Father's Choice of Sort

Berkelah Kesah To Nurul

Sandra got sick and went home first that afternoon. He had already contacted Nurul, it just so happened that his best friend was at the boarding house after returning home from morning lecture. Sandra decided to go there.

Nurul welcomes her arrival. He had also prepared many snacks and instant drinks for their chatting friends. Not to forget, Sandra had time to buy souvenirs for the landlady, mang Udin the gatekeeper and of course for Nurul first.

Sandra sloshed her body lethargic, it felt very strange. No one knows what a person's life will be like in the future. Not long ago, this place was also his residence. Now he can just play or just stop by.

" You why San ? " Tanya Nurul later. Since then he just observed and gave time for his best friend to calm down. Judging from her swollen eyes and her uninspired self must have happened something.

Sandra took a deep breath and let out a long one. Then sit next to Nurul.

" Have you had a fight with your husband ?" Nurul guessed.

" No, fighting with him is common." Sandra replied, then she kept quiet.

" Tales are the same as me, not on my own... " Said Nurul.

Both of Sandra's eyes were dewy again.

" It's true, there must be something. Quickly tell me that you still think that I'm your best friend !" Urged Nurul who did not have the heart to see it.

" So Gilang nyamperin me on campus.... " Sandra started telling stories. She tried to hold back the tears from crying again.

" On campus ? " Tanya Nurul who answered a small nod by Sandra.

" Trus ? What did he do to you until you were a gini ?!"

" He didn't do anything. He just said he missed me. " Reply Sandra was sad. He still remembered how the man was sobbing in front of him.

" You know, she cried bitterly after I asked her to forget me. " Sandra's voice shook with the cry.

Now Nurul knows what makes his best friend sad until like that.

" Yes..mu ... still like it ?" Ask Nurul carefully.

" I don't know...... I've been trying to forget him...But. seeing it as fragile as before makes my heart hurt too. " Sandra explained.

Nurul patted Sandra's shoulder gently.

" I see, it's not easy to let go of the people we love. You both suffer from this. But your decision is very right. That's best for both of you. Be patient..... I believe you can get through all this. " Tutur Nurul calms and gives encouragement to Sandra.

Sandra slammed into Nurul's arms and cried. It was only after Sandra began to calm down that Nurul again invited her to speak.

" Then ... What is your relationship with Al ? " Tanya Nurul switched the conversation.

Sandra then told me about her life after marriage and living in her in-laws' house.

" That's how.... I think this marriage is just a revenge event to make me suffer. She hates me so much. Dutifully or in fact whatever I am he never appreciated. He's always looking for ways to make me cry." Sandra's Imbuh.

" Alfian's Delinquency. He could not treat a woman like that. After all, you're not his wife !" Nurul who listened to Sandra's story became annoyed to Alfian.

" Then ? What are you going to do in front of him ? Keep yielding and receiving all the bad treatment ?" Ask Nurul emotions.

" I can what. After all, whether good or bad now he is my husband. Although I often denied it, I still had to respect it. Now that I can go to college I am so grateful. There was at least a fresh wind I could breathe. You know, after he came home I couldn't get a wiggle at all. I must serve all his needs and desires." Sandra continued her story.

Nurul mangosteen heard it. She did not expect her best friend to have such a fate. Although in terms of the economy changed very drastically but all that does not guarantee his happiness.

" Excluding affairs..... husband and wife ? You know what I mean ?" Tanya Nurul was curious.

" No, not for that one. " Disput Sandra.

" So...... up to now..... you still ........."

" Yep... ! " Reply Sandra.

" OMG Sandra..... !! I think you guys have been doing it all this time.... Then the one in the hotel at the time, I just misunderstood ?" Tanya Nurul did not believe it.

Sandra shrugged her shoulders. " You're thinking too far." Sandra.

" Uhmm.I was also doubtful and unsure. There's no way you're just giving yourself up. But after I thought over and over again. It is an obligation for a wife to give her right to a husband. That's where I think you guys are......"

" Oh well, don't talk about that. " Cut Sandra shy.

" Are you sure there's no intention of giving up his rights as your husband ?" Tanya Nurul was curious.

" I'm scared. I'm not ready yet. After all, she herself told me that she wasn't interested in me at all." Sandra.

" I know that, too, but what about sin.... He didn't ask for it either.. " Sandra denied.

