DRIZZLE IN THE EYES OF THE HEART

eps. 31 CHAPTER 11 DILEMMA

"God if you want me to come back with you, then I want to be with the people I love even in a short time. Give me a time where I can give them happiness."

"If you have, let's roll the paper and tie it to this rope, then let go, said the son."

"Wait, I'll release the balloon together with the one plea you made, I said."

"Alright if it wants you, said the son."

"I want to be with him always, make me an angel for him who is in desperate need of a protective figure." (son)

We released the balloon together, the bolon flew freely in the sky with two letters of request for me and my son.

After that we went looking for food, all the food on the side of the road was delicious.

For the first time I ate meatballs after a few years.

"You like eating meatballs? Ask the son."

"Yes I like it, but I prefer my grandmother's fried rice, I said."

"Then tomorrow I will take you to make fried rice together at your uncle's house, said the son."

"Are you serious? I asked."

"Yes I'm serious, I'll make you some really delicious fried rice, said the son."

"I feel so happy to have a friend like you, I said."

"I'm happier to be friends with a woman as good as you are said the son."

"Don't praise me like this, I said."

"But the praise deserves you, said the son."

"Take your food, and then we go home, grandma, grandpa, and uncle surya must be waiting for me, I said."

"Yes well, said the son."

After paying for the food we had eaten, we got back in the car and went home. Along the way I felt a headache and stomach like that time, I endured the pain by trying to smile.

When I arrived home, I saw my grandparents standing on the porch.

"Son thank you for today, I went in first because my grandfather and grandmother were waiting for me, I said."

"Yes, good night, said the son."

"Good night, I said."

The son went home to rest after a long day of walking with me.

I don't know why I have peace in anxiety and loneliness.

june 09th, 2018

My son came to see me to keep what he said yesterday. He wanted to make me some delicious fried rice. I greeted her with the sweetest smile I had.

"Now let's go to the kitchen to make fried rice, said the son."

"Come, I can't wait to see how you make fried rice, I said."

I saw my son playing with a very trained knife, one by one the ingredients he started sauteing and lastly he put rice. After that the son finished serving it and gave the fried rice to me. I tasted the food he made for me.

"This fried rice is really delicious, I just can't make your homemade fried rice, I said."

"If you want, I can teach you how to make delicious food, so long as you really want to learn, said the son."

"Honestly, I've never cooked, grandma doesn't allow me to cook in the kitchen, because she's worried that something might happen to me, I said."

"You are lucky to have a grandfather, grandmother, and uncle who loved you so much, said the son."

"Yes I'm lucky to have such a wonderful mother, where are your parents? why have I never seen him? Ask the son."

"My father and mother left me when I was five years old, they left me for grandparents to take care of, and to this day I have never heard of where I am today, I said."

"I'm sorry for reminding you of your father and mother, said the son."

"It's okay, you don't have to apologize for your question, I said."

"You want to meet my mom and dad? Ask the son."

"Ak.I want to meet your father and mother, I said."

"Then come with me right now, said the son."

"Wait, I'll get my bag, I said."

"Well, I'll say goodbye to my grandfather, grandmother, and uncle, said the son."

"Okay, I said."

"Grandfather, grandmother, uncle surya, I will take Amel to meet with my father and mother, said the son."

"Yes you've been careful on the road, said grandfather."

"Yes cake, said the son."

"You have to promise grandma to keep and protect the tonsils, said grandma."

"Son of promise, said the son."

We also went to the son's house which was not so far from the house of uncle surya. The son took me into his house, I felt very nervous and afraid that the father and mother would not like me.

"Assalamualaikum, father, mother, said the son."

"Walaikumsalam, whose son is the woman with you? Ask the son's mother."

"This is Amel bu, grandson of the sultan's grandfather, said the son."

"It's pretty, and she seems to have a good heart too, ' said the mother."

"What your mother said is true, said the son's father."

"Thank you aunt, om, I said."

"Yes equally dear, come here and sit near the aunt, said the son's mother."

"Let's not be afraid because my mother is as good as I told you, said the son."

"What did you tell him about Mom? Ask the son's mother."

"Secret, said the son."

"You are yes, said the son's mother."

"Amel, why don't you bring your father and mother here said the son's mother."

"My mom and dad left me a long time ago, they left without any news and somewhere, they just left me with my grandparents, I don't remember their faces either" I said."

"It's a shame they left a child as beautiful and as good as you are, and from today you can call aunty mother, said the son's mother."

"Really, I feel very happy, I said."

"Now come hug your mother, said the mother son. I hugged her very tightly and my tears soaked her sleeves, I cried happily feeling a warm embrace from a mother."

"And Amel, you can also call om with the call of father, om used to be very eager to have a daughter, but God gave us a son."

"And om also has you, said the son's father."