
Unconsciously Gilang stepped and approached towards me. Staring at my face for so long. The longer his face got closer. I was confused and tried to retreat, but Gilang continued to step forward and hold onto my chin. His face was getting closer to a few centimeters. The smell of his breath blew my face. With reflexes my eyes closed. There is a feeling my heart is waiting for what will happen.
"Ehemm," sounded deheman from Mama Kak Gilang and immediately made Gilang retreat to avoid me.
I woke up and opened my eyes, I saw that Gilang was a little away and fiddled with his phone again. Mama Kak Gilang approached and patted me on the shoulder.
" Patience Sa.. soon you will be a legitimate partner, and you are Silent there is no shame in front of Mam la recklessly want to kiss Nisa in safe Your feelings,"
" He..he.sorry Ma..," said Gilang who was wrong to get a reprimand from his mother.
" Wow..., you are getting pretty wearing this dress Sa.., Mama is fascinated to see you, let alone Gilang.., yes Kan Lang....," said Mama Gilang who bought her son.
" Ha.., a.what Ma..." Gilang who had not been focused was suddenly surprised by his mother's voice that disturbed him.
" Not So," said Mama Kak Gilang who was head bobbing at the behavior of his son who was very bucolic, to the point of not stopping staring at his future wife.
" Ma.., surely the dress is very expensive yes..," asked me who was confused how later Dad and Mom paid for it, while the salary of father will also not be enough to pay for this one dress.
" For You Free Dear..," said Mama Gilang with her sincere smile.
" Em...., are you not afraid of loss???," asked Mama Kak Gilang. It turns out that from now on his employees named Mimin, Noni, Gita and Siti still always listen and pay attention to myself trying on wedding dresses.
" Mama has nothing to lose Dear.., originally in this Mama's Boutique there are no gossip mongers. Even if Mama suffered a loss, it was about easy, Mama just fired the employees of Mama who is a gossipmonger. It's a hefty salary that is made to pay them, it can be to cover the losses of Mama, Iya right Mimin.," said Mama talk like insinuating her employees and eyes when talking always glancing at Mimin, Gita and Noni who now looked down looked like they were scared.
" I.iya Ma'am" said Mimin, looking very nervous and busy squeezing his fingers until sweating.
" Nisa.., the price of the dress is not expensive and for a sweet girl like you even really deserve these very fancy dresses, dear...," mama Kak Gilang said stroking my head and I was very touched by her sincerity to think of me as a child.
I looked at myself who was acting like I was not feeling well. I admit that my attitude is very nervous and has doubts. I am the one who is now always learning femininity and pretence. Pretend to be calm, pretend to be a gentle woman, pretend to be a sweet girl and pretend to be the woman everyone wants. Fatigue is also full of falsehoods.
I did this so as not to make Kak Gilang's family ashamed. Gilang advised me, be yourself, don't be someone else. What makes me comfortable, that's what I'm supposed to do. But I am more comfortable being myself.
But there is an impact being me. I made more friends with men, my Tomboi looks, unlike now, more feminine. I miss my old self, often joking with my workshop friends. Although the work is dirty but happy when asked to pick up a motorbike. The motor we fix is like our own motor.
When we have forgotten our problems. Hobby disassembled the motor housing and reassembled it, That's my hobby. How do I look ahead of me? Do I have to be myself or do I have to change my attitude to become the ideal woman of the Prayuda family?.
Sometimes I miss playing with my friends who are struggling with workshop tools and oil. It is so exciting and adorable when the face, clothes and hands are full of oil. But if I continue my hobby, then the Gilang family will be embarrassed and of course Papa Kak Gilang will be very angry with me. Later in their opinion I do not have a good attitude.
Usually, all rarely see tomboy girls that always leads to brandal children and not noticed. But it's not with me. Never in my lifetime have my father and mother been ashamed of my character as a man.
In fact they are very proud of me, because all this time I was never spoiled, could take care of myself, at school always achievers and one more, diligent prayer. That's what makes them proud of me.
My daydream was broken when Mama Kak Gilang called my name.
" Nisa.., now we try the danger yes.., Siti between Annisa to the fitting room again.
" I.iya Ma..," I answered nervously because justice was daydreaming.
I took off my red dress and put on a beautiful white kebaya. The danger is very good in the body. I combined it with a white hijab. Looking in the mirror my body is very slim, just a little polish my face, maybe it will look more beautiful.
While outside, Aunt Dewi gave a black and white tuxedo to be tried by Gilang. Missile immediately behind him a special fitting for men. In the Pas room, Gilang was wearing a white suit, looking very handsome and very dashing.
He immediately approached and took my hand. I was stunned when her hand pulled my hand towards the exit.
Mama Kak Gilang and the employees were flabbergasted to see Kak Gilang who was in a hurry to pull my hand.
" Lang!!, where will Annisa be taken?," asked Mama Kak Gilang astonished to see the prince holding his future daughter-in-law.
" Gilang wants to take Nisa to KUA Ma.., we will already wear wedding clothes, only kabulnya ijab...," said Gilang who said casually without thinking about the feelings of the person who heard it.
Ting
"Aw!!!, Sick Ma...," cried Gilang complain.
" Foolish boy!!," cried Aunt Goddess flicking her son's forehead.
" Your file is not finished Lang.., you have been kebelet want to marry!," said Mama Kak Gilang a little emotion about the behavior of his son.
" Marry Ma.., not Marriage,"Jawab Gilang denied Mama's remarks.
" It's Lang, it's the same, it's the same" Mamaby said
" Ih.., this mama...., about the file, it can follow, now Ijab kabul continue aja ma..," said Gilang who was impatient to quickly marry Annisa.
"By the way you are, Mama Cancel your marriage until next year" said Mama Kak Gilang trying to bully her son.
" Mama.., have Mama wait for her son rusty," said Gilang who was very spoiled.
Ting
" Aw," Aunt Dewi flicked her son back.
" O Allah Lang, what age are you?, dizzy Mama talk to you, Udah siti.., help Nisa change clothes yes, let this crazy child take Mom to Nisa's house as soon as possible," said Mama Gilang who has almost lost patience to face the rancid nature of her son.
Siti nodded her head and escorted me back to work.
" Siti thank you yes.., already ready to help me," said my heartfelt to Siti whose age is not much different from
" Yes Miss, equally," said Siti and pamit want to serve other buyers.
A few minutes later.
" Nisa, you are ready..," cried Mama Kak Gilang calling me.
" Already Ma..," I said a little slowly but still can be heard..
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