" You don't have that initiative ? Oya ! The lingerie I gave you that time ! Have you worn it ?" Tanya Nurul excited.

" aaa.... Nurul you fuck ! Don't talk about it, napa ! You're a big plan to be a person ! Just got upset with Al, now even support him with such a thing ! " Sandra said annoyedly and then patted Nurul on the shoulder hard.

" Aau.. Sick Sandra ! " cries.

Then the two friends chased each other and threw pillows and bolsters in the small room.

" Huh... I'm tired !." Nurul said gasping.

" You think now, right ? " Tanya Sandra who then followed Nurul who was lying on the bed.

" Want more ? " Threat Sandra who is ready to hit Nurul using the bolster in her hand.

" Stop... ! No, I'm tired of it. Ma..af..huh...huh... " Say Nurul while talking.

" gr... It's just tired. Just drink it." Sandra took a bottle of mineral water and gave it to Nurul.

Nurul accepted it and then gave it half a bite. Sandra herself took mineral water again and drank it.

" Aren't you interested in your husband ? He will not lose handsome also from Gilang. You have one roof and one room. There is no vibration of vibration what is it...? " Nurul asked again.

" sat..... " Sandra did not answer. He recalled the days he spent with Alfian. Other than hate and resentment, there was nothing Sandra felt anymore. But.... Sandra suddenly recalled some events that she found embarrassing while with Alfian. Strangely enough it made him smile and blush embarrassed to remember it. He realized at that moment his heart was racing.

" Yeahh, asked instead he answered his own smile."

" Ha.. certainly not ! Who's smiling ?" Sandra refused to accept it.

" Want you to deny how, your face that so can not deceive me ! "

Sandra scratched her non-itchy head. Where could he possibly lie to Nurul. The curly haired girl had already memorized out of her head about herself.

" Mmm. As your best friend, of course I want to see you happy and insoluble in sadness continues like this. What if you start opening your heart to your husband ?? That way your judgment about him might change. You often quarrel because from the beginning you judge each other as bad people. You never try to get to know each other more closely." Nurul.

" A bad idea. That can't be happening. How could I possibly open my heart to such a cruel man !" Reply Sandra quickly.

" Don't do that, just try it first . Do you want to fight with your husband forever ?" Nurul did not give up.

Sandra thought for a moment. That is true what his friend said. Time yes he will live like this continue with Alfian ?

" But Rul, I'm scared.. There's a lot I'm afraid of if I think about it." Sandra said doubtfully.

" What are you afraid of ?"

" I'm afraid to like it if it opens my heart... I'm afraid my feelings are unrequited. Because I know, he doesn't like girls like me. You know the artist Rena Dania ? She's Al's ex-lover. She was perfect, I admit it myself. We met at the mall not long ago. And it's obvious that Rena's trying to chase Al back."

" So you're an insect with yourself ?" Nurul asked in surprise.

Sandra looked sad.

" I even thought about bringing them together again in order to escape this marriage. Then.... how can I open my heart and give all her rights as a husband ? I'm afraid this marriage won't last long. I'm afraid that if I give him his due, he will one day return to his ex. What if I get pregnant ? I wasn't ready to be a mother at an early age. I still have a lot of dreams. I was also afraid that my son would become a victim of the selfishness of his parents. I'm afraid I haven't been able to be a good parent to the kid." Sandra said, silent for a very long time.

" I'm sorry... Are you okay ?" Tanya Nurul.

" i'm fine... Don't worry about me. " After Sandra answered and smiled. He did not want Nurul to be sad.

" but... If Al doesn't want to go back to his ex, what ? I don't think your father-in-law will stay silent if anyone tries to disrupt your relationship." Nurul kept trying.

" I don't know... But that's what I'm afraid of now."

" Sandra, listen to me, we know the human heart can change at any time. It is not impossible that you can love each other. There is a sacred bond between you. If you can give up Gilang, Alfian could give up his past because of you. So don't do anything stupid by putting them together again. Think of yourself. You deserve to be happy. And happiness is what we have to create. Just try it first. Open your heart to Al. If indeed your heart is not moved by it, then you can give up."Nurul advised.

" Okay, I'll think back on that."

" Now dong, I will always support you with prayer. May you both live happily together."

"Aamiinu. " Sandra replied, though unsure.

" Eat yuk. " Take Nurul later.