Father's Choice of Sort

My First Kiss ??

Gilang and Sandra have arrived at Sandra's boarding house. Gilang pulled over his car under a shady tree next to a guard post that looked deserted. Maybe the Udin mang overslept or was around monitoring the situation around the place of the cost.

"Thank you for everything ." Said Sandra after Gilang turned off the engine of his car.It feels just a word of gratitude continue to say to Gilang.

" Just thanks ? " Tanya Gilang responded.

" I mean ??" Sandra asked back while looking at Gilang embarrassed and did not understand.

" Yes out of this thank you, no need to. I already said. Just relax. "

" Hehe.. Glad I helped me a lot." Said Sandra relieved, she began to misbehave.

" Ne .." Tanya Gilang was shrivelled and looked serious.

" Yes ?" Sandra groggy replied, she was afraid Gilang would express her feelings again because honestly Sandra was confused as to what to answer.

" Are you sure you want to marry Alfian?"

Gilang looked at Sandra seriously. There was sadness and disappointment in his heart.

" I know for myself what the answer is. I can what..This is for my parents too. During this time the late father has contributed so much in my life. By fulfilling his will hopefully you can be calmer there." Sandra said sadly.

" Is there really no chance for me?" Ask again.

Sandra took a deep breath. It was as if there was a heavy burden suddenly crashing in his heart.

On one hand, there began to be a taste in his heart for Gilang. Yes Sandra admitted that. Either a little or a lot of Gilang has given a new color in his life. In addition to good and attention Gilang more a figure who is always there and protect him whenever it is.Again he also so hate his own wedding plans. Moreover, the fact that Alfian who will become her husband increasingly makes her hate the reality that is being faced.But on the other hand, the shadow of her late father is always visible in her mind. Yes, if he has not been able to serve while he is still alive, then now may be the time for Sandra to serve him by following her last wishes.

Sandra shook her head slowly.

" Are you really going to sacrifice your life ? Is it just a little, a little bit no feeling towards me ? "

" Answer me San, "Push Gilang.

Sandra remained silent, but slowly tears began to fall down her cheeks.

" **** ..... Damn ! I think I know the answer."Gilang hit the steering wheel of the car in front of him then hugged Sandra.

The tighter, the tighter, and the tighter the weeping of Sandra.

Sandra was confused as to how. It is hard for him to confess his feelings to Gilang whereas he will marry his best friend.

Sandra releases Gilang's embrace. For him there is a feeling or not, all that will not change the situation. His decision was already unanimous, especially his mother was already very happy with this marriage. Sandra did not want to make her sole parents disappointed and hurt if this marriage failed.

" That feeling doesn't matter, my decision is complete. I'm getting married to Mr. Alfian." Sandra lirih said.

" But it's important to me San, if you have the same feelings for me. How can I let you go with someone else ? What else is my own best friend. Ah this is driving me crazy ! " Excited Gilang.

" I'm sorry, .." Sesal Sandra's.

For a moment they looked at each other. Sandra was about to turn away but Gilang prevented her. Closer his head and yes, it just happened. Miss kiss and********Sandra's lips gently.

Sandra was surprised.His heart was beating very fast. For the first time he kissed. More precisely, kissing someone. Soluble in the atmosphere Sandra did not know what to do, just trying to enjoy something she had never felt before.Hy heart quivered, her breath beating irregularly.

Because there is no rejection Gilang the more daring to continue, enjoy and explore the deeper, channel all the emotions and feelings that exist.

Dag dig dag dig...

Unceasingly Sandra hit her beating chest. He had just galloped from Gilang's car to his room, still unable to believe what had just happened.

" Well, why can it be... ! Stupid Sandra, you're making trouble now !" Demonise.

"Aaa .. You're crazy Sandra !! What are you doing. quarrel.." Sandra continued to curse while hitting her own head.

This incident kept repeating in his head. If anyone sees it. Not only could he be evicted from the boarding house, but he had also made a big deal. That way he is the same as giving hope to Gilang while the marriage is in sight. If Gilang does anything, his friendship with Alfian will surely be further destroyed. Not to mention if Bu Lastri and Pak Wijaya know. Aaah nohaakk, imagining how the shame and hurt of her mother's heart made Sandra feel even more guilty.

