Fake Friend

Missing Is Heavy

The sound of the phone alarm rang loudly repeatedly, making my eyes instantly open. Thank God, this morning my head is not dizzy anymore and my body feels fresh. Today I almost had bad luck. Azan dawn was a few minutes ago. Immediately I went to the bathroom, cleaned my body and immediately ablaze. Obligations as usual.

Be calm when you have done the duty. When I opened the door, I heard a ringing from my future Imam, I immediately put on my instant hijab and I pressed the green button without waiting for the next ring. The call was made by VC, showing the face of Kak Gilang who was in his room with a day that was almost noon.

" Hello Darling.., Assalamu alaikum my future wife..."

" Wa'alaikum Salam Calon Imamku"

" What's more, darling...,"

" Just finished praying Brother...,"

" Thank God...Wife-to-be brother just finished praying. Ehemm, how are you Yang, so that this Sister's future wife...,"

"Alhamdulillah has passed away...,"

"Looking, you mean sick Yang...,"

" Yes, sister, last night came home from the streets, Nisa's not feeling well,"

" Had taken Yang's medicine...,"

" It's Brother,"

" Where are the streets, good?"

" Sweet Brother, later if Brother has gone home we are there again, brother?,"

" God willing, you go anywhere later between Andre or Arif yes Darling. Don't go alone. Andre has given you the task of teaching you to drive, too,"

" Why not Mang Amir, Brother,"

" Mang Amir is old, fear you are reluctant to teach the same older. If Andre is, you already think of him as your own brother,"

" Sister, can't Nisa use a motorbike, please,"

" If you want to use a motorbike, use a motorcycle Brother, at home also no one uses. Uh..uh.wait a minute, why do you want to use the motor?,"

" Nisa feels not free, Nisa's motion feels limited, continues Nisa will start today to open the store, if Andre's sister transfers Nisa, Nisa feels overwhelmed Kak Andre,"

" It's Nothing, Andre also paid to pick you up,"

" But sister, Nisa can use a motorbike, right?,"

" Could.., what the hell is not for you Beautiful...,"

" Gombal,"

" You really are beautiful..."

" What the hell,"

" Yang, I miss you, I want. it feels bad to you. but you are far away, if close must have been older brother and will not be last brother,".

" Gombal again..., why just call now Brother?."

" I'm sorry if your new brother calls you. Last night Brother arrived, immediately Brother took care of the college needs of brother, so did not have time to call you Yang..."

" Did you come in today?,"

" En in 30 minutes Yang.., maybe brother will rarely contact you Deck, Brother hope you do not get angry ya..,"

" Yes, it's okay, brother,"

" I Love You Honey, Wait for Brother to come home, baby...,"

" Yes, sure,"

" Don't take off the ring, baby, stay in use, don't move it fixed in the right hand, Brother is afraid later you in the audience,"

" There's-there's just this big brother, I'll keep Nisa wearing,"

" Yes, you want to get ready to go to college,"

" Yes, Brother,"

" Ashloraikum"

" Greetings Wa'alaikum,"

I threw my back on the bed, with a happy smile on my face, finally longing to pay off already. Looking at his face on the screen alone, it was already satisfied my heart. The clock is 06:00. I immediately went to the kitchen, wanting to help mom to make breakfast. Today was the first day I opened the Cake Shop.

May this day bring me to the level of success. Amynine

Mom in the kitchen deftly cooks some cooking. I just helped chop and make sweet tea. Dad was sitting at the dinner table reading the newspaper and drinking a cup of sweet tea and we had breakfast together. Silence when eating is very much in the priority of Dad. Dad always stressed to family members not to talk while eating.

It looks like Andre's brother came out of the car and Arif who got off the bike. Kak Gilang's motorcycle delivered to me has arrived at the yard.

" Nisa what time is the cake shop in Sa inaugurated" Kak Andre told me.

" Later Brother at 9," I answered seeing Andre walking after his brother.

" All the preparations how? ask Arif who is worried that something is not right.

" It's done with the rif, let's have breakfast with yuk Rif, brother Andre..," I asked the two of them and let them in.

" The sustenance of the son of Soleh, early in the morning given breakfast, said dong from earlier," joked Arif who went straight to the dining table.

Arif and Kak Andre joined eating together, seen Bangsaga watching the movements of Andre whose eyes always glanced at me. Bang Raga has another vision for Andre, who always looks at food.

