
My stomach feels hungry because from morning only breakfast chicken porridge that can not maintain the fullness of my stomach until noon. I wrote the menu on the table, awkward to take rice, while the person next to me was playing his phone. Silent, no one started talking, suddenly the sound of worms in my stomach was heard again.
Crack
Crack
Shame it feels caught Hunger, my face has been red as red as a tomato. Gilang turned his head with a laugh, pulled a plate and filled it with rice, side dishes and vegetables. The attention I never expected, flattered to be noticed with a young man.
I take the plate that has been prepared by Brother Gilang, and I immediately get to him. When the Asikik eat, Brother Gilang just keep glancing at me. Suddenly a tissue attached to my flesh cleared away the remaining rice left under my lips, I was surprised to see that Kak Gilang was romantic to me making myself blush in shame.
The Aunt Goddess who came out of the grandmother's room looked at the two of us with an indecipherable feeling. A happy look on his face, hoping that soon happiness will always be present in this house.
When the prayer time has arrived, Kak Gilang invited me to pray together in the prayer room available in his house. Brother Gilang became my priest during prayer, a melodious voice chanted when reading a short surah in prayer really touched the person who heard it. What a woman's dream.
After the prayer felt my body sweaty want to feel like a shower splashed my body into the pool. Ribet once wearing this dress makes me sultry and itchy. If this was in my own house I might have changed. The high heels I was wearing made my feet hurt. I straightened my legs after the prayer. So tired of shoes like this make my feet gout. Too long I massaged my legs, without me realizing that Gilang Kak was not in his place. I searched the living room but I could not find it. Big house but feels lonely. I tried to dare to walk towards the kitchen to find a waiter who can be asked where Kak Gilang is.
Up in the kitchen I saw Kak Gilang sitting at the dinner table enjoying a glass of orange juice he took from the refrigerator. With courage I approached Kak Gilang to invite him home because a lot of preparation must be completed. Tomorrow I'm facing a national exam.
this is the test I pass later.
Gilang offered me a drink without waiting for my approval. A mouth-watering juice of my tongue has been served in the glass. My legs drank until it ran aground and my throat felt fresh.
Drawn my hand following his steps towards the garden of his house which is located behind the house. I was amazed to see the beauty of the garden. It is beautiful in the corner of the garden there are swings and clusters of colorful roses . Next to it is a fish pond crowded with ornamental fish.
I feel happy this is the nature of my femininity that I have not been aware of. This scene gives me the spirit that I have to change as a whole woman, not a woman. All women's work if done it feels beautiful. Well, this garden that amazes me is the result of the Aunt Goddess plant. With the busyness of Aunt goddess still took the time to organize the garden as beautiful as possible.
His smile was unceasingly visible on his face. His gaze kept me down, embarrassed, that's how I felt. I have a lot to improve to be the woman I want to be and all that I don't have. I have to learn again to improve my way, how to groom, learn to cook ,Ah...,
" Dek, from tomorrow do not wear clothes like men again in front of Brother," said Kak
Disappear in front of me.
" Why Brother" I replied in wonder.
" Here sit first Dek, soon we go home waiting for grandma to wake up from her nap," said Gilang.
" Yes Kak, but Adek does not have many women's clothes" I replied and approached sitting next to Kak Gilang.
" Calm down, nnti we buy ya" said Kak Gilang relaxed.
" Second one day Big Brother hopes we sit here again as a legitimate couple. Maybe you consider Big Brother fantasized but from Adek know, Big Brother is serious with Adek. Brother patiently waits until Adek finishes school and patiently waits until you are ready to open your heart to Brother," said Kak Gilang seriously looking at my face visible from his eyes there is honesty there.
" Sister, don't expect Kak, Adek is afraid Brother is disappointed," I said looking at Kak Gilang's face.
"No, my brother's heart said that Adek will accompany my brother's life someday," said Silang holding my hand.
" Sister, sorry brother, but there are still many beautiful and perfect girls than Adek," I said while releasing the grip of Gilang's brother's hand.
"Son, just adek that Brother wants," said brother Gilang still staring into my eyes
" Sister, can you come home, the day is getting late, Adek Not good with Aunt Dewi," I said to the door because from afar someone came.
" It's okay, mom won't be angry. Just this first time Brother brought a girl to this house, it's been a long time mama expects the presence of girls, maybe mama will love you," said Kak Gilang Seeing the direction of my eyes.
Grandma and Aunt Goddess came over to chat with me and Brother Gilang. Grandma offered me to stay in this house, but I refused and reasoned because tomorrow I would face the National Examination.
I say goodbye to Grandma and Aunt Goddess to go home. I followed Brother Gilang's steps towards the parking lot. It was late afternoon, the weather was cloudy too. I got into the car that had been opened by Brother Gilang, feeling my princess today. A few minutes in the car there was nothing we talked about.
I'm tired of falling asleep in the car seat. A smile was seen on Kak Gilang's face watching me fall asleep. A small snort sounded from my mouth. With the puckering of Kak Gilang directly recorded my face that was asleep again.
Thirty minutes later we arrived in front of the house, the neighbors were busy gossiping about the arrival of the car in front of my house and the length of their mouths gossiped.
Without waking up, I who fell asleep directly in lift Kak Gilang to the terrace of the house. I put my body in a bamboo chair. It turns out that from a distance there is someone who took a picture of me carried by Kak Gilang. Patted on my cheek so that I wake up immediately, I feel embarrassed because I was asleep in front of Brother Gilang.
I opened my eyes it felt like a dream that in front of me there was a handsome young man who was close to my face. It's not a dream, it's real. Why am I here, as far as I was still in the car. Deheman from Kak Gilang's mouth melted the atmosphere, I dyed my face with a shirt, where I knew there was an iler attached to my face.