
I was in the hospital for two days and I was bored. My future mother-in-law came to see me this morning and brought me a basket of good fruits for my lamb. Mama Kak Gilang said if I go home later, he will invite me to stay with him for a few days while grandma is home. I'm the one who just recovered from the illness, it's definitely forbidden mother. Mother asked that I should recover first and then can play to Mama Kak Gilang's house. The selfishness within them suddenly appeared to fight over me.
The difference of opinion of the two makes me dizzy and confused to choose, I am also afraid that Kak Gilang's mother will be offended. I finally made the choice and hoped that no one would argue. I will still come to Mama Kak Gilang's house, but only during the day, even then only during the time that grandmother was there and when the night I had to sleep at home. They both agreed, and it made me very relieved.
Today I asked to come home from the hospital, the doctor didn't just let me go home. I have to pass an accurate examination so that I really have been told to recover and be fine, if it has been checked it turns out my condition is good, then the Doctor allows me to go home. Because Doctor Rianti did not want to carelessly let me go home, he was afraid that the family of Judah would sanction even stop him at the hospital, if I ever relapse again.
The doctor finished checking my condition, I can go home on condition that I have to diligently check up. Mother packed my things, and the one who picked up was Kak Andre, who had been standing by in front with his personal car.
A smile on his face when I saw me coming out of the hospital to his car with a face that no longer pale.
When he was about to get into the car, on standby he opened the door, after me and Mom entered, Brother Andre closed it back. The journey was silent because in the car no one opened the conversation. Mama Kak Gilang has gone home first with his personal driver. In the car I leaned my head while listening to the song that Kak andre played and over time I fell asleep on my mother's shoulder.
An hour later we arrived home. Brother Andre came out to open the door for me and Mom. I who just woke up felt dumbstruck because I just realized from my sleepiness. It took some time to normalize my view. Mother to be amazed will be the readiness of Andre who cares more than a bodyguard. My body on my mother's face when entering the house, seen my father sitting in front of the TV is working on his school device. She was surprised to see me go home and hug my body which is involved in doing fine.
I went straight to the room to rest and calm my mind.In front of the window I sat looking at the garden whose flowers were blooming. My gaze ahead saw those beautiful flowers blooming. Looked at but not beautiful when held, he was full of thorns. Is the Way of Love like the rose. At the sight of others we look happy, can be engaged to a rich family, but my heart continues to be restless, do I not sincerely let Brother Gilang be there? Will he be loyal to me too?
I'm afraid she's changed, she'll help her Papa take care of the company, it's certain she'll meet beautiful women. Ah, if I hadn't let Gilang go to college there, maybe we'd be together now.
I took Diary on the table who always accompanied me in times of great distress. All I poured into it until my heart was calm. Instantly I remembered the village where I had calmed down. I want that village, a village that is still beautiful and still cool, not a lot of ash and noise from vehicles. But it's very far, can be angry I'm the same mother. I was tired of writing, and I finally fell asleep, the diary I wrote to cover my face.
The time of the sublime has arrived, I can not wake up when I hear a knock from the outside, my body is still limp as if lazy to wake up and the eyes feel like they were given adhesive glue so that my eyes can not open. Satan glued his eyes and held my feet and hands to sleep with him as the new devil.
A knock came back, my eyes opened and sat on the edge of the bed.
"Get in," I said, telling the guy outside the entrance.
Chequek!
Mom opened the door and saw how I had just woken up from my sleep.
" Deck, have you prayed?" asked Mother who she saw I just woke up.
" Not Ma'am" I said, shaking my head.
" You want to pray first or eat first, son, you want to take medicine, you have to eat regularly" said mother reminded me.
" Yes ma'am, Nisa wants to pray first" I said quickly
"Yes, I'm waiting at the dinner table, yes" she told me.
"Yes buk" I replied and prepared to get up to go to the bathroom.
Mom was out waiting for the kitchen to prepare a shared lunch menu that we rarely do. Usually we are at noon, always have lunch outside and at night we can just get together.
I rushed to the bathroom and then performed the Zuhr prayer in my room. I offer my prayers to Allah, asking for protection for my family and Brother Gilang. Hopefully he is given the ease to solve his problems and go home safe.
A hand patted my shoulder and walked over to sit beside me. I was surprised, who would dare to pat me on the shoulder other than father and mother?
" Don't daydream Deck?" said Brother Andre who looks relaxed after patting my shoulder suddenly.
I was stunned to see Brother Andre coming to the park to meet me like a crotch who came not invited.
"Did Nisa already know that Gilang went to London?" asked Brother Andre to me.
"Yes, you know," I said with a ketus.
" You let it go" said Andre, wanting to know my answer.
" Yes," I replied without any nervousness.
" Why?" asked Brother Andre to me again.
" Don't know," said the original with a fixed view forward staring at the beautiful flowers.
" Dong Nisa protests..., you are his fiancee, are you not bored in staying by Gilang? brother Andre asked to interrogate me and provoke my anger.
"Wouldn't the time of the agreement between me and Gilang's brother not be over, we just live it a year more" I explained to him.
"So you're not angry Dek" Andre said to me.
"Son, as long as she helps the family and for the benefit of the crowd, Nisa lets Silang go there" said I who spoke to learn sincerely.
"Aren't you afraid that Gilang will grieve you?" said Andre who always asked and I was offended by his words.
"What do you fear, Brother?, has not God predestined everything, if Sister Gilang is the soul mate of Nisa, surely we will be reunited," I tried hard and I believe in the destiny of God.," Wait a minute, what's the business of Brother interrogating Nisa?," I said, amazed to see the silence.
"Son, just want to know your reaction," said Andre Kak looking for an excuse.
" Oh time, you question like a journalist who wants to hunt for news" I said, forcing him to be honest.
"Nobody, you don't just want you to be lonely" Andre replied by lying.
"O...Brother wants to accompany Nisa, but Nisa ogah. Brother still wants to be here, right.., Nisa entered yes..," I said indifferently and went into the room and buried my body under the blanket.
I close my eyes to throw away bad thoughts about Kak Gilang, but my eyes are difficult to close. I look at the ceiling of the room hoping to imagine the handsome face of my heart. Tired of staring at the sky of the room, then I got out of bed opening the wardrobe, taking the same jacket and hijab.
I wear my leather jacket, sneakers and backpack that I carry everywhere. I took the keys to the bike and walked out to the garage. My bike and my lamborghini are shiny, who cleans them?