DRIZZLE IN THE EYES OF THE HEART

eps. 28

They cry reading it, they feel the same way as me, feel so lost. There are so many people I have met in my life, but why is there always a breakup. I remember everything I've ever explored in my life. Many memories with Al, Andra, Kely, Dion, Aabriella, and Cristofer.

After arriving at the airport soekarno-hatta I took a taxi back to the train station to bandung. My stomach hurt again, probably because I was too tired today. I never think about my health, if I am sick I still work typing writing. Arriving at the uncle's house, grandparents look very surprised at my presence here.

"Amel my grandson, is this really you? Ask grandpa."

"Yes this cake is amel, grandfather's grandson, I said."

"Amel now you've grown up, said the grandmother."

"Yes Grandma, this is all thanks to the grandparents who raised me until now, I said."

"You can't go far from Grandma anymore, said the grandmother."

"Yes grandma, Amel also wants to be with you here, I said."

"Now you eat first, said the grandmother."

"Yes grandma, amel is hungry too, I said."

"Tonight you have to sleep with grandma, because grandma still wants to let go of miss you, said grandma."

"Okay Grandma, I still miss you a lot, I said."

After eating, I slept with my grandmother, there are many stories I can tell my grandmother.

CHAPTER 10

I'M SORRY

If you want, I can ask that the angel lend you his wings.

may 07, 2018

I let out a long sigh while sipping coffee in front of the house with green grounds and cool morning air. Plus Grandma stroked my hair, I hugged grandma with tears that I could not bear.

"Dear angel, why do you look so sad? Ask grandma."

"I'm not grieving grandma, I'm just tired from last night's trip, I said."

"Yes, grandma came in first, said grandma."

Grandfather was mowing the grass with trembling hands, grandfather was getting older, I walked up to him and asked that grandfather just rest, let me continue all this.

They mean too much in my life, I won't be able to see them get sick. Mowing the lawn is not an easy job, requiring precision and patience.

Uncle solar asked me to stop mowing the lawn, said uncle grandpa and grandma calling me. I felt my feelings were bad, what was with them calling me, I left my grandfather's job and rushed to see my grandparents inside.

"What do grandparents call amel? I asked."

"Our angel is old, we won't be able to look after you for long, said the grandmother."

"What does grandma mean? I asked."

"You're an adult, it's time for you to get married, ' said the grandmother."

"But I don't have a partner to marry, and I've been hurt three times, I still want to be alone, I said gently."

"Grandfather will introduce you to the granddaughter of your grandfather's friend, said grandfather."

"I can't force someone who doesn't love me, I said."

"If it makes you happy then the amel will obey, I said."

"It's good that if you agree, grandfather will feel very happy, said grandfather."

I also smiled at my grandparents who left me and my uncle.

"Amel, are you sure you're going to marry the man that your grandparents chose for you? Ask uncle solar."

"I have no choice but to accept it, my grandparents who raised and cared for me from childhood, what more can I give if not all this makes them happy, I said."

"Uncle will also support your decision, uncle will pray for you, said uncle surya."

"Thank you uncle surya, I said."

"Yes equally dear, said uncle surya."

Behind the uncle's house there was a lake that was not so vast and deep, the place was perfect for those who needed tranquility. Like me at this time, I walked to the edge of the lake, on the edge of the lake was also growing beautiful flowers with attractive colors.

I hugged my knees and cried for no reason, I was afraid that I would really get sick, I don't dare go to the doctor because if I'm right I don't know how to tell my grandparents about my illness.

"Did you see that girl sitting by the lake? Ask grandpa."

"Yes, I saw it, said the man."

"She is the granddaughter that my grandfather wants to introduce you to, said my grandfather."

"So he's the one? Ask the man."

"Yes, now let's meet him, said grandfather."

"Good cake, said the man as he walked over to me."

"Hi, you're the grandson of the sultan's grandfather right? Ask the man."

"Yes, you know where? ask me without looking at her."

I am son of arfandi, just call son, I know from your grandfather, said son."

"Are you the person my grandfather would introduce me to? I asked."

"Yes you're right, but what are you doing in this lake? Ask the son."

"I have no choice but to accompany me in my dark life, I said."

"Amel let's take shelter in the tree, drizzle and it'll soon rain, said the son."

"Rain won't come down, you know what drizzle is? I asked."

"All I know is that drizzling is the same as rain, said the son."

"You are right, drizzle is rain that hesitates to rain down on the earth where one hurts one another and rain will think they better not come down because the women of the earth are crying, she said, I said."

"If you could take a feather from the angel's wing, what would you do with it? Ask the son."

"I wouldn't do that to an angel, if you? I asked."

"I will make him a pen to send a letter so that God will take away all your sorrow through the angels, said the son."