DRIZZLE IN THE EYES OF THE HEART

eps. 34

"It's been almost 1 month, the doctor said."

"Amel, you've been hiding this for a long time, and I'm sure that soon it will be your grandfather, grandmother, and uncle solar will find out, because your illness will make your body's defenses decrease, said son."

"I know, but I still don't want to tell him, said Amel."

"Yes, said the son."

"Doctor thank you, then we will go home first, said Amel."

"It's the same, the doctor said."

"Let's go home, you have to rest a lot, said the son."

"Son! don't give me too much attention, because it will make them feel suspicious, I said."

"All right, I'm sorry, said the son."

"Don't apologize again son, I said."

All the way home, I did not hear the voice of the son, he looked very focused riding his motorbike. I feel a little strange because it is not usually a son like this, could it be that he was angry at me for hiding this to him?

Amel, why don't you understand too, I'm worried about your situation and I don't want to lose you. I'm already comfortable with your presence by my side and I don't want you to leave me like the sky lost to clouds when it's cloudy.

When I got to my uncle's house, my son no longer saw me and was driving his bike at such a fast pace that it made me worry about him. I went into the house and headed to the room, I wept contemplating the biggest mistake I had made by hiding this to my grandparents and uncles. Suddenly someone opened my door and found myself crying.

"Dear angel, why are you crying? Ask grandma."

"I just miss my parents, Grandma, I said lying to them."

"It's not usually that you cry because you miss your mom and dad." said the grandmother."

"Here is my grandmother, now the amel is not crying anymore, I said."

"Good, you don't cry because Grandma also feels sad when you see you like this, said grandma."

"Oh yeah, what do you want to come to my room for? I asked."

"Grandma just wants to make sure you're okay or not, said grandma."

"Amel is fine, grandma doesn't have to worry, I said."

"Yes-yes dear, said the grandmother."

"Amel took a nap, Grandma, said Amel."

"Good sleep baby, grandma wants to go to the kitchen first, said grandma."

"Yes my dear grandmother, don't forget to cook well, I said."

"Grandmother will make delicious food, you will definitely love it, said the grandmother."

I couldn't look at Grandma's face for long, and I increasingly felt I had made a good decision to hide my pain from her. I also dare not imagine the reaction of kelly, dion, cristofer, and Aabriella knowing that I was sick.

I felt a little bored tonight, so I decided to send a message to the son.

"What kind of son are you busy with?, I asked."

"I'm busy, said the son."

"If that's why I'm sorry to bother you, reply."

"You don't want to know what I'm busy with? Ask the son."

"What are you busy with? I asked."

"I'm busy thinking about you, all day long I just think of my smart-ass friend, said the son."

"What say! I'm a smart ass? I asked."

"Allows you to be smart, said the son."

"Whatever you say, I don't want to text you anymore, I said."

"Don't be angry, I won't repeat my words to you again said the son."

"Hahaha..apparently you are afraid if I am angry? don't be afraid, I won't be angry just because of what you said, I said."

"You, it's great to make people feel misbehaved, said the son."

"really? that means you've also been misbehaving because of me? I asked."

"No! it's not like that, you misunderstood, said the son."

"Then don't lie to me, just admit the truth, I said."

"I admit defeat, this time you won this debate, but next time I will win it, said the son."

"Who is afraid, I won't let you win, I said."

"Okay, we'll just wait for the next debate, said the son."

"All right, I said."

"Have, you better go to bed because you have to rest a lot, said the son."

"You're right, but I haven't been so sleepy, so I've been sleeping for a while because I still want to breathe the night air that I don't know until when I can feel it, I said."

"Don't say such a thing amel, I'm sure you will definitely be cured, said the son."

"You better get some sleep, 'cause I know you're tired of working in restaurants, I said."

"I shall sleep first, said the son."

"Good night, I said."

"Good night is also amel, said the son."

How else would I say thank you to the son who accompanied my day with this disease. It did not feel like these eyes were completely asleep unintentionally.

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