think positively of this incident. Maybe Sandra wasn't meant for you..."

" He's destined for that jerk. That's what you mean ?! It's easy for you to talk like that because you don't know how it hurts ! "Cut Gilang.

Silent for a moment, the two adult men were silent with their respective minds.

" If you've tried but still can't reach him, it means he's not for you. He's not the best for you. Maybe right now, there's another soul mate waiting for you... Start a new life... You don't have to forget it, you can make it a sister you can care about. That way you won't lose it. And our friendship...."

" Don't talk about friendship... I've never had such a handyman !"

Dias took a long breath.

" Come on. We can still go back to what we used to be. Don't you know that I am also a victim to your selfishness ? I don't know what else I have to do so you can understand and forgive each other." Said Dias who also looked very tangled and tired.

" Tell him I'll never give up. Anyhow I'll take what's supposed to be mine." It's still stubborn.

" Stop Lang ! That's enough ! You feel like you're the one who's hurt the most. But you forgot that Sandra was hurt just as much as you ! You know what ?? That girl is stronger than you ! He's better than you who can only lament and do stupid things like this ! Even I don't believe it myself... Sandra can look so tough and pretend to be happy for the people she cares about. Please don't make his sacrifice go to waste with your efforts to stay with him. Do not add to the torment in his heart the presence of your shadow that may shake his heart. His mind will be greatly tormented. Try to understand if he wants the happiness of his parents, not his own happiness ! If you love her that much, let her go, let her start her new life. Do you want to add to the suffering ?? Living with someone he doesn't love already makes him suffer !"

Glare was angry to hear it. All he thought about was his feelings. He kept trying to convince Sandra to come back to him. Is that selfish of him now ? I don't know what that girl felt. Whatever suffering he had suffered since marrying Al. Why can't he think up to that ?? Sandra was also unhappy with her marriage. But that doesn't mean he can force her back to him. That would get him in trouble and getting hurt.

" I'm not willing .. It hurts so much." Said Gilang trying to deny it.

Dias. Pat Gilang's shoulder to calm him down.

" Lang..... You should know, Al's been trying to derail the marriage . Before the wedding day arrived, he had already told Sandra his decision. He no longer cared about his papa's threats. His friendship with you was a big consideration for him. Al is not as bad as you think. However, Sandra herself insisted on continuing the marriage. We know that his mother was the biggest reason. I did too, if I were to become Sandra, surely I would also do the same for the parents who had given birth to her. We must respect his decision. Try to think from a different angle. Consider all this their destiny. No matter how hard you try, it'll be free if Sandra gives up and accepts her fate."

" But he's not happy... He doesn't like Al. Isn't that the same as living in pain ? Only I can make her happy !"

" It was like that at first. But I'm sure gradually love will grow between them."

" Why can you be so sure ?"

" Because ...the marriage would never have happened if they weren't meant to be together."

Gilang smiled cynically hearing that.

" If marriage is destiny, why do so many couples separate after marriage ? Aren't they meant to be together like you said ?" Ask Gilang underestimating.

" Because they can't keep their destiny until the end... I believe our soul mate is the one who first marries us no matter what. Either because of falling in love with each other, because of an arranged marriage or because of something else. All of this is destined. If not destiny, yes. As hard as you try to get it will never work. So stop torturing yourself for something that is not meant for you. Anyway ..I can see it... Alfian is now starting to like her. I think she's in love with Sandra... You must think that's impossible. But that's the truth, even he could've forgotten Rena by himself after getting to know Sandra."

" That's impossible. We know how crazy she loves Rena." Refutations Cross. Again, he could not believe what he had just heard.

" Since we know how crazy he is when he loves someone, stop here. What you feel is not entirely love Lang.but an obsession ! The obsession within you to have it.In addition to the feud between you and Al, the more you obsess over him ! " The word Dias says all the uneg-uneg that is in his heart. The actions of his two best friends made him very dizzy.