Suddenly the door of Sandra's room opened hard.Tadi Sandra indeed forgot to lock the door of her room after entering.

And how surprised Sandra was to see who came and stood with red eyes on her bedroom doorstep.

Sandra was about to run and lock the door to her room but was too late. Alfian had already entered first and locked the door of the room.

It was obvious that Alfian was extremely wrathful at this moment. Just this time Sandra saw Alfian's angry face like that. Scared, of course Sandra was scared. Anyone who saw it would be terrified.

" Mr Al . " It's the only word Sandra can say.

Alfians are getting closer. Sandra's getting scared. What made Alfian come here ? Is there a serious problem ? Why is his look so scary? Or maybe...

"Happb" Sandra shut her mouth.

" No, it's impossible if Mr. Alfian saw the incident earlier. He just got there." His inner.

As Alfian drew closer, Sandra began to hear the sound of her breathing going up and down with emotion.

" Mister why are you here ? " Tanya Sandra tried to vent.

Without saying anything Alfian pulled Sandra roughly. One hand he used to hold Sandra's body and the other hand grabbed Sandra's long hair.

Then without any excuse Alfian started kissing Sandra.************ with a rough and biting bite. Sandra who could not resist or speak cried in fear. There's no pity. Seeing Sandra crying Alfian tighter grabbed Sandra's hair. Forcing Sandra to open her mouth so she can do what she wants.

Go on and on. Alfian continues to******* endlessly as if to remove any dirt on Sandra's lips and mouth .Until Sandra gasped for breath, Alfian released her and pushed her into bed.

Sandra was crying. Bloody lips. But it still did not make Alfian feel pity.

" Let's finish it. " Say Alfian growled. Then he started unbuttoning his shirt.

Sandra is immature but that doesn't mean she doesn't know what Alfian is going to do.

" No sir, I beg you." Sandra Whine.

Alfian smiled cynically.

" Why ? Aren't you going to be my wife soon too ? Don't sell expensive if you are the opposite ! I told you women like you are just hypocrites. Why, angry ?? Not accept ? Why are you afraid ? What are you afraid of. I'll marry you too." Alfian throws his shirt off. Looks athletic body, smooth white with perfect torn bread.

Sandra shuffled in fear trying to sit down and dodge. But unfortunately, again Sandra lost quickly with Alfian. He was already on top of Sandra's body and locked her up until it was difficult to move.

" Where to go, here . We enjoy together. " Alfian Whisper that instantly made Sandra's hair stand up.

" No sir, I beg you, please release me sir . Pl-please... " Rintih Sandra's. Her tears kept flowing from both corners of her eyes.

" why? You reject me ? Hey. I warned you. Take care of my family's good name and yourself. Is that stupid of you to not have the shame of kissing other men even though you want to get married? Hahhh, quickly answer ! What reason. As cheap or as stupid as you are ! Huh "

Degs..

What Sandra was afraid of was true. Turns right. Alfian saw the incident.

" I'm sorry, sir, sorry... " See Sandra.

" I'm sorry ..., yeah.I'll forgive after we do."

" No, don't mister, don't do it. " Sandra yelled even more fearfully and tried to rebel to break away.

" Why, give me one reason. If you easily want to be kissed by others, why refuse your own husband ? Do I have to wait until we're legal later ? Do you think I want to receive used goods?! Especially that old bastard ! Of course I want to be first. Isn't that my right ? I can't believe a cheap woman like you can keep your own honor until the wedding ! "Secret Alfian. Both of his eyes were grumpy looking at Sandra.

" I'm sorry, sir, I'm not so sorry. " Sandra sobbed under Alfian's body.

" I think you're a different woman, loving your parents to consent to this marriage even if you don't want it. You also say that marriage is not a toy. Then what are you doing this ? You play with other men even after we are engaged.I do not care , it's up to you to have a relationship with whom. But I warned you, be careful, you are not the old you anymore. There's your mother you have to protect and keep her good name. There are a lot of spies from my family watching your every move. Just as you do not want your mother to be disappointed and hurt, so do I . So I remind you for the last time. Keep your attitude and behavior ! "

After saying so, Alfian stood up, away from Sandra's body, took her shirt, put it on and left the frightened Sandra.