Father's Choice of Sort

A Heart that Continues

Time has shown at five o'clock in the afternoon. As usual, Sandra was waiting for Alfian to pick her up. About ten minutes later, the one waiting appeared as well.

" I'm sorry, the road's a little jammed." Alfian.

" Yes, it's okay." Sandra answered and got into her husband's luxury car.

Since spending the night at her in-laws' house yesterday, Sandra and Alfian's attitude has changed slightly. He was always afraid that Alfian would discuss about the child's problems again. Fortunately, Alfian's super busy work schedule a little diverts the problems of those who had been struggling due to child problems.

" Want dinner outside ?" Alfian asked.

" Don't do it... I'm tired, I want to go straight home." Reply Sandra. Alfian nodded in understanding then accelerated the speed of his car.

Arriving at the apartment, Sandra immediately cleaned herself first. Alfian waited for her on the sofa room while busy with his cell phone.

After Sandra was done, Alfian immediately moved on and took turns cleaning himself into the bathroom.

" Want me to makin what mas ? " Sandra asked after seeing her husband come out of the bathroom.

" Don't cook.. Gilang just sent us a message, he invited us to dinner at his house. He said we haven't been together for a long time. Dias is coming too." Alfian said.

" Tumben mas Gilang ngundang we have dinner.... Usually busy too. Even the opening time of the boutique I just can't come up with a busy excuse." Cerocos Sandra who remembered that Gilang could not attend the event launching her boutique.

" The world of work is so dear. If it is busy, it cannot be left. Moreover, Gilang was the sole heir in his family and even led several companies at once. So I understand.." Alfian said casually.

" Stay still ... It used to be not that... Mas Gilang used to have time for me. Yesterday was on an important day I didn't even come... Watch it out soon after." Sandra still does not accept it.

" Why the hell ? Rich hopes his ex will come.."

" How come the former mas mas , Mas Gilang is not my ex huh ?!" Reply Sandra sewot.

" It's not the ex... But your first love is ! Don't you can't escape him yet huh ? To the point of being disappointed once she doesn't come on your show !" Alfian's murmur which now looks at his wife's reaction. There was a strange vibration that enveloped his heart considering that Sandra had once stored the taste for her best friend.

" Well ngaco... Not really connected, why the hell discuss that has passed." Sandra replied with a sullen look. She doesn't like to talk about the past.

" Yes, yes...! You used to suffer because you had to marry me." Said Alfian who made his heart pinch with his own words.

Sandra looked at Alfian furiously. I can't understand why her husband often starts a debate with her lately. Was it because of the child's problems at the time ? Isn't it done with the discussion ?

" Why the hell ? Find a disease. I read the past that I buried deeply. For me, Gilang is like my brother now. No more than that !" Sandra said firmly.

Alfian sought the truth from his wife's words. He stared at the gloomy eyes carefully. Yeah, Sandra's not lying about her feelings anymore. The eyes are implying true honesty and love.

" I'm disappointed in you... After what we went through together. It turns out that up until now you haven't believed that I love you..." Sandra said with a trembling voice.

" It's not so Sandra... "

" What then ? Still doubting me ?" Ask Sandra.

Alfian did not budge. He was still disappointed by Sandra's remarks the other day. She knew Sandra wasn't ready to have children. He said so just to end the debate between them. And it keeps his mind and heart piqued. What exactly makes Sandra reluctant to have children now ?? Was it because of his work and college ? But it can still be solved ... It's not hard if Sandra has the intention. There are many great women out there who make a career while still taking care of children. Or because you still want to enjoy your youth ?? It could be, but it's so disturbing... Alfian was afraid that Sandra had not really loved him and was only forced to accept him after the calamity that happened that night because of Doctor Tian. Yeah, their first night wasn't the night they planned. Maybe Sandra wanted to do it because she had to and there was no way out at that time. Such bad thoughts often haunt Alfian these days since knowing that Sandra is not ready to have children.

" Mad ?? How do you even daydream ?" Sandra shook Alfian's arm to resuscitate her husband.

" It's weird ... Is something troubling my mind ? Do you really doubt my love?" Ask Sandra at once.

Sandra looked at her husband's passing back. There was a feeling in his heart. He was sure there must be something Alfian had hidden from him.

Not wanting Alfian to wait for a long time, Sandra immediately changed clothes and followed her husband.

" It's ready, let's go." Take Alfian after seeing Sandra.

In the car, Sandra looked out... Alfian focused on driving his car. There's nothing they're talking about. The atmosphere became awkward. They are not usually like this.

" Oya mas, I met Miss Reisa at the boutique this afternoon... At first he didn't know I owned the boutique. It seems like he was shocked after finding out . Then he asked again about the... "

" I told you San, don't get close to the Rena family. "Cut off Alfian without looking at him.

" We met accidentally... After all, Rena is your ex. Shouldn't help him. I'm sure it's .. Everyone can change... "

" I told you. You already know what my answer is. There's no need to ask or persuade me anymore."

" I'm just suggesting you... There is no harm in doing good to others without seeing who that person is." Furthermore, the real Sandra is also in a bad position between Bu Reisa who continues to force and Alfian who still insists on refusing to provide assistance.

" gr... Don't be so kind and trust others. "

" She's not someone else, she's the mother of someone who used to be very special in your heart."

" Yes, but they only use me !! Rena never really loved me.. I was so stupid to love her so much." Answer Alfian bitterly.

" Mm... Should we not be at peace with the past ? Like us and Mas Gilang.. The proof is that we can still be fine.." Say Sandra again.

Whether stupid or stubborn, Alfian does not understand the way of mind Sandra is so easy to forgive others. Though because of that person, the condition of his mother became drop and eventually died.

" You don't have a grudge against Rena ?" Alfian asked a glance.

" No, after being locked up for days at a time, I tried to make peace with the situation. I gave it all back to God. And learn to accept the destiny that has become His will. At first it was very heavy... But as time went on, I was able to escape those bleak times. Of course it's thanks to you and the people around you who love me so much." Sandra smiled remembering the hard day after her mother's departure.

Alfian admitted, Sandra is indeed a strong girl. Falling down does not make him lose control and hold a grudge to the person who has destroyed him. Alfian smiled. He was proud of his wife. Sometimes, her way of thinking was much more mature than her being a few years older than him.

" What is a smile ? "

Alfian shook his head.

" Mm... When can I nengokin Kak Rena in prison not mas ?" Ask Sandra suddenly.

Alfian thought for a moment.There might be him letting Sandra meet with Rena. He was only worried given Rena's attitude that was inversely proportional to Sandra. But if she rejects him she's afraid Sandra thinks a no-no.

" I can, but I'm coming with you." Alfian finally said.

" Wah .. seriously mas ? Thank you, mas... " Huggle Sandra.

" Let's go, I'm driving." Omel Alfians.

" Yes... Sorry ... I just feel so happy." Sandra is serious.

Alfian could only shake his head again looking at the behavior of his wife who was so happy with simple things.