
Sandra and Alfian went home together that afternoon. Before arriving at the apartment, they stopped by first to the rice stall padang because suddenly Sandra wanted the food. Finished buying what his wife wanted, Alfian immediately reinstated his car.
" Dear, you seriously want to open a boutique ?" Alfian asked, repeating his wife's wish.
" Hey." Nod Sandra enthusiastically.
" Why ? How about asking again ?" Imbuh Sandra who saw her husband's face now slightly frowned.
" In fact, I don't really agree ... I'm afraid your college is abandoned.. Anyway I didn't like you outside for so long." Alfian gave an excuse.
" Ih mas's.. How do you think... I should have given you support for me. It's not okay to say that." Rajuk Sandra who does not accept the way her husband thinks this time.
" Lagian mas afraid of what the hell ? I've been gedhe yes mas, I can take care of myself. About college I've considered cooking. In Shaa Allah will not be disturbed at all. Anyway if mas always locked me in the apartment, when can I mandiriri mas ? I also want to have a lot of experiences like my friends. It was a useful experience in my young age. I also need a little freedom mas." Sandra said, expressing her opinion.
Alfian did not immediately respond to his wife's complaint. Because according to him, what does his wife need outside experience for ? She already had everything, her husband was a successful businessman, money and possessions she did not need to worry about anymore. Alfian only wanted Sandra to be a submissive wife and serve him well. Everything he already had without needing to bother with it as well. Enough of him to work hard to make her happy.
" Mad ?? " Push Sandra who did not get a response from her husband.
" Hmm.." Alfian finally answered.
" Are you angry ? Do you disagree ?" Sandra's Cecar.
" I'll think about it again ?" Answer Alfian then.
Sandra could not figure out why her husband could change so quickly. In his office, he agreed to that wish.
" Just tell me if you don't agree !" Attack Sandra.
" That's it, baby... We'll talk about this later at home, okay ?"
" It doesn't need to be, because I already know the answer." Sandra answered him with a wit.
" Sandra's... Don't be like a child. It's not a trivial matter to me." Alfian.
" It's not a matter of cost or what, even a little is not terbesit in that direction. Opening ten boutiques at once for you I can. It's just... I was afraid you were too busy outside to forget to take care of me. I was afraid you were so exhausted and so ignored me your husband. I'm afraid you're getting busy with your new world so.... Ah, it's hard to say everything, baby.. I'm also afraid that if you can be independent later, you're going away from me because you don't need me anymore. Considering you asked to separate from me, I don't want that to happen again. Not if later you work with clients who are certainly not only women. I was jealous just thinking about it. I don't want to lose the person I love anymore, Sandra.. Quite once, Rena once changed and finally dumped me after her career went up. I don't want that to happen again. I'm well established, whatever you want I can fulfill. You don't have to work hard." Alfian was finally honest with what he was worried about.
" Wait-wait.... Is that excessive, anyway ? Mas ... I know my duty as a wife. Whatever busy I am, I'm sure I can. Our home is a top priority for me. You don't have to worry about that. What was it then ? Jealous ?? You don't believe me ? Or mas think I like a woman who is easily persuaded by other men ? And this is the most important thing I emphasize mas, I'm not your former sister Rena. So don't equate me with him. What he did I didn't necessarily do. I am still sane and fully aware that I am married. I ... Ah already... I didn't expect a great and smart businessman like you to have such bad thoughts. Just tell me I can't make a career ! All you want is me who always obeys and serves you well. Is that so ?!! All I have to do is wait and welcome you home from work well. Egoists know it ! I also have a dream mas, I also want to succeed in my own way even though it is just a trivial thing for others. But now I realize.. I will never be able to make that dream come true !! And if only to serve you as a good wife as you wish, why am I tired of college !!" Sandra said spilling her frustration. His breathing went up and down due to emotions he could not control.
" Down me here !" Pinta Sandra later. Right now he wants to be alone first to calm down.
" So, we have to go home." Reject Alfian.
The two men were both unwilling to give up.
" You're San's emotion, don't make a rash decision. We'll talk about it again later. We find a solution together. Okay ??" Tuke Alfian.
" Dad, I need some time alone...! Put me down or I jump out. mas ... ?" Threaten Sandra.
Alfian who forgot to lock the car door automatically looks panicked when Sandra has opened a little car door leaf.
" all right.... I'll pull over for a second." Said Alfian who was afraid if Sandra really did recklessly. He was afraid something might happen to his wife.
Sandra slammed the car door violently until it made a fairly loud noise and rushed in an uncertain direction. She thought, as long as she could get on her own first and get away from her husband who she thought was already very selfish.
The worried Alfian looked at his wife's back so that she could no longer be seen from his eyes.
Alfian scooped his face violently.
" We were okay, baby..." Alfian said.
Now Alfian felt a little regretful for not thinking before speaking. He should have talked about it at the right time. Just now he made a happy smile on his wife's face for granting his request, but with his mouth as well, he made his wife angry and disappointed because of his wishful attitude. Alfian lethargicly returned to his car. Of course after telling his confidants to follow where Sandra went. His heart was unsettled and he was afraid that bad things would happen to his angry wife.
Alfian arrived at the apartment with a shunt step. He tipped two plastic bags containing rice Padang and roasted chicken that he had bought at his wife's request.
Arriving inside, Alfian sat languidly on the sofa after putting the plastic bag on the table.
Looks lonely. No sweet smile greeted him. There was no laughter that tempted him. Just a moment in Sandra's stay, Alfian already missed his wife very much.
" Try to understand, baby... I'm just afraid of losing you..." Alfian said sadly.
Elsewhere, Sandra sat alone on a park bench staring far ahead. His mind is in chaos right now. She knew what her husband meant. She knew her husband was afraid of losing her. But that doesn't mean Sandra can't do anything about her future. He wants to be like everyone else. He is young and feels he has potential, he just wants to try to realize the remnants of his dream after the departure of his parents. She did not want to forever be a burden to her husband even though her husband did not feel that way. She knows her husband is more than established, but Sandra is also eager to enjoy the fruits of her own labor. He also did not want to be too on the bridle. He's very lonely. Everyone has their own busyness while he only wrestles with his own mind in the apartment.
" I think you understand me..." Sandra said softly. A speck of clear twirls flowed in the corner of his eye. Disappointed, that's what Sandra is feeling right now.