A few hours later

Annisa ZS Bakery is the name of my cake shop that officially opened, cut ribbon and smoothly built this business, making me thank God, at this young age, I can have my own business. My mother helped to expand this business. Tired of paying off already, the cake shop can already operate, just develop it to be more advanced again.

The first day of the employees was only me, mother and also Citra. In our spirit we make pastries and wet cakes. Smelling smells filled the shop. Makes the one who smelled Aroma hungry. Some cakes have been served in the storefront. Buyers from among students and ordinary people began to arrive. Office employees are also many who like the cake that we willingly share as a discount on the first day of the inauguration of my cake shop. O Allah, thank you for giving so much sustenance today.

A day of walking with cooking utensils without realizing the day is already late in the afternoon. The bustle with buyers made me forget about my new boyfriend. Day by day, and mingguns also change with the moon. Every day struggling with automotive college affairs and making cakes, as if to make myself more busy. I sometimes forget when I'm engaged.

Too often Brother Andre accompanied me when delivering orders. Makes us more familiar. Sometimes it is always interrupted by customers who say we are like a pair of Lover who are in a relationship and their prayers say hopefully we get married soon. But there is something strange in my opinion, if we are disturbed, Andre always replied with "Just pray, Ma'am ". What is the meaning of Andre's answer? Does he secretly think of me as more than a sister. Ah no way. Maybe I'll just throw it away.

Right on this weekend day I want to relax releasing the tired that has been drained so far. It has been a year since the departure of Kak Gilang who rarely gives me news . It can be counted he told me, even then only 3 times VC and several times chatan. My heart is broken, broken. When the number is contacted, it is also often not active cell phone. Are you there my Priest Candidate, are you new? Why is my heart always wondering and always prejudiced

I took my foot to the dresser, opened the drawer in which was a diary. My diary shed my grievances a few months ago. I haven't touched this diary in a long time and it looks dusty. On this day I come back to see you, I write my complaint in your yard.

Waiting for you is the most beautiful decision when distance separates us. Although we are far away, but this heart is still awake for you my beloved.

Honey are you there. Why haven't you told me so far?

Do you remember your sister and your future wife?.

Tok

Tok

The sound of my door knocking. I took my foot to see who was knocking on the door, because as far as I could tell mom had gone to the cake shop.

Chequelek

I opened the door, I saw Citra with her smile, saying that there was Arif in front. The image again stepped leaving me still glued to the door.

I closed the door and walked up to Arif in front.

" Assalamu'alaikum Rif," said I who saw Arif standing on his back because he was still calling someone on the other side.

" Eh, Wa'alaikum Salam Sa, I'm sorry I disturbed you not Sa." said Arif turned to face me.

" What's the Rif?" ask me to Arif

" I want to take you to Bang Gilang's workshop, Friends have been at the gathering including Ragil, they ask you to come" Arif told me.

" I'm actually missing the Rif, not the spirit" I said with a sad face.

" You're why Sa, usually you're always cheerful," asked Arif who was astonished to see me.

" I don't know lately not in the mood," I said that is difficult to explain.

"What about Brother Gilang," asked Arif who tried to guess my heart, but his guess was 100 percent correct.

I nodded my head, looking Arif smiling looking at my gloomy face. He walked up to me and patted me on the shoulder slowly.

" Calm Sa, he's fine, there's nothing to worry about" Arif told me.

" Why he never again ngabari me Rif, as busy as he was there, to the extent that he did not have time to call me," said I who was upset to my Imam Candidate.

"Nisa, the time here is different from there, we're here resting at night, it's morning. By the time we woke up, he was busy with his studies. He was confused to contact you," Arif explained.

" There are many reasons, what's wrong with not being able to call, use SMS, Whatsapp or whatever," I said that was upset

" Patience Sa, you miss it very much huh," asked Arif to see my depression.

" Yes Rif, miss it really, Miss it's heavy Rif, I'm afraid I can't control it" I explained to Arif and was almost about to cry.

" Come, let's go for a walk to keep you entertained" Take Arif to me.

" Males ah, what will people say if we shake hands," I told him who did not want to have whispers of neighbors.

" Oh okay, you use a motorcycle, Kak Gilang aja yes, I use my own motor, how, you want," Arif explained.

" Okay, wait for me to change, yeah," I said running into the room.